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Thoughts ~

Why aren't I good enough?

Pretty enough

Kind enough

Mentally stable

Skinny enough

Smart enough

Cute enough

Why aren't I just enough?

These are the thoughts that roll around in my head. ..

I see so much but all of it just feels Grey. Nothing feels right or okay. Until you appear but Even then I fear it'll slip though my fingers. I don't see the point and want to return to my shell.

I'm a joke

I'm ugly

I'm broken

I'm worthless

A failure

A waste of time an effort

I want to scream it's suffercating, I'm frustrated I can hear it getting louder and louder.

I want it to all go away, it used to be with a blade, running away, suppressing my emotions wearing a smile now its sleep. I need to find a way. I need to breath.

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Yeah story of my life. -shrugs - I'll live besides I can do this as long as I need to. Stay guarded and it'll all

Be okay ~

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I hated the way you looked at her because I knew I'd never get the same reaction. No matter how hard I tried. I can feel the darker me go insane.

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Don't let me fall... Before I knew it I was diving with no parachute nothing to catch me because I forgot... How to fly on my own.

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Oh hey depression over somebody you can't have but it hits you in the face when you least expect it. Never thought I'd see you again and want to jump out out of a window.

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Family of Stars

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/ No! Let them see, Daddy! /

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Hey Vixen you decided to give him your heart didn't you?

Yerp I did.

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You could never love me the way I love you

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テクリ

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