sanityimbalance

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

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guy who has ibuprofen: I have ibuprofen if you need it btw

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sometimes i feel like im climing up this incline again alone but thankully sisypus and the itsy bitsy spider and here with me

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“she’s got legs for days” pfffft not impressive. i;ve had mine for years

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fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.

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if i was immortal killing myself would be my hobby and like i truly believe it would fix something in me. i do

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by Taysa Jorge

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my mood throughout the day

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There are truly very few forces in the world as strong as the inertia of staying up way too late doing fuckall

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having a freeze response to stress is so funny in the context of normal adult stressors. millions of years of evolution are trying to tell me that the email will not find me if i stay very still and do nothing

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“you cannot find peace by avoiding life” - Virginia Woolf

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one a day 366/332

look up / Blick hinauf / Vienna / Austria / ©Julia Lametta

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bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

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