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is anyone really good at letter art/graphic design? more specifically ambigrams? i need to phone in a small favor…..

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HUDA AND AMAYA ARE FUCKING OPPS.

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it was agonizing but i’m ok now!

i’m getting a tattoo in an hour i’m so fucking nervous

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ooo what are you getting?

this!!!! i’m so nervous bc i know the shading is gonna hurt like a bitch

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i’m getting a tattoo in an hour i’m so fucking nervous

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how’s the last chapter for ‘low country’ working out? love the story!

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would you ever consider restarting how to disappear??

honestly, probably not. i wrote it so long ago and i just lost the momentum for it, i hardly had a plot laid out and the words just weren’t coming. if you had some ideas for it though, id be happy to hear!

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sorry that you and brick fell out, even if nothing bad happened it sucks when things don't work out. stay safe, darlin <3

thanks love

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for some reasons i will not be disclosing, brick and i are no longer talking to each other - nothing bad happened, but i stumbled on some information about him and i can’t allow myself to continue to talk to him. just thought id let you guys know!

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i dunno :(((( they’re keeping details to themselves, but family/friends said that it was peaceful but sudden, so i’m assuming he probably had some sort of stroke/heart attack while sleeping :(

i just found out badjhur DIED???? HELLO???

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i just found out badjhur DIED???? HELLO???

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girl i’m now in a pickle.

i started talking to a guy 2-3 years my senior from a dating app, but my coworker is actively into me i think. idk how good you are at reading men but help me out!!!

haven’t talked to the first dude much so nothing to really say there.

gonna call coworker hobbes. i was having a normal shift today, kinda on my period so i’m a little sluggish. i sit in the office for the most part. hobbes comes over and sits on a spare chair and we talk.

and i’m just like “ughhh fuck me” because of my cramps (girl those things were so bad) and he’s just like “sure”. HELLO?

and for the rest of my shift that man gave me THOSE guys. you know the ones. STRAIGHT AT ME. total like 2 minutes from how many times he did it.

the other day when i had to send him out, he’s taking my hands, THUMBING THEM, as he asks me “okay, when do you want me to come back?” i died on the spot. dead i tell you.

and every day he gives me hugs after work. AND HE ROCKS ME WHEN HE DOES IT. and there’s been plenty of occasions where he sneaks in a comment i swear i can make out, and i ask “what?” and he’s like “what?” to brush it off.

help girl. i think he’s into me. and lowkey, i’ve been thinking of asking to be fwb for a few months now………. but i’ve been hold coworkers should be off limits. (for reference we’re both in our early 20’s)

did not think i’d be in a spiral like this. 😭

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okay take it from me, i had a thing with my coworker 2 years ago, didn’t end well, and it’s still lowkey weird between him and i. so do whatever you want, but take into account that it could be weird if things ended, it could be worse if people found out.

i’d say have a very clear cut conversation with him, maybe go out for drinks or food and discuss what you both want out of whatever you guys both do. from there, make your decision :)

i hope it works out!!!! 🤍🤍

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https://www.tumblr.com/princesscas/615041122675392512/how-it-feels-to-read-a-really-good-fic-and-find

when i saw this i immediately thought of you and return to sender 💯😩

-dbf anon

AWEEE tysm 🤍🤍🤍

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HAHAJDNDKWOGKK

im SCREAMING. i just woke up. BUT. i went on such a fun date with this guy I’ve been seeing (still talking and some dates, not dating yet 🫠) and i literally think im inlove with him. we literally both like anime? we love going out, we are both loud people, like… ASHJJSOWIRHOE. he’s also sososo cute! and he was also blessed with a great dick, so yk.. anyway I think he might ask me out soon!!

EEEKKKK THAT SOUNDS SO FUN!!! SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!

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By chance what site or how do you get your dividers or separators?

hihi! i make all my dividers myself (unless i state otherwise). essentially all i do is find a picture i like on pinterest and use the custom screenshot feature on my mac to screenshot a super thinly cropped version!

hoped this helped, let me know if you have anymore questions! 🤍🤍

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Hi again! Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I'm so grateful that you chose to wrote this story for someone like me and put so much care into it! Telling you your hard work paid off is the least I can do. Thank you for engaging with everything I said, like even going and reading the other story! It’s always such a gift to interact with someone who it seems cares about the interaction equally, if that makes sense - I feel like that’s rare to find, you’re a very caring person. And to know that my thoughts on the story were so meaningful to you means a lot.

It’s wonderful to meet another soft!dark! girlie, and to know that you agree that this Simon and this reader would, in fact, be compatible with the kind of scenarios I described. When I thought of the protective/violent concept, I was inspired by the following from IC.

You're repulsed by the situation, by the violation of Keith, by the way Simon is using him to make a point—as a pawn in this twisted game. Yet a shameful part of you revels in the power, in the dominance that Simon exudes. 

It’s also kind of inspired by my favorite versions of dominant Simon which are always a bit egotistical? Proud? Entitled? Not sure exactly. While I can understand a degree of shame toward the violence he inflicts, I always prefer when he’s relatively apathetic toward the violence itself, but is proud of how good he is at it, how in control he is, how easy it is for him, the power he holds - and is satisfied with how he’s able to supply himself (and his girl????) with exactly what he wants - not that he would tolerate anything less. I also think his girl being attracted to these things about him would make him even more attracted to her, feel like she was so perfect for him. More importantly, though, I think her liking these parts of him, and being attracted to his violence and competence would really feed his ego, his sense of possessiveness over her, just kind of fanning the flames of his hottest most dominant parts IMO. 

I also wanted to say I hadn't seen your post about being over the RTS universe and feeling like you were beating a dead horse, now that I know that sending the ask feels a bit bad so I'm really sorry if you again felt that way. Like I said I appreciate that you indulged my ramblings regardless, especially that you took the time to comment on them so thoroughly and might even be willing to write on them. 

I’m so excited you seem so interested in some of the ideas! It’s really satisfying that how I’m perceiving the story and characters is like, canon in your story lol - it makes reading it and fantasizing about it that much more of a treat. I look forward to whatever may come of it :) Again much love 💗💗 - I’ll probably stop by to share my thoughts again since you’re so welcoming of it. Let me know if there’s any particular component of writing or world building or the reader experience that you appreciate when people comment on :)

thank you so much for your ask and even wanting to come and yap to me! i honestly appreciate just the interaction itself so much—just the fact that people even like to read into my work as if it’s a genuine book is mind blowing enough and i’m eternally grateful 🥹

feel free to stop by at any time to tell me anything—whether it’s about my work or someone else’s!! you and your beautiful brain are always welcome here 🤍🤍

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girl i’m so invested in all the tea with brick 🙂‍↕️ like you had me at work yesterday skimming through your asks lmaooo

heehehehe i just got back from his house!!!