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may god forgive my wretched sins (spent money)

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Crab apple blossoms

April 19, 2017

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WNJUNHUI'S SHARPENING ACTION PACK

i thought that some people might benefit from these actions so i'm sharing them here. these are pretty generic sharpening settings, but i hope you find them useful.

action 01 | regular sharpening: works well with most gifs, pretty much the default sharpening settings action 02 | noise sharpening: i use it mostly for kpop music videos, it gives the gifs a nice style, while helping the quality look better. action 03 | smooth sharpening: if you want to go for a dreamy feeling, this is a great way to do it. i also find it useful when the quality of the footage is not great.

download here

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What I'm really getting from all of this is just how truly grateful and blessed I am. The love and support I've received—from friends, and even from people who went out of their way to privately message and check up on me—has meant more than I can ever put into words. This made me realize that maybe it is true: when you let go of toxic connections that were never meant to stay, life has a way of rewarding you with genuine, right people who are🤍

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it literally makes no sense for any of us to send ourselves anons abt a situation when someone completely uninvolved came to one of us about it first. not to mention that not a single person named any names, but you took it upon yourself to make a callout post @'ing our rp .. for what reason?

this entire situation is stupid as it is, from you taking time out of your two part-time jobs and classwork to compile a 28 page document detailing little more than a toxic relationship to the thrown around accusations of both using ai & who's sending anons to who.

do what you want, honestly, i do not give a single fuck.. but i won't be defending myself because there's nothing to defend 🤷🏽‍♀️

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excitement's a bonus 🧨

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Anyway pt 2. That was crazy🚬

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Anyway! What's really stressing me out RIGHT NOW is that I drank away about $1,571 last night😔

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staring at this message in azure’s inbox like 🙂🙂🙂

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The way I am not surprised at all. This is exactly the kind of thing I expected from them. 🤷 There's countless of reasons why I cut ties with them, and this kind of toxic behaviour is one of them. Also, this isn't even the first time someone's come to me about this. The first was back when I was still in actively writing in a different group and they weren't anonymous—so trust me, this isn't new. It's s just the same tired toxic behaviour recycled.

But hey, that's cute. Good to know they still think about me and that I'm still the main character in their group chats🥰 IIIHHHHHH

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#whoever that anon was can go to hell

@rebbecas oh baby no need to wish that on them. They're clearly already trapped in the ninth circle of insecurity where every creative work haunts them with their own lack of talent😔

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Imagine spending tireless hours... days... WEEKS (on and off, mind you)—crafting something, rewriting lines, questioning every sentence, asking to correct your grammar back and forth with people whose english are their first language, writing your best to make everything sound comprehensive and precise, pouring your emotions, your thoughts, your self—only to be accused of letting ai do it all for you. 🙃

Like fuck. Seriously? The irony. You put your heart into something, spend hours staring at a blank screen obsessing over every word choice, days where inspiration barely comes but you still push through, weeks where you come back to the same lines again and again, rewriting, doubting, second-guessing, go back and forth with amendments either on the clock or late at night, and some "anon" who knows nothing of this comes in with zero context, no evidence, and just casually says, "This has been BUGGING ME but anyway yeah ai wrote that"

Do you have any idea how discouraging that is? It's not just a throwaway comment. It completely invalidates the work, the time, and the care that went into it. It's a slap in the face to any writer who's ever doubted their own ability and still chose to create anyway. And let's be real, if you think writing that 'layered' can just be slapped out by a bot... maybe you're not reading closely enough. Or maybe you just don't like that it's good. Irdfk 💁

LIIIIIKE If I wanted a bot to write it all I could've had it done in five minutes and dropped the group in just 1 day. But I DIDN'T. Because ileazure (while it's my brainchild, it) is a collaborative project with friends that I'm proud of in terms of what we built and wrote altogether. Because this mattered to me. Because it's mine.

accusing groups of using ai just bc admins know how to form well worded sentences is wild and i need y’all to be fuckin fr.

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ScuderiaFerrari New suit. Same streets. 🤝

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