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Breakup
To the world, a breakup is the separation of two partners or in other words a relationship ending.
To poets, a breakup is a soul dividing into two both shattered and bruised.
To me, a breakup is a divide and an end, the end of something that was once so pure and innocent ending in loose ends and shattered edges.
A breakup is much more than a relationship ending, it’s the death of a wonderful fairytale, a love that you’d only see in the movies, and that is what you gave me.
Breakups bring pain,suffering and grief and that is also what you gave me.
Relationships are worth the pain, they were worth the pain, any second that I talked to you all my problems would fade away, nothing else mattered while I was talking to you.
Now you’re gone and I don't know how to be, I don't know what to be.
I don’t know how to exist without you around, I don't know how my future looks without you.
I mean i didn’t know much either before you or with you but having a thought that i may find someone like you or having the dream that i would spend the rest of my life with you made everything else in my future not seem like something to worry about.
But now you aren’t around and it’s not like I can just talk to you or message you, it's our souls being divided, our lives being divided.
The shattered edges cut deep when I see you, and I know you feel that too.
Does the new girl make you feel the same way when you talk to her?
Do you think about me when she says your name? Do you worry about your future like I worry about mine now?
You make me feel emotions I would never wish upon anyone because it hurts how much I love you. It hurts so much because I love you and I can’t tell you how much I love you.
I just have to sit with it.
You left me, and I wasn't done loving you.
I'm stuck with that love. I can’t let it go and I know you know that.
The days after the breakup, where i had to wait hours until i got a reply, i didn’t like it of course, but the more time you ignored me the easier it got to not want to love you, but as soon as you’d reply i was right back at the beginning like the recovery didn’t even happen.
You are the most intoxicating drug that I just can’t quit.
You hurt me and I hurt you too but your love is too addicting to let go of.
Someday you’d be so mean, and you would just ignore me and say mean things to make me leave, but i just wouldn’t, i stayed because i cared.
Somedays i would be so in love, then you’d say something that would catch me off guard and make me cry, then I realise, I am right where you left me.
Everytime you walk past, I am right back in that place, so in love, head over heels over a boy that doesn’t even love me back anymore.
There was a time where I was your favourite person, now I have been replaced.
I was replaced 4 months after you left me, and you lied about it.
You are a liar and you hurt me, I know I hurt you too but atleast i have remorse for what I did.
All you do is hurt everyone around you.
You made me hurt in so many ways, you made me cry in my mom and brother's arms because you didn’t have the courage to tell me that you had a new girlfriend.
If you had told me then I would have left you alone and wouldn’t have kept checking up on you but you didn’t and that made me seem like a bad person.
So you have made people that don’t even know me not like me because you are a liar.
You told me you weren’t dating and that she was joking.
That’s not a joke.
You took my heart and my name and dragged it all through the mud just because you wanted to.
You don’t even know me anymore.
You knew it was already hard for me going through everything but you just had to make it worse.
She put your initials on her nails and you said it was a joke and it was for a pet that died, and I believed it, I wanted to believe it but I couldn't. I just didn’t want my thoughts to be true.
I may not know the person i am or the person i want to be, but i do know something i never ever want to be you.
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I JUST SCREAMED SO LOUD


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My men @xxmileyrosexx
I just want online friends who want to play Minecraft while talking about Hayden Christensen and Chandler Riggs while singing Espresso By Sabrina Carpenter like a bunch of crazy people 😎
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I want Hayden Christensen to know that he needs to bring back that slutty ahh mullet-
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