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[samansasamusa]

#1

Summertime, summertime

It’s gonna be hot outside

Summertime, summertime

Let me take you for a ride

Wanna go swimming

Just you and I

I don't care who sees

Cause it’s just us till we say goodbye

We can sit on the beach

And watch the waves roll in

Or we can walk down by the river

Where we can see the fish swim

I’ll tell you a story

Maybe make you smile

And you'll tell me one back

And we'll go on for a while

[insert chorus]

We can lie on the grass

And listen to the birds sing

I’ll tell you a joke

And you’ll tell me one back

#2

I’m a free spirit

Who likes to fly high

Break the speed limit

Not too close to the light

Sometimes I dream I’m a bird in the air

And maybe you think I'm a little insane

But I know I’m not alone cause you’re always there

And I don't fear any pain

I’ll keep going until I reach the sky

And you'll be with me when I hit the ground

#3

I’m sitting here in the shade of my tree

Watching the sun go down

It’s been a long day, I just want a retreat

Take a break, look around

I’m thinking back to younger days

When we used to play outside

And I remember how we'd run free

Looking up so starry-eyed

We’d pretend to touch the stars

Or we'd be millionaires

And wonder how our lives would be

When we could go anywhere

Now I’m in college and my life is changing

But I still have those memories

And even if they are waning

They’re still there, waiting for me

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I’m tired of thinking about feeling

But I can’t stop. The moment that they know

Is the moment they’ll be lost so I’m thinking

About what I would’ve done not long ago.

These days I have to remember to cry

And wonder if I’m really apathetic

Or if I just think I’m some sorta wise guy

By trying to pretend I’m unaffected.

I don’t know what I should feel anymore.

I haven’t known what to feel for a while.

I’m sure I used to know what to do before

But at some point, I had to think to smile.

With a short rustle, the day shutters closed.

The show’s not over. I have to stay composed.

[samansasamusa]

I dreamed a dream of my daily drift,

my heart out seeking warmth in your embrace,

yet finding it to be too rare a gift

for now that I've agreed to give you space.

That night, a dream to me of hope and lies

appeared, and there I saw yourself and they

atop the school, sitting alone together,

a whole private world of your own away.

Now I despaired of holding your regard.

If only I wanted attention alone

I would not weep this way, but it is hard

to look at you, neither noticed nor known.

I've seen what dreams promise, now even the

roses are only ever thorns to me.

[samansasamusa]

Every time I catch sight of you, I hear

My heart beat like a drum, leaving buzzing

Ringing from my head to my hands kept near to

My noisy heart to keep it from escaping.

The echoes leave behind wounds on my flesh

Which still I feel a harsh ache in my chest

And fervently I dream but never say

A shame it won’t be cardiac arrest.

[samansasamusa]

And at night you're the reason I lay staring.

For my dreams are of us and in them I am happy, but my days are met with salt and cold. I search desperately to heat my chest,

person by person and bed by bed, but find that the chill only deepens, and suspect that soon all extremities will lose feeling.