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it’s so funny that the only consistent academic accommodation offered to adhd students is time and a half on exams when in my experience, often the reason people with ADHD can survive academically despite having fucked executive function and time management is BECAUSE they’re good test takers. like. hi <3 thanks for the extra time on the exam <3 this is actually the one part of school i’m good at! anything else you can help me with? no? okay :)

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entered a fugue state after bitching to friends how i wished there was more feminine apparel / accessories at furcons that aren't super sugary girly pink, since most of it's masculine / neutral to begin with. said that if someone just made a basic hair ribbon i'd happily buy it. realized that i could make a basic hair ribbon.

anyway. 18 hours later i had a finished prototype im so happy with. huge flouncy engraved velvet hair ribbons with golden tassels and metallic details here i COME

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i'll believe it all, theres nothing i wont understand

i'll believe it all, i won't let go of your hand

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quick lil update of some older art of my character delling, a half-aasimar, half-tiefling

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bears .... 😊💕✨

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my moon and stars 💫

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did you actually dissect a frog in school?

yes (usamerican)

yes (non-usamerican)

no (usamerican)

no (non-usamerican)

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hmm

i am so sorry for subconsciously thinking demisexuals / demiromantic was a dumb orientation for like a decade. i now realize it is not. bc you really feel absolutely nothing whatsoever until you feel something. and there's no real way to describe it, or the lack of it.

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basically in corporate you either have email job or you have excel job. sometimes you have meeting job. sometimes it could be all 3. but thats it

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gentle reminder: you are very capable and I’m excited for your future

slightly less gentle reminder: you do have to work for it

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for all the aros and aces on vday, white boy is squirking for you too

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Do you think theres someone out there on this site who is completely non lgbt yet has all their identity written out in their bio in the format of someone with detailed microlabels

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and very, very often, self care is not plants and ice rollers and fluffy blankets of peace.

it’s standing over your kitchen sink and crying while doing the dishes because you just want to go back to bed but the dishes need done. and you don’t know why you’re crying but you're trusting you need it. and you aren’t listening to the music that pulls you into a spiral; you’re listening to some cheerful shit your friend sent you. it’s getting up and staring at your fridge and closing your eyes and then cooking yourself food even though you hate it and it’s miserable. because you know that you’d cook for your friend, and you are trying to befriend yourself. it’s dragging yourself into the shower because you know you’ll feel better afterwards. it’s doing mundane tasks with patience, cursing under your breath, trying desperately to give yourself grace. grace is the beginning of care. care is the beginning of love.

we think it’s supposed to be peace and yet the most powerful self care moments are when we hate everything but especially ourselves. and life does not feel worth the loving. to look into that pain and yet choose to care for yourself in however many pieces you are — that is care. love. grace. trust. belief. it hurts because it’s love where there was no love before. it heals because it believes there will be love, one day, soon.

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having a uterus SUCKS man bc all day you'll be feeling the "hey bestie check your pants 😃 check it right now 😃 you might be getting your period 😃 hey bestie i think youre bleeding 😃" and then when you check if you got your period and your body is like WRONG ❌️ its The Slime

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poll for people that like women