This post exempts you from any and all âIf you donât ___ this post, ____ will happen.â You are hereby immune to it all. You are now protected! Be free!
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Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver
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Shout out to the people who never had a safe place. Who didnât have a before trauma. Who were loved but not protected. Who were collateral damage in someone elseâs breakdown. Who got fucked up so young that theyâll never know who they could have been.
Shout out to people whoâve never felt safe. I hope you do someday.
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Youâve got to forgive yourself for being traumatized and needing to learn how to function again.Â
Recovery isnât always nightmares and depression, itâs forgetting to eat, being scared of what others might see as completely normal things, itâs getting random panic attacks, not knowing how to take care of yourself, not knowing how to live like an adult, even if youâre twenty, thirty, forty, fifty, of feeling like youâre failing to function in a world where everyone seems to have their shit together.Â
If you need help, ask for it. Go to forums and ask for advice. Take advantage of community resources. Buy pre-sliced veggies and fruits, eat instant meals if you canât cook for yourself today. Hire someone. Ask a neighbor for a favor. Buy any item you think might make life easier, even if you feel like you arenât âdisabledâ enough to have it.Â
Some of the depression posts (ie open your windows, take a shower, go outside, call a friend) are really helpful but theyâre not always enough. Iâve found advice for spoonies, people with chronic pain or other disabilities have the best tips because they know what itâs like to be bedridden, out of energy, stuck in a brain fog.Â
You may never return back to the energy you had when you were younger and you might always need to use crutches to help you through life. Itâs the same with medication.Â
Trauma is a real thing that happens to you, it physically alters your brain and itâs alright to have lasting scars.Â
Youâre not broken, your life is not over and you can still be happy.Â
Itâs not your fault.
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Trauma isnât just the sadness that comes from being beaten, or neglected, or insulted. Thatâs just one layer of it. Trauma also is mourning the childhood you could have had. The childhood other kids around you had. The fact that you could have had a mom who hugged and kissed you when you skinned your knee. Or a dad who stayed and brought you a bouquet of flowers at your graduation. Trauma is mourning the fact that, as an adult, you have to parent yourself. You have to stand in your kitchen, starving, near tears, next to a burnt chicken, and you canât call your mom to tell her about it, to listen to her tell you that itâs okay, to ask if you can come over for some of her cooking. Instead, you have to pull up your bootstraps and solve the painful puzzle of your life by yourself. What other choice do you have? Nobody else is going to solve it for you.
Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
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an old drunk man told me to enjoy my life and have fun because Iâm only 24 and I have so many years and so much life ahead of me and then he went âand you know what? in ten years when youâre 34 youâll still be young and have your whole life ahead of youâ and it was really comforting to me
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[i want you to tell me i might never recover]
â Jay Vespertine (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
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why are so many automatic soap dispensers so shy
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Knowing almost zero about celebrities is fun because then you live in a world where movie reviews just arbitrarily say things like "that's right folks....this character was played by none other than gabooble dooble himself" "it has zippo zappo as the villain....what more do I need to say???" "Five words for you: wibbly flimflim plays a cowboy." Wow!
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i do not, ever, under any circumstances, want any website to make sound or play video without my consent
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Dorothea Lasky, from "Misunderstood," in Thunderbird
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Marguerite Duras, from The Easy Life
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Not having a traditional job or plans to get an education will have people asking you things like so what is the purpose of you staying alive?
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there's no shame in continuing to live with your parents as an adult, but it does have an undeniable poisoning effect on your brain that you can't start healing until you live somewhere else
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