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Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”
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I was thinking about the fact that with most DCMK characters I use one distinct name for them, but when it comes to Haibara Ai / Miyano Shiho, I'm all over the place. So I wanted to see how other people most commonly refer to her.
There are definitely more options than just these listed but I didn't want to get too verbose / granular. Please feel free to elaborate in the tags to account for my exclusions.
#dcmk#miyano shiho#haibara ai#ai haibara#shiho miyano#detective conan#fandom poll#poll#when I started out in the fandom i only really called her haibara because that's what i was used to hearing#then started referring to her as ai (since when i work with a character i tend to firstname them)#however when speaking aloud in English that can make things confusing grammatically. so I will sometimes go back to Haibara in that case#DOUBLE however. as i've gotten more attached and explored her character it has led me to think a lot of her life before she was shrunk#and thus often called her shiho in that context. and now that ive gotten attached her as shiho:#i often think of her as shiho even when she's being haibara ai#so when i'm talking about her i'm now ALL OVER THE PLACE#I still try to switch between to differentiate if i'm having a conversation pertaining to her within a fixed point in the story#But if i'm making a more generalized statement - speculating about her feelings about a person or something she likes etc#it's a toss-up which name i'll use#it's also led to me flip-flopping between whether I should call her Ai or Shiho in a third-person-close pov#or hell - even 'haibara'. People often get acclimated to responding to what they are most often called#and she's called haibara way more often than she's called ai (and didn't grow up being able to acclimate to the full name regardless)#So 'Ai' as a name may be even less identifiable for her#Anyway. she is a creature of many many names
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Lae'zel's character and her entire situation at the beginning of the game becomes so much more funny when you find out she's 22. It makes so much sense. Imagine you're 22 and you're exposed to this dangerous toxin or chemical or something - but not to worry, you learnt that this can be easily fixed, you just need to dial 911 real quick. Common knowledge. Everyone knows that. You learnt that in kindergarten, it's up there with fire alarm drills.
But the people you're stuck with have no concept of modern medicine and when you say "let's go to the hospital" they will say shit like "i think they kill people at the hospital" and "we should ask this swamp lady" or "this guy over there told me about this homoeopathic healer kind of guy but he got abducted" or "this random bard wants to help" and "I'm not going to dial 911 because I don't want the government to know my home address" or "maybe we should consider a deal with Satan". And then a bunch of them KEEP consuming the chemical because it makes them "stronger". One guy might explode for unrelated reasons. You have a few days before this situation is getting critical and suddenly they're solving crime and doing general charity for the community.
And FOR SOME REASON you still try to help these idiots and you STILL want to help them get the cure even though they all keep insisting the "doctors" at the "hospital" might try to "kill them" and they don't have insurance. And you keep telling them to just. go. to. the. hospital. before the time runs out and you all die very horribly of a very treatable condition.
And also you're 22 in a foreign country and you're responsible for shepherding this gaggle of idiots who are all ranging anywhere from 24 to 240 years old.
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Life can only be understood backwards, but we have to live it forwards.
Memoir of a Snail (2024) dir. Adam Elliot
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bell hooks mentioned going through a time in her life where she was severely depressed and suicidal and how the only way she got through it was through changing her environment: She surrounded her home with buddhas of all colors, Audre Lorde’s A Litany for Survival facing her as she wakes up, and filling the space she saw everyday with reinforcing objects and meaningful books. She asks herself each day, “What are you going to do today to resist domination?” I also really liked it when she said that in order to move from pain to power, it is crucial to engage in “an active rewriting of our lives.”
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Here have a silly low effort comic;
Hakuba is aware that the last 2 years or so have taken 30+ years. He's also aware that events have repeated at least three times (manga, specials, anime) but likely more- He's not worried about the timeloop. Its fine, he's fine, he's having fun with it even.
Kaito just started noticing that he's not sure what color Hakuba's eyes are or when he changed his catchphrase. He is not aware he's been in a timeloop.
Bonus: the paper in the comic:
#saguru who is relieved to be in a timeloop because its given him a break from worrying about his future#and allowed him to focus on worrying about kaito instead ;)#dcmk
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It's amazing how much of our knowledge of "animal behaviour" is based on very old studies that just went "we half-starved these animals and put them in a tiny box together and just assumed that whatever they did reflects their natural behaviours and social structures"
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I think every computer user needs to read this because holy fucking shit this is fucking horrible.
So Windows has a new feature incoming called Recall where your computer will first, monitor everything you do with screenshots every couple of seconds and "process that" with an AI.
Hey, errrr, fuck no? This isn't merely because AI is really energy intensive to the point that it causes environmental damage. This is because it's basically surveilling what you are doing on your fucking desktop.
This AI is not going to be on your desktop, like all AI, it's going to be done on another server, "in the cloud" to be precise, so all those data and screenshot? They're going to go off to Microsoft. Microsoft are going to be monitoring what you do on your own computer.
Now of course Microsoft are going to be all "oooh, it's okay, we'll keep your data safe". They won't. Let me just remind you that evidence given over from Facebook has been used to prosecute a mother and daughter for an "illegal abortion", Microsoft will likely do the same.
And before someone goes "durrr, nuthin' to fear, nuthin to hide", let me remind you that you can be doing completely legal and righteous acts and still have the police on your arse. Are you an activist? Don't even need to be a hackivist, you can just be very vocal about something concerning and have the fucking police on your arse. They did this with environmental protesters in the UK. The culture war against transgender people looks likely to be heading in a direction wherein people looking for information on transgender people or help transitioning will be tracked down too. You have plenty to hide from the government, including your opinions and ideas.
Again, look into backing up your shit and switching to Linux Mint or Ubuntu to get away from Microsoft doing this shit.
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hatsune miku (real) (not clickbait) (at 3AM) (gone wrong)
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Worst part of transitioning is now all the stuff that made me a cool chick makes me a lame guy. Oh you skateboard? Get a fuckin job
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