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OMG... PILE 3 AND I'M SHOCKED.

There is this one ukulele song i heard in a cartoon when i was a child and my bf told me he was trying to learn it. I can't believe the accuracy...

How Does Your Person Currently Feel About You Pick A Card

Choose your Pile 1-3 From top to bottom.

1. Pile One:

Hi Pile One, I hope all is well! Let's get started on your reading! Your person currently feels that you are someone who is very balanced and clear when it comes to the direction you want to go in. They feel like you have helped them a lot when it comes to forgiving and forgetting. Before this person met you they were holding on to things that did not benefit them at all, and watching you live your live and not allowing the past to hold you back has inspired them to do the same. Your person feels like you have genuinely made their life peaceful and they will always thank you for that. Your person loves that you are a fun person but you are also real and honest with everyone. They truly trust you and enjoy being around you. They know that they can take you any and everywhere because you know there is a time and place for everything. They don't have to explain the simplest things to you for you to understand where they are coming from or how they feel. You are their favorite person to be with and they truly hope this connection will last forever. Thank you for checking out my post, if you would like more reading's checkout my Youtube Channel! Click the link down below!

2.Pile Two:

Hi Pile Two, I hope all is well! Let's get started on your reading! Your person currently feels that you are someone who has opened up a completely new world to them. They feel like you are a hidden gem that should and will cherish for a very long time. It feels like prior to meeting you this person was stuck in a loop of dissatisfaction but meeting you has changed that significantly. You have made this person appreciate life and they have regrets of not seeing the world in this new way long time ago. They may not admit this to you because they don't want you to feel pressured or responsible for their mental health but in their mind they feel you have healed and cured their depression. Ever since they've been with you this person wakes up everyday excited to start their day and experience a new adventure with you. They feel like you were sent from Heaven as a gift and a blessing and that's why their heart has been so open lately and their dreams have been so beautiful and comforting. This person has big plans for the future with you and all they can do is hope that everything they plan to do works out perfectly, and they hope that you are just as happy as they are. Thank you for checking out my post, if you would like more reading's checkout my Youtube Channel! Click the link down below!

3. Pile Three:

Hi Pile Three, I hope all is well! Let's get started on your reading! Your person currently feels that you have revived them from the pain they've been experiencing for a very long time. They would've never thought or imagined that they would be next to someone like you. They honestly feel like you are out of their league and it still surprises them to this day that you are by their side. This person is so appreciative of you and all that you have done for them. They love how you aren't afraid to show how much you love them but you also have boundaries and demand that they are respected. You have taught this person how to truly love themselves and to not be afraid to protect themselves as well. They feel like they've learned so much from you and they are eager to return the favor. Your person still struggles to express their love verbally and they really want to make that up to you in many other ways. I see them trying to write a poem or a song for you, they could play the guitar or piano. They want to do something romantic for you so you know and understand how much they truly appreciate you and all that you do, not just for them but everyone you encounter. Your person is extremely happy that you two met and they are looking forward to what else is in store for the two of you.

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Me and my bf in another universe

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THE HELL?! IT IS SO REAL...

PICK A PINGU : What You’re Healing (Allegedly) — and What You’re Still Avoiding Like It’s a Text From Your Bank

Pick from left to right 1,2 or 3

Your guides are giving slow claps. You’ve made some progress. Cute. But don’t get smug — for every shadow you’re “healing,” there’s another one you’ve locked in the basement and slapped a sticky note on that says “deal with later.”

Pick a Pingu. Get roasted. Pretend you’re not sweating.

Pingu 1:

What You’re Healing:

You’ve finally stopped turning into a golden retriever around emotionally unavailable people. Growth! You’re starting to see that constantly bending over backwards to make everyone like you isn’t a personality — it’s a cry for help. You’re no longer offering free emotional labor like a 24/7 empathy vending machine. Congratulations, you’re slowly retiring from being everyone’s unpaid therapist.

What You’re Still Avoiding:

Actually holding a boundary for longer than 5 minutes. You still say “yes” with that twitchy eye and fake smile, then complain about it in the group chat for three days. Your guides are begging you to stop setting boundaries like wet tissue paper. Say “no,” mean it, and stop giving people access to you like it’s a damn free trial.

Pingu 2:

What You’re Healing:

You’re finally realizing that failure isn’t fatal. The perfectionist panic is cooling off, and you’re starting to believe you don’t need to win a gold medal just to exist. Look at you, not spiraling over minor mistakes. Adorable.

What You’re Still Avoiding:

Starting. You’ve got ideas, plans, moodboards — but zero actual action. Your guides are over it. You’re not “waiting for the right time,” you’re just scared and stalling. Do it messy. Do it wrong. Just stop pretending your dream is still “in development” when you’ve been in spiritual pre-production for years.

Pingu 3:

What You’re Healing:

You’re finally admitting life isn’t going to play nice no matter how much you try to boss it around. So now you’re “letting go” — mostly because you’re just too damn tired to argue anymore. Congrats! Sometimes just not losing it completely is an achievement. Keep pretending you’ve got this mess figured out — your guides are low-key impressed you haven’t thrown your phone out the window yet.

What You’re Still Avoiding:

Feeling your actual emotions without slapping a to-do list on top. Every time something hurts, you distract yourself with cleaning, “productivity,” or rewatching a show you hate. You’re not processing — you’re dodging. Your guides are watching you sidestep your own feelings like a game of emotional hopscotch and they’re exhausted. Feel it. Don’t fix it, name it, schedule it, or suppress it. Just sit in the mess and be human for once.

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𝓈𝓎𝓃𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝓎- 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒𝓈

moon represents things such as emotion, intuition, femininity, motherhood, fertility, etc. moon is one of the most important planets, since it is one of the inner planets within your synastry. this will show how you guys emotionally connect, influence, and interact with one another

1h moon- being vulnerable, guidance from this person, showing your feminine side, being motherly or parental, feeling or being babied by this person, you could want to have kids with them

2h moon- valuing that persons emotions, seeing them as a sugar mommy/ daddy, feeling possessive, valuing them on a spiritual level, emotional patterns you fall into with this person

3h moon- talking about your emotions, speaking or thinking of this person being the parent to your children, they feel like a sibling to you, speaking more femininely with this person, being familiar with their speaking or thoughts

4h moon- they feel like home, being comfortable with/ around them, they’re a lot like your mother, wanting to have a family with them, being emotional around/ with this person

5h moon- romantic emotions, feeling comfortable with showing your romantic side, they bring out your inter child, a lot of happiness and joy with this person, can react to them dramatically, wanting them to have your babies or wanting to have theirs

6h moon- feeling the need to sacrifice for this person, they make you want to become healthier, feeling criticized or like you need to criticize them, they make you feel useful

7h moon- feeling as if their marriage material, feeling equal to them, wanting to share things, the relationship makes you feel feminine, feeling the same about each other / mutual feelings

8h moon- feeling very close to this person or as if your the same, sexual emotions, not knowing what their feeling, sharing emotions/ mutual feelings, intense emotions with them

9h moon- feeling adventurous and free spirited around them, being very spiritual, emotional intelligence, sharing your spiritual beliefs

10h moon- they make you feel masculine, having spiritual goals with them, feeling the need to add emotional structure, feeling as if they are a father figure/ masculine figure in your life

11h moon- feeling like best friends, texting or calling them to vent/ rant, being able to sense their emotions, getting or wanting emotional fulfillment

12h moon- feeling like you’ve known them in past lives, spiritual connection, unknown emotions, subconsciously sensing each other emotions

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˖˚⋆˙°˖✧𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔶- 𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔰✧˖° ˖˚⋆˙

!! this post does contain sexual content !!

mars represents, aggression, inspiration, anger, war, masculinity, courage, bravery, hate, sex, passion, confidence, destruction, strength, desire, impulsiveness, action, and competition

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♱ 1h mars- a masculine figure in your life, they have sex appeal, can come off bravely and courageous, feeling hated by this person, they have aggressive energy towards you, viewing them as competition, being inspired by their looks or aesthetic, your relationship with them starting off rocky, being attracted to their body, finding their muscles/ physical strength attractive, desiring their body, viewing them as intimidating, masking your aggressive side to them, being straightforward with them,

♱ 2h mars- valuing their strength, bravery, and courage, being used to getting angry with them, prioritizing your sexual time with them, making sex or arguments a habit, making money from having sex with them, risking your values for them, valuing their masculinity, their sense of self worth is inspiring, valuing their confidence, risking your job for this person, being impulsive with your money when it comes to them, they hurt your self worth or make you hate yourself, they make your coworkers hate you

♱ 3h mars- texting and talking sexually to them, getting mad when speaking to them, conversations usually leading to arguments, thinking of them as a masculine, feeling like their words have power, viewing their thought and/or opinions as brave, debating with them, hating their voice or the way they talk, finding the way they talk to be attractive, always needing to have the last word with them, getting passionate when you two talk, finding their words inspiring, their words destroy you, they send you hate messages

♱ 4h mars- desiring a family with them, strong senses of wanting children with them, hating their mom or just not getting along with her, seeing their emotions as bold and strong, seeing them as both masculine and feminine, they have a hateful view on women, their mom views you as competition, feeling a strong sense of security with them, having intense emotions when it comes to them,

♱ 5h mars- passionate love, having their children, love hate relationship, having hate/ aggressive sex, hating their music or artistic taste in general, having a strong sense of happiness when your with them, having fun when doing something competitive with them, playful meanness or teasing, desiring to having fun with them, bold gestures of love, finding their self expression inspiring, feeling confident when having sex with this person, their childishness annoying you, dramatic arguments, performative sex, they try to start drama with you by irritating you

♱ 6h mars- hating to do something for them, being willing to risk your health for them, having the desire to please them, feeling stressed when around this person, quickly judging them, this person causing you injuries, they inspire you to improve yourself, impulsively buying a pet with them, they destroyed your health, competitively working out with this person or playing sports

♱ 7h mars- risky or quick paced marriage, desiring a marriage with them, your enemy being hateful and always wanting competition with you, destructive and aggressive marriage, or intense and passionate marriage, enemies to lovers, short term relationship, sweeping things under the rug when there’s conflict, passive aggressiveness, always going tit for tat with them, feeling confident when in a relationship together

♱ 8h mars- they trigger you a lot, aggressiveness and anger that leads to traumatic events, not knowing their angry side, building resentment, risk that lead to something traumatic or losing generational wealth, very intense karmic relationship, passionate sex, sharing hatred for something, never seeing their passionate or courageous side, getting de*th threats from this person

♱ 9h mars- hating their worldly views, heated debates, desiring to know their views, competing with them in school, being inspired by their wisdom, lots of sex, putting your morals at risk for them, viewing their beliefs as strong or bold and even controversial, experimental sex, their spirituality inspires you

♱ 10h mars- having public fights, arguments, or sex, this person ruining your reputation, exposing them for their destructive behavior, being inspired by their career, having competition with them in the work space, hating their dad or having competition with them, you know them because of their bravery and courage, or because of their anger and temper, they put your career at risk, they’re a PR risk for you, competing to achieve more than them, they try to ruin your chances of achieving your goals

♱ 11h mars- knowing them as an internet bully, recognizing them for their strong internet presence, you know them for having sexual post on the internet, they ruined your sense of hope, they put your friendships at risk, desiring to be their friend, they’re a friend you would have sex with, having threesomes or orgies with them, they made you look bad to a community of people, short term friendship, experimental sex with them, enemies to friends, friends with benefits, they try to compete with you in any group your in , unpredictable arguments with this person, they post hateful things about you

♱ 12h mars-having secret animosity towards this person, they secretly hate you, a lot of passive aggressive energy between you two, being inspired by their spirituality and intuition, having fights and arguments that no one knows about, isolating yourself when this person aggravates you, this person harming you in secret, having a private sexual relationship with them, long term enemies with this person, feeling inspired by their healing journey, secret competition with them, when they’re angry they tell you de*th threats, they try to ruin your healing journey

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Venus by Henri-Pierre Picou (19th Century)

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🌑🕯️ AstroRevelations – Vol. XX “The Wounds of Trauma” 🔮💫

1. Moon Square/Saturn or Chiron – Emotional Neglect

• Often signals a childhood where emotions weren’t met or validated.

• The person may have learned early to suppress vulnerability.

• Healing: inner re-parenting, safe emotional expression, re-learning to receive love.

2. 12th House Moon or Mars – Hidden Suffering / Suppressed Anger

• Emotional pain kept secret or ignored, often due to cultural, family, or spiritual suppression.

• Can also point to isolation, hospitalizations, or past-life trauma carried over.

• Healing: solitude turned sacred, therapy, connecting with the subconscious through art/dreams.

3. Pluto in the 4th, 8th, or 12th House – Generational / Ancestral Trauma

• The family system may have been controlling, intense, or even abusive.

• There’s a deep-rooted fear of powerlessness or betrayal.

• Healing: shadow work, trauma therapy, learning to set boundaries without guilt.

4. Chiron in the 1st or 7th House – Wounded Identity / Abandonment

• These individuals often feel “broken” or too much/not enough in relationships.

• May attract codependent or one-sided bonds.

• Healing: embracing authenticity without fear of rejection, self-worth recovery.

5. Saturn in the 5th or Square Venus – Love as a Battlefield

• Restriction around joy, pleasure, romance. Love might have come with shame or conditions.

• The person may struggle to believe they’re “allowed” to feel good.

• Healing: inner child connection, playful self-expression, redefining pleasure.

6. South Node in the 8th – Trauma Stored in the Body / Emotional Intensity

• Past-life or early-life experiences with emotional dependency, grief, or power struggles.

• Tends to recreate cycles of loss or deep entanglement.

• Healing: embodiment practices, learning to let go with grace, moving toward 2nd house stability.

7. Mars Square Pluto – Violence / Rage / Control Wounds

• Prone to explosive anger, survival mode, and struggles with control or being controlled.

• Often tied to physical or sexual trauma (especially if in 8th or 12th house).

• Healing: safe movement, rage release rituals, empowerment work.

8. Lilith Conjunct Chiron or in the 4th/8th – Rejection of the Feminine / Taboo Pain

• Deep shame tied to femininity, sexuality, or emotional instincts.

• Feels punished for being “too much” or “not enough.”

• Healing: reclaiming raw truths, redefining sacred power, sexual/spiritual healing.

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Charles Baudelaire, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Charles Baudelaire

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🌊✨ TRANSITING JUPITER IN CANCER (June 7, 2025–June 30, 2026) for your Rising Sign!

You're About to Receive More Than You Expected

Jupiter in Cancer brings abundance with softness, it nurtures, protects, and expands what makes you feel safe and supported. Think: real estate, family, home life, emotional comfort, and long-term security. Over the next year, you could be investing, nesting, healing, or upgrading your environment. But this isn’t just an internal glow-up, Jupiter wants to give you tangible blessings where you’ve long needed stability. Let’s see where you’re about to receive more… YAY!!!

G O O D * L U C K EVERYONE!!

Aries Rising

You could be moving, renovating, or finally creating the home you’ve dreamed of. Real estate matters are highlighted: buying, selling, inheriting, or improving your space. Family dynamics may also soften or evolve in beautiful ways, especially with parents or children. This year brings more emotional safety, yes, but also more property, land, privacy, and peace. If you’ve been craving a stable base to build from, this is the year it starts coming together.

Taurus Rising

New contracts, new clients, new skills. This is a huge year for learning, networking, and finally turning your ideas into income. You might upgrade your tech, launch a course, get certified, or land freelance work that opens bigger doors. Siblings or extended family could play a role in your expansion too. You’re becoming someone who not only gathers information, but profits from it. Pitch your ideas. Say yes to the meeting. Your voice is currency this year.

Gemini Rising

Your income is growing. Your self-worth is stabilizing. Jupiter is bringing expansion to your finances, assets, and sense of personal value, you might get a raise, change careers, start a side hustle, or finally feel confident asking for what you deserve. Investments could pay off. Luxuries feel more accessible. You’re no longer settling for less than what feels truly aligned, financially and emotionally. Build your future from this solid ground.

Cancer Rising

It’s your Jupiter year and that means growth across every area. This is your chance to be seen, supported, and chosen in ways that feel both expansive and stabilizing. You could get a promotion, a public platform, a fresh opportunity, or simply a deeper sense of “this is who I am now.” Your confidence rises. So does your visibility. People want to work with you, date you, follow your lead. If you’ve been waiting for the right time to launch, shift direction, or take up more space, this is it.

Leo Rising

Something behind the scenes is about to start paying off. Jupiter is expanding your inner life, yes, but also your long-term security. This is a powerful time for getting out of debt, healing through therapy, receiving behind-the-scenes offers, or making peace with the past so you can actually move forward. You could take a spiritual course, start a long-term retreat or recovery plan, or get support that’s more invisible than visible. Trust the slow work, it’s building something real. Rest = revenue.

Virgo Rising

The right people are coming. Jupiter is lighting up your social life and long-term goals, helping you find collaborators, communities, mentors, or friends who support your big dreams. If you’ve felt isolated, this is your year to reconnect, especially through creative, spiritual, or entrepreneurial circles. You might join a mastermind, launch a group offering, or meet someone who opens a major door. Invest in the dream and the people who can help you build it.

Libra Rising

You’re entering a career growth year. Jupiter is expanding your public role, your accomplishments, and your sense of purpose. This could look like a leadership position, a major career shift, new clients, press, or recognition from people in high places. Your professional confidence is rising. You’re trusted. You’re visible. And yes, the money follows. If you've felt like you were working quietly with no reward, this is the year the spotlight finally turns your way.

Scorpio Rising

The world is calling. Jupiter in your 9th house expands travel, teaching, publishing, and anything international. You might go abroad, return to school, launch something global, or step into a role where your ideas are heard on a larger scale. You’re breaking out of local and into limitless. If it involves immigration, higher education, long-distance relationships, or sharing your truth, Jupiter says YES. Don’t hold back. Your next chapter wants to be lived out loud.

Sagittarius Rising

Big money. Big changes. Big healing. Jupiter is expanding your 8th house of shared resources, intimacy, and financial transformation. You might receive an inheritance, investment, bonus, or support from a partner that changes your lifestyle. Emotionally, this is also a time of deeper trust in others and in yourself. If you've been carrying the weight alone, this is the year someone shows up. Let yourself be helped. Let your heart and your bank account soften into something sustainable.

Capricorn Rising

Love gets bigger annd clearer. Jupiter is blessing your 7th house of partnerships, bringing expansion in relationships, contracts, and collaborations. This could be your year to commit, reconnect, or meet someone who truly sees your worth. Business alliances flourish. Clients grow. Existing bonds deepen. It’s less about finding the right person and more about realizing how deeply supported you already are and being willing to ask for more of it. Yes, you’re allowed to be chosen and adored.

Aquarius Rising

Your lifestyle is about to get an upgrade. Jupiter is expanding your 6th house of work, health, and daily rhythm, meaning better habits, fulfilling tasks, and potentially a new job or income stream that feels more aligned. You’re learning to make life easier, not just more efficient. This could mean hiring help, changing roles, improving your schedule, or finally putting your wellbeing first. The more you organize around what truly supports you, the more the rest falls into place.

Pisces Rising

This is the year joy comes back. Jupiter in your 5th house is pure creative magic, it brings romance, fertility (in all forms), artistic inspiration, and reasons to celebrate again. You might fall in love, have a child, publish something beautiful, or step into your self-expression like never before. This is not the time to play small. It’s a year of receiving joy without guilt. Your gifts deserve an audience. Your pleasure deserves a place in the plan. Let it be fun again, because fun is where the future starts.

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THE ASTEROIDS OF PAIN, LOSS AND ABUSE

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◊(5) ASTRAEA

Staying until the bitter end. While this may show someone with perseverance, the asteroid Astraea more often indicates someone who stays in a bad job/relationship/friendship far too long, or doesn’t know when to let go.

◊(6) HEBE

While asteroid Hebe normally indicates service-oriented work, such as clerks, waiters or administrative assistants, I’ve also known Hebe to show up in relationship readings where one of the partners was a slave to the other.

◊(18) MELPOMENE

Grief, loss, mourning. Next to any of the love asteroids (Amor, Eros, Psyche) this can make for disastrous or painful love affairs, and can even indicate death or loss of a partner.

◊(28) BELLONA

Bellona was the Roman Goddess of War. While not necessarily bad (it can stand for an assertive, power-house type of personality, particularly in women), Bellona strongly placed in charts can be extremely confrontational or willing to fight.

◊(55) PANDORA

Pandora is both an asteroid as well as a Moon to Saturn, here we only speak about the asteroid Pandora. Many of are familiar with ‘Pandora’s Box’; this asteroid is named after the very same lady who famously released evil energy into the world by opening a box sent to her by the Gods. Similar to the Christian myth, Pandora was the original woman, fashioned out of water and earth, and of course, everything wrong with humanity is her fault (eye roll).

Pandora’s themes include: curiosity, especially curiosity that ‘kills the cat’,  initiating change through curiosity, unintended consequences, caught off-guard, restlessness, rebelliousness, meddling troublemaker.

◊(56) MELETE

Melete is connected to the Greek word for anxiety, and as such, can indicate anxiety disorders, panic attacks and other forms of mental anguish.

◊(60) ECHO

Echo was the fairy-like creäture that fell in love with Narcissus but was ignored and held in disdain by him. Eventually, she became such a shell of a being that all that was left of her was her echo.

When poorly afflicted, Echo individuals do not believe in themselves, copy others, have little original thought, have no self-esteem or self-worth or have a hard time valuing/defending them against narcissistic partners.

◊(71) NIOBE

Grief, sorrows. Niobe loses her entire family.

◊(73) KLYTIA

Jealousy, especially acts driven by jealousy that end poorl, a tattle-tale, a gossip. Desperate, senseless romances. Being in love but being ignored.

Klytia was in love Apollo (or Helios, the Sun God), but he had another lover. Dejected, Klytia told Apollo’s potential father-in-law, who killed his own daughter as a punishment for her actions. With Apollo’s love gone, Klytia hope’s to be snatched up by her paramour – but he once again ignores her, and she withers away on a rock, staring at him, until she dies.

◊(84) KLIO

Asteroid Klio is commonly associated with history, storytelling and writing, so is not a ‘bad’ asteroid per se. However, when asteroid Klio is poorly aspected in the chart, there can be an attachment to ‘history’ or to the story that keeps running in one’s mind, which leads to a type of neuroses about the event, person or situation.

◊(111) ATE

Goddess of blind folly, rashness, infatuation, and mischief. Ate was said to be behind the curse that started the Trojan War. Ate may show where one is likely to respond to real or imagined threats in an exaggerated fashion.

◊(128) NEMESIS

Nemesis, enemy, downfall, revenge.

◊(157) DEJANAIRA

Abuse, violation of physical boundaries, sexual abuse. I have seen asteroid Dejanaira come up time and time again as a reliable indicator of childhood abuse, especially sexual abuse.

See also: Nyctimene (2150)

◊(171) OPHELIA

Although asteroid Ophelia has many themes, many astrologers have noticed a link between this asteroid and accidental drownings.

◊(208) LACRIMOSA

“Weeping”, tears, grief, sadness.

◊(239) ADRASTAEIA

“Who does not flee”; “the inescapable one”. Asteroid Adrastaeia can show those who do not leave abusive situations, or, can show moments and traumas where we were unable to escape, as in the case of abusive childhoods. This asteroid can also talk about areas of wounding we cannot escape, such as alcoholism or drug abuse.

◊(248) LAMEIA

Grief at losing a child, sterility, sleeplessness, trauma, PTSD, intense jealousy from other women, ‘vampires’ (Lameia sucks the ‘lifeblood’ out of young men).

Lameia had affairs with Zeus, and many children from him. Hera killed all of her children as a punishment. She became overcome with grief, unable to sleep, and thereafter alternated between sucking the life out of young men, or murdering other people’s children.

◊(273) ATROPOS

Asteroid Atropos is one part of the “Moira” fates (in addition to Klotho & Lachesis). Atropos as a theme has a relationship to endings of all kinds: relationships, business, death, accidents, and illness.

◊(258) TYCHE

Tyche was the Greek Goddess of Fortune, so when afflicted can show poor fortune or luck.

◊(381) MYRRHA

Can indicate incest, sexual abuse or sexual relationships that go against ‘natural law’ (bestiality, incest, et. al.).

◊(399) PERSEPHONE

Persephone’s story is one of the great myths of Greece. I say great, but as we’ll see, it quickly turns into not so great.

Persephone (aka Proserpina)  is attached to her mother Ceres – they are the best of friends and completely inseparable. Persephone is well-known for her beauty, but constantly rebuffs marriage proposals to stay as companion to her mother. One day Persephone is out picking flowers when the God of the Underworld Pluto (aka Hades) kidnaps her; he makes her the Queen of the Underworld. Nice having a title and all, but surely not one’s first choice. To protest, Persephone stopped eating when she was in the Underworld. Eventually, her mother finds her and negotiates a life where she will live above ground 6 months of the year, and below the other 6.

Persephone and Proserpina’s themes are: separation anxiety, separation from the parents, rape, retreating into fantasy after a trauma, loss of innocence, being ‘pulled into the underworld’, PTSD, addictions, abduction, food complexes and/or anorexia, relationships with ‘Plutonian’ partners.

Nota Bene: it’s possible this myth has been twisted, and many people note that in some versions of the myth Persephone willingly went into the Underworld with the dark and sexy Pluto.

Also look at: (26) Proserpina.

◊(407) ARACHNE

Weaving, woven items, weaving things together, jealousy of god-given talents, talents that lead to pain or persecution, arrogance, boastfulness.

Arachne was an incredibly talented weaver, and compared herself to the Gods (and actually, said she was better than them!). She unknowingly challenged a disguised Athena, Goddess of weaving, to a weaving duel. In the end, Arachne can’t go without diminishing the Gods, therefore royally pissing of Athena, who as punishment turns her into a spider.

◊(430) HYBRIS

“Hubris”, excessive pride, arrogance or foolishness that leads to an inevitable downfall. Over-confidence. Any behaviours that challenge the “gods” of your life (parents, partners, bosses).

◊(588) ACHILLES

The asteroid Achilles is one of my key tools, alongside (3811) Karma and (2060) Chiron. Achilles is incredible for highlighting potential areas of deep wounding, or the ‘achilles heel’ of the chart when prominently placed in the natal chart.

◊(638) MOIRA

Moira is derived from the Greek word ‘the fates’. Moira’s location by sign and house can indicate an area of life that is governed by fate or karma. Moira may show ‘negative’ karma in a chart or a very fated life.

◊(849) ARA

Asteroid Ara is only bad, per se, when poorly positioned or afflicted within a natal chart. Normally, asteroid Ara would show where and how one is likely to give aid or be aided by others. When opposed or squared by natal planets, Ara can stand for a lack of aid, care or support.

◊(896) SPHINX

Secrets, hidden things, mysteries. Bill Clinton had the asteroid Sphinx next to the asteroids ‘Paul’ and ‘Monica’. Need I say more?

◊(897) LYSISTRATA

Asteroid Lysistrata refers to the heroine of an infamous Greek comedy of the same name. The women of Greece, led by Lysistrata, led a protest of sexual abstinence against all men until they stopped the perpetual wars.

When badly afflicted, Lysistrata can talk about someone that uses sex as a tool of manipulation or power.

◊(1198) ATLANTIS

Related to the mythical, lost kingdom of Atlantis, asteroid Atlantis can also talk about excessive pride or hubris that leads to a downfall, as well as extinction, cultural snobbery, a sense of imminent doom, expiation; use of karma to rationalize events.

◊(1277) DOLORES

Pains, suffering. Can indicate illness and agony.

◊(1489) ATTILA

Named after Attila the Hun, the famous barbarian warrior. When afflicted, this asteroid can indicate a kind of ruthless, all-or-nothing brutality to winning or victory.

◊(1566) ICARUS

Accidents, excessive risk, gambles that don’t pay off, moving too fast, driving too fast, games of speed/risk. Muhammad Ali had Icarus next to his Sun – talk about speed!

◊(1685) TORO

Aggression, strength and power. Not bad unless afflicted in the chart. I don’t like it when Toro crops up around a personal planet like Venus, as it can sometimes indicate violent or intense and aggressive relationships.

◊(1808) BELLEROPHON

Overreaching, fatal crashes, being disabled or ‘crippled’ in some way.

◊(1866) SISYPHUS

Unending suffering and struggle. Being forced to do the same thing over and over. Draining monotony. Stuck in a vicious cycle of rebuilding.

Sisyphus was punished by being forced to roll a boulder up a mountain every day, only to awaken the next morning and find himself again at the bottom of the mountain. Groundhog Day, for Greeks. He was later freed by Heracles.

◊(1896) BEER

Just like it says on the tin: Beer is commonly found in strong positions in the chart of heavy drinkers, or those who have or have had issues with alcohol.

◊(1912) ANUBIS

Anubis is named after the jackal-headed Egyptian God of the Dead. Often, Anubis strongly placed in a chart means that death is more than a passing issue; death may become the focus or a recurrent theme in the individual’s life.

◊(2102) TANTALUS

‘Tantalus’ is closely related to our modern word, ‘tantalize’. Themes here include: always out of reach, never getting what you want, testing others, taunting others, nearly having it, temptation without satisfaction.

The myth of Tantalus is pretty full-on. Originally known for having stolen ambrosia from Mount Olympus and taking it down to humans (therefore revealing the secrets of the Gods to humans), he then served up his dead son’s body parts to the Gods of Olympus. As punishment, he was kept in a pool of water with branches of fruit above him. Whenever he was thirsty and tried to drink the water, it would evade him; when he felt hungry and reached for a piece of fruit, the branches would lift out of reach.

◊(2060) CHIRON

Chiron was the first centaur discovered and equally the most well-known of the mythical centaurs; arguably Chiron is the most important of all the centaurs. He was the son of Saturn and a sea-nymph. Early on, he is abandoned by his mother (his first ‘wounding’), who is horrified at his half-man, half-human form; he is soon taken to the Sun god Apollo, who teaches Chiron everything he knows about the healing arts. Chiron is later wounded by an arrow from Hercules. The wound never heals despite his healing knowledge, which explains Chiron’s well-known nickname as the “Wounded Healer”.

Chiron’s themes include: the “wounded healer” archetype, learning through suffering, compassion for others’ suffering, resistance to pain, “liminal” reality, pre-birth influences, ancestral influences, exile, healing, transformation.

◊(2150) NYCTIMENE

Nyctimene is a particularly painful asteroid. Nyctimene was the daughter of a prominent man, who is seduced by her father. She hides away in the forest out of shame, and is turned into an owl by Athena (note, that of course, owls are a nocturnal bird).

Nyctimene in a birth chart closely aspecting the Sun, Moon, Venus, or strongly placed in the 5th or 8th Houses has on several occasions indicated issues of incest, rape, and abuse by the father or father figure.

◊(2938) HOPI

This asteroid is named after the Hopi tribe of North America. Hope has astrological significance of ambush, attacks, prejudice, territorial disputes, Native Americans, minority experiences. Ambushes can be psychological as well as physical.

◊(3200) PHAETHON

Phaethon is generally associated with out of control, dangerous behaviour, people that get carried away, car crashes and accidents.

Phaethon was the son of the Sun God, Helios. He asked his father if he could drive the chariot of the sun – but when he took the reigns things span out of control rather quickly. The Sun chariot ended up scorching Africa, accounting for it’s desert areas; eventually Zeus struck him off the chariot to save the world and Phaethon died.

◊(3811) KARMA

Karma, like Achilles and Atropos, is one of my absolute go-to asteroids. Asteroid Karma stands for exactly what it should: Karmic connections, relationships, pain or circumstances that go back lifetimes. Sometimes in life we may feel that certain events were ‘fated’ or pre-told. Asteroid Karma is a great indicator of such energy within a birth chart.

◊(4451) GRIEVE

Grieve, grief, mourning, sorrow.

◊(5335) DAMOCLES

“The sword of Damocles” is quite well known as an expression: in short, it encapsulates the danger that rulers/leaders live with as a by-product of their power. Said another way – with great power comes great responsibility.

Generally in chart readings, I see Damocles in the chart of very powerful and successful people (investment bankers, military generals). On the other hand, their jobs/success/position stifle their ability to have a relationship, spend time with family, or have true friends. This is where asteroid Damocles can come in.

◊(6630) SKEPTICUS

Skepticus means skeptical, skepticism, doubting or discerning. This doesn’t have to be a bad asteroid whatsoever, as I’ve seen it prominently placed in the charts of journalists and researchers, as an example. However, when Skepticus is placed very near to asteroids like the Moon or Venus, the ‘skepticism’ carries over to emotions and/or love, creating an impossible situation.

◊(8690) SWINDLE

Lie, cheat, fraud, steal. Swindle has got it ALL. Would it surprise you if Swindle shows up prominently in the chart of the Donald?

No, no it would not.

◊(26955) LIE

Lies, liars, lying. Not much more to say than that – when you find this little dude in close aspect to someone, run. Especially potent when used to look at charts for business transactions and mergers.

◊(37117) NARCISSUS

I’m sure according to Narcissus, I’ve saved the best for last. Narcissus is naturally named after the infamous Narccissus, who loved himself so much that he became transfixed with his own image and committed suicide when he could not have the object of his desire.

Narcissus obviously talks about grandiose consideration for one’s self, disapproval or disinterest in others, self-obsession and the anger that comes from being spoiled, or not getting what you want.

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Aries in the Houses and What Ignites Your Inner Child’s Rage 🔥

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DISCLAIMER: These are just my personal observations and are meant for entertainment purposes only; it may not resonate with everyone due to the nuances of astrology. Please respect my work and avoid copying or stealing it. Enjoy reading!!

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 1st House :

you had to be strong before you even knew what strength was. people saw your fire, your passion, your bold way of showing up, and just assumed you didn’t need comfort. so you rarely got it. you weren’t held the way you needed. you weren’t met with softness. just expectations.

your anger began as a form of defense, not aggression. you lashed out because it was the only way to say “i matter” when no one else was saying it for you.

you were punished for reacting, even when someone crossed a line. your reactions were labeled as overreactions. your “attitude” was the problem, never the disrespect you received.

you felt invisible unless you were loud, and when you were loud, you were told to tone it down. nothing you did felt right. your very being was treated like it needed adjusting or needed to be modified in order to be “acceptable”.

you weren’t allowed to just exist, you had to earn your space, justify your emotions and constantly prove that you were good enough to be heard :(

underneath all the rage is grief baby. grief from never being treated with the tenderness and kindness you deserved to be treated with. grief from being called difficult for simply having a sense of self

your inner child burns with fury anytime someone tries to define you, limit you or suggest that your essence is “too much” to be loved as it is.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 2nd House :

you were made to feel like wanting was wrong. that needing something meant you were a burden. your desires were treated like inconveniences to others.

you learned early that your worth was tied to what you could give and how little you needed in return. so you stopped asking. but over time, that silence turned into quiet resentment. your self-worth became wrapped up in your achievements and your inner child started to believe that being loved meant being useful, not simply being you.

any time someone dismisses your needs now, it reopens a wound. because you remember what it felt like to want safety, comfort, attention and be told “no” without care.

you may have had things taken from you without consent, your belongings, your choices, your time and it taught you that what’s “yours” can disappear in an instant.

you were taught that love should be earned and that even basic needs come with guilt. so now you guard your worth like a fortress, ready to fight anyone who tries to devalue you. you often equate even gentle criticism with personal rejection, because your inner child still remembers what it felt like to be blamed for simply having needs. to be told you were too much, too emotional, too demanding, when really, you were just asking to be seen.

you feel your inner child rage when people act like you should be okay with crumbs. because deep down, you know how it feels to give everything and still be told it’s not enough.

your fire is not greed. it’s the flame of someone who knows what it’s like to have to prove you deserve what should’ve been yours by right.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 3rd house :

you were interrupted more than you were heard. every time your curiosity sparked, someone dimmed it or mocked it. your thoughts weren’t seen as important, they were dismissed, corrected, or silenced.

you were told to “calm down” when you were just excited, to “speak nicely” when you were simply passionate, and to “think before you speak” when all you were doing was trying to express yourself. and if you have mercury retrograde too, the overthinking and self-doubt that followed probably became unbearable.

you may have had to compete for attention in your own home - siblings, noise, distractions and so you learned to speak louder, faster, sharper just to be noticed.

your rage stems from the belief that no one ever really listened to you. and when they did, it was to find fault, not to understand.

you carry anger from being underestimated. you had so much to say, but were treated like you were just talking too much. too fast. too out of line.

you feel a deep fury when you’re ignored or cut off because your inner child still remembers what it felt like to speak into a void.

your mind became a battleground between needing to be understood and fearing that no one ever truly will.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 4th house :

you were raised in an environment where safety came with conditions. maybe you were protected physically, but not emotionally. maybe you had to fight just to feel seen inside your own home.

you felt like you had to toughen up early and be the strong one, the independent one, the one who didn’t cry even when it hurt. there wasn’t space to be soft or be vulnerable but only to survive. so when you did need to cry, you did it in secret. because somewhere along the way, you learned that vulnerability made you weak and weak wasn’t safe.

your anger lives in your chest. it flares when people talk about “family” like it’s automatically nurturing, because to you, home was often a place of tension, not peace.

you were told what to feel and how to feel it. emotions like anger were unacceptable, unless someone else in the house was expressing it. your own feelings were either dismissed or punished.

your inner child doesn’t trust easily because they had to build their own emotional armor. they were taught love could be withdrawn without warning, so now they expect to be abandoned before they can feel safe.

you hate when people try to control your inner world, because that’s exactly what you fought to reclaim. your emotions, your space, your truth - you had to earn them.

you still burn with rage when someone tries to invade your peace because you remember a time when you didn’t have any.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 5th house :

you were told to “be careful” when you were just trying to be joyful. your spark was policed before it had a chance to grow. your creativity felt like a threat to those who didn’t understand it.

your passions were either ignored or treated like a phase. when you got excited about something, you were told to tone it down, not get your hopes up, or focus on something more “useful”.

you carry a deep, quiet anger about not being encouraged. about having to fight for your joy. about having to explain why what lit you up mattered or why something makes you feel happy.

you may have been shamed for taking up space - for being loud, expressive, emotional, theatrical. you were made to feel like loving yourself or being proud of yourself was arrogance

your inner child burns with rage when people act like your joy is frivolous, your art is childish, or your voice is “too much.” because you remember what it was like to be dimmed

you became protective of your self-expression. you learned to create in private, love in secret, or laugh only when it felt safe. but the fire never went out. you wanted romance to feel fearless, like you could love out loud without shame. but instead you were made to feel embarrassing for how openly you cared. your inner child still aches at being told their passion was too much to be loved back.

you get angry now when someone tries to shrink the very parts of you that once saved you, your passion, your confidence, your ability to feel deeply and loudly.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 6th House :

you grew up thinking rest had to be earned. that you had to do something to deserve peace. love felt like something you had to work for, like if you weren’t being useful, you weren’t worthy. so even now, slowing down makes you feel guilty, like you’re not allowed to just be.

you feel rage when you’re expected to keep going even when you’re so exhausted and tired because that’s what you were taught as a child: that tired wasn’t an excuse, and pushing through was expected.

you may have been forced into routines or responsibilities too early. the weight of being reliable was placed on you before you knew how to ask for help.

your inner child isn’t angry about working hard, they’re angry that no one noticed them unless they were achieving something. they’re hurt that love came with conditions. that they were only cared for when they were useful, never just because they existed.

you were made to feel like your needs got in the way. so now when someone tries to micromanage you, fix you, or make you feel broken for struggling, it angers you.

you feel a deep anger toward people and systems that expect so much from you but give nothing back. because that’s what you grew up with, being pushed to perform, to show up, to stay strong, with no space for how you actually felt. it still stings, being treated like a machine instead of a person.

you’re not angry because you hate structure. you’re angry because it was forced on you before you even knew who you were. you didn’t get to choose your pace, your path, or your needs and you just had to fall in line. and that pressure still lives in your body.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 7th House :

you were taught to play nice. to keep the peace. to not make things harder for anyone else. so you started shrinking yourself, holding back your anger, your truth, your needs all just to keep things smooth. and now a part of you still feels guilty for taking up space, even when staying quiet meant losing yourself.

you didn’t just crave love baby, you fought for it. you chased people who made you feel seen, even if only in fragments. your inner child still aches from the effort it took to feel chosen.

you were made to believe that being “too much” would drive people away, so you softened yourself to be accepted. and when they left anyway, the rage started to burn.

your anger isn’t about others leaving, it’s about what you gave up to make them stay. it’s about the way you betrayed yourself just to be loved.

your relationships became battlegrounds where you either lost yourself or fought to be understood. you were always either chasing or defending.

your inner child gets angry when love feels one-sided. when needing closeness is called “clingy,” or being independent pushes people away. all you ever wanted was to be loved without having to change who you are.

your inner child doesn’t fear love, they fear disappearing in it. they get angry when being in a relationship starts to feel like losing yourself. like your needs, your voice, your fire slowly fade just to keep the peace.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 8th House :

you were forced to deal with intensity before you knew what to do with it. secrets, power struggles, emotional undercurrents, you felt them all, but no one taught you how to name them.

you weren’t allowed to be fragile, even when life broke you open. people expected you to “handle it,” to not fall apart, to be strong for others while your own wounds were ignored.

your inner child rages when people try to pry you open without earning it. because you remember what it felt like to be emotionally invaded, violated, or exposed before you felt ready.

you had to deal with your emotions on your own from a young age. no one was there to hold you through the hard parts, so you learned to stay quiet and handle it yourself. now, when someone ignores your pain, it brings up all those old feelings of being unseen.

and yes even though you’ve always had to take the lead or be bold in some way or the other, there’s still fear in doing things on your own. deep down, you worry that if you fall, no one will be there to catch you.

you carry rage for every time someone took from you without giving back, be it your energy, your trust, your body, your secrets. now you guard yourself because you had to.

you burn when people treat your silence like consent, or your strength like invincibility. because your inner child still remembers what it’s like to be strong and terrified at the same time.

you’re not cold my love, you’re a fire that’s been contained for survival. and anyone who tries to control your emotional power will feel the heat you buried long ago.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 9th House :

you were told what to believe before you even knew you had a choice. you didn’t get to ask “why” , you just had to accept it, even when it didn’t sit right. deep down, your inner child still aches for the freedom to think for yourself, to explore, to believe in something that actually feels true.

your curiosity was mistaken for rebellion. your need to explore, challenge, and curiosity were treated like a threat instead of a strength.

you were punished for thinking differently, maybe not directly, but through subtle disapproval, shame, or being made to feel like your dreams were unrealistic, immature, or selfish.

your inner child still rages when people try to box you in, when your beliefs are belittled, or when your vision is met with cynicism.

you learned to hide how big you really are. how much you want. how far you’d go if no one held you back. and that suppression built into resentment.

you feel a deep anger when people assume they know more than you just because they’re older, more “qualified,” or louder, because you’ve always known your truth, even when no one else respected it.

you were born to roam, to question, to reach for more than what you were handed. but growing up, every time you wanted something different, you were told to settle down, to follow the rules, not your heart. your inner child still burns with anger when your freedom is treated like a flaw, or when your curiosity is met with shame instead of support.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 10th House :

you were expected to succeed before you even had the chance to mess up. the pressure started early, to get it right, to be the best. and somewhere along the way, you started to believe that being loved meant always performing, always achieving.

your identity got tangled with productivity. you were praised when you got it right, but not held when you got it wrong. so you learned to equate mistakes with failure of character.

you became the strong one, the driven one, because it felt like the only way to be safe. like if you slowed down or showed weakness, everything would fall apart. now it stings when people call you “too much” or act like your ambition is just about ego, they don’t see what it’s protecting.

your inner child burns with rage every time someone calls you “intense” for simply caring. for giving your all. for wanting to be more.

you were never allowed to slow down without feeling like you were falling behind. now, you carry a fire in your chest that never cools, even when you’re exhausted.

you’re angry because no one saw how heavy it was to carry so much alone. they just applauded the outcome, never the sacrifice.

you don’t rage because you want to dominate. you rage because you never felt free to define success on your own terms.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 11th House :

you always felt like you had to earn your place in the group. friendships didn’t come with ease, they came with performance, people-pleasing, or being the one who took initiative every time.

you felt invisible in spaces where you wanted to belong the most. the rage didn’t come from rejection - it came from being overlooked, underestimated or used when convenient.

you were the one who fought for the friend group, who planned, who showed up but rarely felt like anyone would fight for you back.

your inner child gets furious when people treat you like an afterthought. because you know how deeply you craved community, and how painful it was to be excluded from it.

you get angry when people only like parts of you. when they love your energy but ignore your truth. when they want your spark, but not who you really are. it makes you feel used, not seen.

you learned that being authentic often meant being alone. and that made you furious, not because you wanted to fit in, but because you had to choose between being seen and being accepted.

you still carry rage for every space that made you shrink yourself just to be part of something bigger and now, your soul refuses to do it again.

❤️‍🔥 Aries in the 12th House :

you weren’t allowed to show how angry you were. or how afraid. or how loud your inner world was. so you buried your fire where no one could reach it, not even you.

your inner child doesn’t throw loud tantrums, it stays quiet and burns inside. it shows up in your overthinking, in your random mood swings, in dreams you can’t explain. the anger is real, even if no one sees it.

you were always told you were too much, and too sensitive at the same time. so now, when people say “don’t take it personally” or “just let it go,” it stings because no one ever made it feel safe to feel that deeply in the first place.

you’ve carried battles you couldn’t name. inherited wounds. unspoken grief. emotional weight that was never yours to begin with. and your inner fire has been used to keep others warm at your own cost.

you feel anger at your own silence. at how long it’s taken you to speak. at how many times you swallowed truth to keep peace. you didn’t want peace, you wanted to be heard, your inner child wanted to be heard.

you rage quietly at the way people romanticize being “low-maintenance” or “chill,” because you know what it’s like to suppress your needs until they feel like ghosts.

you are a storm disguised as stillness. and the world doesn’t know how lucky it is that you learned how to control your fire but your inner child still wonders why you ever had to.

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