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going through all my mentions and seeing that i haven’t done a tag game since july 7th and i’ve been tagged in so many things since then……

let’s not talk about that and instead talk about how i’m out of whatever depression funk that was and am getting back to tumblr again!!!

yayayayayy!!

i has a small migraine today so i won’t be doing the tags today but they are on my list of things to work on over this week 🙂‍↕️

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and to anybody who is waiting (cam and ari) i am working on both your reqs i promise <3

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alright katsuki move over you’re getting replaced with hawks and denki /silly

stole this from @https-bakugo

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also stealing this from lil sis ari who stole it from twin but it is a cute idea

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stole this from @https-bakugo

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y’all can ignore this.

it’s 4 in the morning…i’m going to regret this, and it’s definitely getting deleted later but i just need to get it off my chest somehow.

uh tw toxic relationships i guess?

i would’ve done anything for her. gods i fucking moved back to my home state and moved back in with my father who i don’t have a good relationship with just to be closer to her.

we were together for two years and i gave her my everything. two fucking years and the day of our break up i find out that she only “finally started to let herself love me fully” when i fucking begged her and cried to her on the phone to not cancel our anniversary plans.

i loved her and she fucking broke me. we met each other’s families, we were planning our future together, i was there for her when she needed me. supported her on whatever path she wanted to take, school, work, therapy. all of it, i was in her corner.

she lied to me, for two fucking years she let me believe something that wasn’t true. and when i tried to communicate with her and come to a decision to take a break because it’s what we both needed, she said she “would get used to not being in a relationship” and “wouldn’t know how she felt at the end of the month”

what?

so when i say that if she thinks it’s inevitable we might as well break up she says “but i don’t want to do that either i love you.”

make up your fucking mind. don’t string me along like that please.

we take a break, agree to not talk as friends for a month. five days later she’s tell me she misses me as her friend and wants us to be in contact as friends, but fucking love bombs me and tries to be romantic instead of platonic, which was completely going against my boundaries.

and when i put my foot down about my boundaries, she becomes dry and eases up on the contact.

then on the day of our break up she’s telling me “please i can’t lose you i love you” “i don’t want to lose you” “i’ll let you cheat on me if it means we can stay together” “you can hit me, gaslight me, guilt trip and manipulate me” and whole bunch of other shit.

thinking about gets me so fucking pissed some times. but other times, i’m just so fucking depressed.

two years, i spent two whole years on her. i bought her a promise ring that was her favorite color, glowed in the dark, and was made of meteorite and her favorite dinosaur bone. shit was expensive. i proposed with that same ring.

everything that i did for her, and she didn’t even love me fully until i begged and cried. i should be pissed, and i am, but i just - sometimes i miss her.

i miss the good times, but i don’t think it was ever good. not in the way i had thought. not in the way i wanted.

she fucking broke me and yet i still think about her sometimes.

i fucking hate it.

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guys.

it’s 10:50am and i haven’t gone to sleep yet and twin posted this chan edit and now i can’t decide if i should just stay up watching it over and over or take a nap and wake up at like 3pm.

anyways thank you twin for the silver haired chan edit i will be rewatching it several times for the rest of my life.

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can i getttt a comic book rec with katsuki? maybe something a lil silly?

Your Husband, Katsuki, And His Boyfriend, Your Brother.

It’s 2:30am and you’re in bed, alone. Why? Because your stupid fucking husband is in the other room gaming with your brother. They do this so often, you’re starting to believe they’re gay for each other. You grab your phone from the charger and open it to your messages with your husband.

With a sigh you place your phone down and listen as Katsuki calls for you from down the hall. You can hear him vaguely mumble something to your brother before shutting down his pc and stumbling his way into the hall.

“Ow shit, stupid fucking wall. Who put you there?” You hear him grumble and try to stifle the laugh that bubbles up in your chest. The door opens and he stands there at the threshold staring at where you sit on the bed. It’s silent as you stare at each other for a few minutes before Katsuki takes a step forward, only to be met with a pillow to the chest.

“What the fuck?” He looks down to the floor where the pillow fell before slowly dragging his gaze back to you.

“Couch.” You say simply and point a finger in the direction of the living room. He sighs, bending down to grab the pillow and trekking to the couch while grumbling the whole time.

“Yeah well maybe if you didn’t stay up gaming with MY BROTHER, you’d be allowed to sleep in bed!” You call after him and get a groan of frustration in return.

It’s been hours now, the clock reads 4:54am, you think you’ve slept all of forty-five minutes, maybe an hour? You can’t sleep without Katsuki and you’re sure he’s having the same issues. With your own groan of frustration, you get up and make your way to the living room where you see your husband laying on the couch.

He’s got one knee bent and leaning against the couch cushions, the other leg is straight, one arm thrown over his eyes, and the other resting on his stomach. His breathing is shallow and you assume he’s sleeping. You stand there for a few minutes debating on going over there while wringing your fingers together.

“Katsu..are you awake?” It comes as a whisper so soft you didn’t think he’d hear you even if he was awake. You shuffle closer to the couch and lean over him slightly. Afraid to wake him up if he is sleeping, you watch him for a few seconds before leaning back up and going to walk away when his hand snatches your wrist and pulls you down onto the couch with him.

“Katsukiii!” You squeal as your body falls on top of his, struggling in his grasp as he wraps his arms around you and pins your body to his by interlocking your legs together. You struggle for all of five seconds before giving up and slumping against him.

“Now you know damn well we can’t sleep without each other, why would you even try?” His voice is deep, rough like it always is in the morning when he hasn’t used it for a while. He smells like caramel and a hint of something you can’t place but it makes you feel at ease as your body relaxes further into his touch.

“Because ‘m mad at you.” You pout into his chest and he snorts while pulling you closer and covering you both with the blanket that was once draped across the back of the couch.

“Yeah? For what?” He teases and you smack his side lightly.

“Yknow why.” You grumble as he adjusts you both into a more comfortable position. He chuckles again and presses a kiss to the top of your head.

“I’m sorry I stayed up late playing games with your brother, it will happen again but I’ll try not to let it happen so often.” He says lightheartedly but you know he means it.

“You’re a little shit head.” You roll your eyes at him.

“Yeah but I’m your little shithead and you love me anyways.” His body shakes with another laugh.

“Nuh uh I actually hate you.” You say with a scoff while tucking your arms between your chests.

“Mhm, I hate you too baby.” He’s got one hand on your hip rubbing circles, the other hand running through your hair, lulling you to sleep.

“Whatever, I’m going to sleep.” Pressing a kiss to his chest, you hum and snuggle even closer to him, no matter how close you are to him, it never feels like enough.

“Goodnight my love.”

“Goodnight Katsu.”

With one last kiss to your head, you fall asleep knowing that even if Katsuki jokingly cheats on you with your brother, you’re still his number one priority and the person he sleeps next to at night, the person he can’t live without. You’re the love of his life and he’s yours, even if you say you hate him because that’s just how you and Katsuki love each other.

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hiii sammieee <<333 CONGRATS ON 1 BAJILLION!!!! (all my alts are cheering for u heh) alsoooo ur event is SAURRR cutie!!!

could i please please get a book rec for rin more in a fluff direction, possibly in the realm of best friends to lovers (you can ignore that though if you want more creative freedom heh :3) MWAHHH THANK YOUU ILY 💖💖💖💖

Scoring The Goal And The Girl.

Rin likes to think he’s nonchalant, that things don’t phase him the way they do other people. His only focus is football, or soccer, as some people call it. Football and beating his older brother, who could actually not care about Rin’s goals any less than he does now, which is not at all. But that’s besides the point. The point is that Rin likes to think he’s nonchalant, or at least he was until you came along.

You with your sweet smiles, encouraging words, gentle touches, pretty eyes and even prettier skirts. He remembers the day you met, how you shoved your way into his life and made your place there. He tried to shake you off, really he did, but you were stubborn, staying by his side despite his cold attitude that seemed to scare everyone else away.

And now here you are years later, still by his side, still supporting him, and still calling yourself his “best friend”. Rin hates that title, for reasons he won’t admit to anybody, not even himself. But if he had to, at risk of losing everything, he’d admit that it’s because he loves you. And not in the, “You’re my best friend.” way, but rather in the, “You’re the person I want to spend my life with.” way.

He’s standing on a field, the seconds ticking down to the end of the game. He’s scored three goals, the same amount as his brother and Isagi. His team has the ball, if he scores this next goal, they’ll win the game, and he’ll have something to hold over Isagi and Sae. He knows you’re in the crowd, watching him intensely and likely cheering him on under your breath. He still won’t admit it, but he wants to win for you, he thinks that’s the only way he’ll deserve your praise.

The whistle blows and he takes off running, envisioning the whole field and mapping out the best path to score the final goal and win this game. His feet carry him where he needs to go, body and mind moving on autopilot as he dribbles past the opposing players. Several feet ahead of him lies the goal post, he just has to get past two defenders, and the shot will be his. 

He closes his eyes for a second and imagines you on the edge of your seat, leaning forward in anticipation. His name on your lips as you prepare to cheer loudly should he make the goal. His eyes open, his feet move and the ball goes soaring through the air. The air around him is silent, everyone waiting as they watch the ball move closer and closer to the net. The buzzer signaling the end of the game rings loudly right as the ball hits the net behind the goalie and the crowd erupts in cheers. Though the only thing on Rin’s mind is you.

Time flies by, and though it’s an hour before he finally sees you, Rin feels like it’s only been minutes. You throw yourself into his arms, hugging him tightly and squealing about what an amazing game it was and how proud you are of him for scoring the winning goal. In his mind, he knows you never doubted him for a second.

You let go of the hug to grab his hand and drag him along behind you, excitedly talking about taking him to a celebratory dinner, insisting that you’ll pay when you both know that he’d never let you. He ignores the way his heart races and matches his pace to yours, the two of you walking together hand in hand while you talk his ear off about the game.

It’s been hours now, you and Rin are at his apartment, watching a movie and cuddling in silence like usual. Except that Rin seems off, it’s not the normal after game silence that you’re used to and it makes you wonder what he’s thinking.

“Hey, I need to tell you something.” Rin speaks up and you pause the movie while humming.

“Just let me talk okay? Don’t say anything until I’m done.” He says and wraps his arms tighter around your waist when you move to sit up.

“When we first met, I didn’t think much of you. Honestly I thought you’d just be another distraction I’d have to avoid in order to meet my goal. But you forced your way into my life and tore down my walls, making a place for yourself. You became such an important part of my life and my everyday routine. You tell people that you’re my best friend, but honestly I hate that.” He pauses for a moment and you start to squirm in his hold, taking his words the wrong way and looking for an escape.

“Wait, let me finish. I hate it because I’m in love with you. I don’t know when it happened, maybe when we first met, maybe it’s because of the way you tore down my walls and have supported me in ways I didn’t think anybody would. I’m not good with words, emotions and expressions are hard for you, but you seem to understand me anyways. And I think that’s why I fell for you.”

He finishes speaking and goes quiet, waiting for your response and his whole body stiffens when you turn and say his name.

“Rin.” You cup his cheek softly and turn his face towards you.

“I love you too.”

Four simple words and Rin’s future is sealed, he’s going to marry you one day, there’s no doubt about it.

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ARI MY LOOOVEEE IM BACK WITH ANOTHER REQUEST FOR YOUR CUTESY EVENTTTT

reader who works at a cafe soft launching her two favorite customers keigo and tomura as her secret bfs but everybody already knows

meow mwahhhh <<333

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SAMMIEEEE HIII i kiss you so excited read half my req already but so excited for the rest <333

KITTYYYYYY HIII i kiss you back mwah mwah hehehe i hope you like it i got a bit carried away with yours but i hope i did it justice <<33

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SAMMIEEEEE happy 1 billion <33 ily mwah!! may i please for your lovely event get a rec for denki, maybe something silly or comfort? i’m thinking maybe coming of age type, maybe romance something or other? creative liberty!!! excited to see these roll out 🩷🩷🩷

He May Be An Idiot, But He's Your Idiot.

It’s been two years since you last saw, let alone even spoke, to Denki Kaminari. Your last interaction with him wasn’t the best. You had just started your second year of college and had grown tired of beating around the bus and never putting a label on your relationship with him. In high school, his silly and carefree personality endeared you, but as you aged you began wondering if he’d ever mature.

Your fight, if you could call it that, left an ache in your chest that you still felt to this day. You’ll admit that you miss him, his silly jokes that’d make you laugh until you couldn’t breath, the way he held you under the moonlight while you stared at the stars together. You miss the way he made you feel, but you couldn’t continue waiting for him to man up, so you left. Said your goodbyes to your friends, packed your bags and left town.

Now it’s two years later, you finished college and came back to the city you left behind. You’re standing in the kitchen of your new apartment, trying to decide if you want to cook or order take out when your phone vibrates on the counter. You aren’t expecting anything important, the only people who know you’re back are Mina and Jirou, who both swore they wouldn’t say anything until you’re ready but you wouldn’t be surprised if Mina accidentally let it slip.

You’re not exactly hiding, and you doubt Denki even remembers the last time you talked. Which is why you’re surprised to see Denki’s contact staring back at you when you unlock your phone.

You didn’t think he still had your number, nor that you still had his. His contact name is the same as before and it makes you snort with laughter when you remember why he chose it.

“I’m just saying, I would totally be Pikachu if I was a Pokémon!” He laughed loudly from his place on the park bench.

“Based on what exactly?” You laughed with him, utterly amused by his antics.

“Oh my god, weren’t you listening!? I’d be Pikachu because of the dream I had!” He defended himself with a playful glare at you.

“What dream?” You genuinely had no idea what he was talking about, but his smile made your stomach flutter, and you never wanted his laugh to end.

That had been one of your favorite memories from high school, it still makes you laugh now. You glance down at your phone again, your last text to him being left on read still and you sigh. You typed out a text and had just barely pressed send when a message from Denki popped up that made you pause.

After agreeing to meet up and go to dinner with him, you changed into something warmer and left your apartment.

“Hey, you look good.” You hear his voice as you approach the outside of the noodle shop causing you to look up at him.

“Oh thanks, so do you.” You smile at each other before the silence turns awkward again.

“So, did you -”

“I missed you - “

The both of you go to speak at the same time, two different sentences leaving each of your mouths and you stare at him once you register his words.

“What?”

“Shit, fuck I’m so sorry. That’s not- fuck this isn’t how I wanted this to go.” He panics and begins rambling while you stand there, mouth agape just watching him.

“Shit can we -”

“I missed you too.”

Now it’s his turn to stare at you in shock as he processes your words.

“What?”

You both stand there in silence for a few minutes trying to process what just happened before he sighs deeply.

“Let’s get some food and talk.” He speaks and tilts his head towards the noodle shop, you nod and wonder when he got so mature. You assume he’s freaking out internally, like you are, but the way he seems to be handling it is a shock to you. Maybe that’s your fault for assuming he wouldn’t change since you last saw him.

You walk into the shop together, order and he pays like he said he would. You talk a bit while you eat, just small talk and catching up. The deeper conversation comes when you’re walking through the park together like you did when you were teenagers. It’s been an hour or so now, he still has his silly and carefree personality that you loved so much but he knows when to be serious and reel in the jokes.

Currently you’re sitting next to each other on a park bench silently watching the stars, your hands are close together, one move and your fingers would be interlaced.

“I want to thank you.” He speaks after a few minutes.

“For what?” You ask.

“This might sound weird but, I want to thank you for leaving. If you didn’t break my heart back then I wouldn’t have gotten the push I needed to get my act together.” His words feel like a punch to that ache in your chest from before.

“Denks -” You try to speak but he holds up a hand.

“No it’s not a bad thing. You left and at that moment I swore that if you ever came back, I’d do anything to prove that I’ve changed, that I’ve become the kind of man you’d want to be with.” He explains.

“Denki you were always the type of man I want to be with, I never wanted you to change. I just wanted you to meet me halfway.” You lace your fingers through his while turning to face him, he’s already looking at you.

“I love that you’re silly. Your jokes make me laugh until I can’t breathe, I love the way you hold me, I love the way you make me feel. I love you Denki Kaminari. I just needed you to be as serious about me as I am about you.” He’s staring at you wide eyed and you feel your cheeks heat up at your own confession.

“Oh.”

“I hope that’s not a bad ‘oh’ you’re saying.” You try to joke and lighten the mood. He’s still staring at you and it makes you nervous, until he’s leaning in and kissing you. He kisses you for a few seconds before pulling away quickly.

“Shit sorry I should’ve asked first.” You laugh loudly as he panics.

“Pikachu, I choose you.” You say and he’s pulling you in for another kiss with a smile on his face.

He may have changed some but at heart he’s still the same Denki. He’s still your Denki.

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congrats on 100,000 sammie!!! this is such a cute idea!! could i please get a comfort rec for tomura? <3333 thank youuu!!!

Not Sad, Just Blue, Like His Hair.

You weren’t sad, just feeling sort of blue. Why were you feeling blue? It felt the entire weight of the world was on your shoulders, and to top it off, period cramps fucking suck. So here you are, curled in a ball underneath the comfort of your blankets and hiding from the world. Your eyes are closed and you’re hoping to take a nap, until the vibrations from your phone pull you from your thoughts and you nearly scream in frustration.

It’s a text from Tomura, his contact name makes you laugh lightly before you groan again at the pain in your stomach.

After your brief conversation with him, you roll over and attempt to sleep. You’re not sure how long you lay there for, or if you even slept, but at some point you feel a hand shaking your shoulder. Opening your eyes, you’re greeted with the sight of Tomura kneeling beside your bed. Black sweater on with the hood pulled over his head and he’s staring at you. Groaning, you try to pull the blanket over your head again but his hands stop you.

“None of that, c’mon I brought you snacks and shit.” He whispers, voice rough like he hasn’t used it in a few hours. He pulls the blanket away and sets the plastic store bag, likely filled with your favorite snacks, on your nightstand.

“How did you get in?” Your voice cracks part way through the sentence and you scoot over to make room for him to climb in bed with you, which he does.

“I climbed in through the window.” He slides the blanket over the both of you once he’s settled and you snuggle into his arms trying to steal his warmth.

“Really?” You hide your face in his chest and he snorts.

“No dumbass, I used the spare key you gave me.” His chest rumbles with a laugh and you shove his shoulder playfully.

“Fuck off I’m in pain be nice to me.” He shakes his head and wraps both his arms around you.

“When am I ever nice to you?” You shove him again and he simply holds you tighter.

“I’m taking a nap.” He hums at your words.

“I’ll be here.” Your eyes close again and press your ear against his chest.

“Thanks Tomu.” And with that you fall asleep to him rubbing soothing circles on your back and the sound of his heart beating.

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Welcome To The Library!

Sammie’s 100 Follower Event.

Hi everyone! I want to say thank you for the 100 followers, at first I didn’t think it was much but as Kitty so wonderfully put it, “100 people in a room all saying they like your stuff” is actually a lot more than I think. So thank you Kitty for that visual.

And thank you Kisa and Cam for also saying I should do this event. It’s my first event so there will probably be some mess ups and stuff but I think I have a general grasp of it (thank you to Ari for that.)

So without further ado, Welcome To The Library!

How it works;

You tell me any character from MHA/KPDH/Blue Lock/JJK, a few things about your relationship with that character (platonic or romantic), and whether you want angst/fluff/comfort/silly etc.

What you’ll get;

I’ll recommend a book or comic that I think you’ll like based off what you give me. You can give a one sentence plot point but I’d like to have a majority of the creative liberty.

You can ask for up to three recommendations.

Other info;

Recommendations will be given from 15th of August to 30th of August. Any asks for recommendations after that date will not be answered. And please be patient, I do have other things going on outside of Tumblr.

Anon requests are accepted, be sure to sign off with an emoji so that you can easily find your recommendation. All recommendations will be tagged with “library recommendations 📚” so you can have a variety of options.

Books; One shots/drabbles

Comics; SMAUs

Comic Books; SMAU + Written Fic Mixed

Examples;

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the samya/dabisam art in question by @n3r0-5352