samwise-gamgee-hello

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

Thank you.

*strokes Frodo*

Alright. You do need some sleep and good rest.

Would you like me to join you or you would prefer to rest solely now?

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*sobs*

I love you too

*hugs extremely tight*

Oh.. hm.. you. You make me happy and you make me smile.

*sobs*

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*smiles a bit*

Oh dear.. I don't even know what gives me more warmth — your words or seeing you smiling

*kisses Frodo's head*

I know the colour of your eyes too, but.. open them, please. I remember them perfectly, but I want to see them. So open them, please.

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*gently puts Frodo on the bed and turns him on his side*

*sits near the bed, looks into Frodo's face, supports Frodo with one hand*

*puts another hand on Frodo's head*

Frodo, open your eyes.

Frodo.. open your eyes and tell me.. eh.. what is the colour of my eyes?

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*sobs*

*smiles with tears on his face*

You.. your words are so warm

*inhales*

It is wonderful to imagine all that, oh yes. It truly is.

*Sam smiles and blushes for a second*

*Then Sam's face becomes serious and tired*

But.. *sobs* it's just.. it won't be our last day.. right?

You are not gonna.. well.. evaporate the next day after the wedding, are you?

You just said you want to face the day.. as if.. *sobs* as if there's nothing after that

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*hugs tight*

*sobs*

Start *sobs* please

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

Frodo! No, please, please, open your eyes

*shakes Froso*

*enters the bedroom*

Frodo, you are needed here. Please, open your eyes.

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*stands up and cries*

M..may you hug me, please?

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*to Robin* Mm not really, you may go

Frodo, my dear Frodo

*leaves the bathroom with Frodo in his arms and goes to the bedroom*

It will be alright, Frodo. I am with you. It will be alright.

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*takes the hand and cries*

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

My dear, my dear Frodo

*in a quieter voice to Robin* Yes?

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*Sam starts to cry quieter and looks up*

I am sorry.

*sobs*

I am so sorry.

Oh.. who needs these stupid words.. I literally *sobs* ruined your life *sobs* that day

Moreover, sobs* even right now I continue to make your life worse

*cries quietly*

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

My dear!

*Sam smiles for a second with tears in his eyes, then his face becomes serious and concerned again*

Shh.. *strokes his head*

I will carry you to the bed

*Sam stands up with Frodo in his arms*

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

Frodooo!

*shakes Frodo again*

*puts the glass on the floor*

*strokes Frodo's head, moves closer to him*

*in whisper* Frodo, dear, please, please, open your eyes.

*Sam looks around absently*

*focuses on Robin*

*to Robin* Son of mine, do you have anything in your pockets?

-N-no, Da

*Sam sighs*

*Sam to Robin* Come on, Son, I know you. Open your pockets, show me your cones, rocks, flowers, berries, mm bread with mold.. just whatever you have there.

*Robin slowly opens his pockets, there are smashed cherries, a dirty rock and a pile of pine needles*

*Sam grabs the pine needles, moves it near Frodo's nose and presses needles with his fingers to squeeze some juice out of them*

Frodo. Dear. Answer. Please.

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*Sam sits on the floor and cries, looking down*

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

*looks down and cries*

That.. day *sobs*

The day *sobs* when *sobs* you..

*cries*

w-when you *sobs* were *sobs*

*closes his eyes*

when you were stabbed with a Morgul blade

*cries hard*

We need to talk.

Oh, dear.. we can talk, sure.

[samwise-gamgee-hello]

Frodo?!

*Sam shakes Frodo a bit*

Frodooo!

My dear!

*Robin enters with a glass of water*

Robi! Gimme that!

*Robin gives a glass of water to Sam*

Da.. what's happening..?

*Sam sighed*

The consequences of the quest.

*Sam takes the glass of water with one hand*

*Sam pours a bit of water on Frodo's forehead*

Frodo, dear! Open your eyes. Look at me, Frodo. Please.

I have acute anxiety today and it's hard to breathe. Irrational fears are overflowing my mind and I feel like I'm dying. I feel very dizzy and my surroundings seem irreal and distant.

It wouldn't be so if I had sailed West.

I am such a fool for being driven by love and selfish desires of comfort and familiarity.

I only burden my loved ones.