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Last Friday I watched annathe in theater with my sister. It was nice family movie . It was soo long to see rajinikanth as a family man since padaiyappa. His acting is remarkable as a brother didn’t really expect to see him in this avatar. All the actors and actresses has their equal role. When I watch the movie I was worried how they going to shows nyantara’s screen time because in darbar and petta they waste their heroine’s on screen . However in this movie the director did his justice but maybe could add in a bit more on her showing women empowerment and support that required because that’s what women basically need from the society support from their own gender when their in a difficult situation not judging her character and attitudes. Overall the movie is family entertainment . I have one question for all people who hate and give review for this movie ?? Do you really hate the actor or movie ? Because if this kinda movie thala acts you all can accept but rajinikanth act can’t accept. Do you all love your family? If you love them this movie you will appreciate it.

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I don’t really understand why girls are attracted to guys who already have girl friends

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2015 resolution

I must do well In studies (gpa 3.65 and above) being a good daughter Learn cooking Hopefully get along with those who have misunderstanding with me Watch avengers 2 Be a Happy girl

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First day of 2015

Is day where I started alone although I have many people beside me not physically I still Miss this who gave me the happiness and wonderful moments in my life . To those who give that moments last year tq I really appreciate it. Anyway All happens for good and I trust the God is showing me the right path and he or she will.solve my worries and problem by showing some miracle and I believe God miracle is still exist and I am waiting for that miracle to happen after All shits happen in my life last year. Sometimes starting may be simple or start with worries but make sure the ending is worth for life long

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YEAR 2014

YEAR 2014 had been a nice year but yet there where sorrows and happiness of my life the beginning of the year i have my best moments such as 21st birthday and celebrated with my family and friends. Get into a relationship in july 4th and my friendship have gotten worsen where after i got into my relationship with my friend's brother, is that wrong ? i felt like was i will much more protected being in relationship with my friend's brother but things got worsen where my friiends actually neglected when my second sem of the year begin i don't know whether they felt it or not but i felt it but i was trying to be good friend as i could until this relationship came up then my friend fought with brother and never talk to me. This situation  has made my life miserable at that moment it was a turning point in my life and until my other friends avoided from me because of this situation although they are not involve in this problem. as i was thinking if he don't like me being in a relationship he should step up and talk to me and tell me about his opinion. i know he was mad at me but yet he should talk to sort things or if he thinks i am friend to me. when they all left me i didn't feel the pain until my childhood friend who i trusted the most also has avoided me because of this felt bad but thanks to god i have a wonderful boyfriend who gave the strength and happiness for this 6 months and i feel not only happy but realise who will be there for me till the end is none other than ur family and bf. being in love for six months was sweet moments with my bf and we even gave the basic freedom for each other although sometimes i get jealous when he talk about other girls but yet he still put me in the first place towards other girls and try to spend time with me. although we stay apart yet he try his best to meet me up and lovely part is whenever i think about him i immediately will get a call from him.it was sooo sweet i really thank god for giving me such a wonderful bf like him and i really appreciate him. i also try to suppose and sometimes argue with his decision if it is wrong but most the time i will suppose because the trust we have within us is beyond and i know he he knows how much i love him. i also share my daily stuffs and things with him after my friends neglected and avoided me. some may say my behaviour is bad to all so far i know i didn't do anything bad if they think about it i don't care as i far is right but if is a good friend will come correct it and will argue with like my friends and buddies in utar kinda missing them in this whole episode for this year especially mira, davy, dhamayanthi, bavany, rega, sanggary, tilaka and my fellow utar friends who studied with me. yeah this episode of the year the best moment another turning point is mixing with fellow classmates there were kinda fun and also helpful in studies and they have become a part of my life now and this 2 year i might spend my time more with them because i have realise that i should have done it a year  ago but now is not late. but towards the end of year 2014 my life has been bad especially this 2 weeks because i have become alone and no one with me except my family, not even my friends and bf is there to share my good moments. expectations of 2015 is just gone. i just don't what is going to happen next year 2015 i am going to follow the path which god shows and right one. and all i have to start my year 2015 on my own and be myself and more responsible and hope i have something in the year end. this new year i really miss the one who suppose be beside me and wishing me new year and be with me throughout my life ' i miss u baby ' happy new year to all my friends and family members and live with good health and ,prosperity 

happy 2015 

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confession

finally i have confessted to him on march 20th .... it was kinda scary .... 

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I REALLY MISS AND i really mean it ...

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just can't accept it

i JUST CAN'T SEE my besties cry i will cry or just feel for them because i can feel how they feel when they cry .... 

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my love story 2

thought of confessing to u today but unfortunately u are not replying my message .. :'(  what wrong did i do ???????? loving u is a mistake is it ??????????????? i know i started with a crush on u but slowly i realise that i am in love with u ... can't help it with my emotions this valentines day didn't really made my day ... feel hopeless ,...  i am trying to forget u  because i dun want to hurt myself in a thorn .. i am sensitive baby pls . i am also not bold to tell u " can we have  date " what u would think of me ... ?????... what ever happens i am not gonna let u go .... pls i realise my love towards u is true .... usually my crush last for only a month or more than that but not more than year .... but my crush period towards u is more than 2 years already ... sad moments .... :) i know i am kinda unlucky with relationship s for pass few years what to do the guys i like one they dun like me or they try to make problem between me and parents :'( ...............i just hate this thing happen to me .... i will wait until my degree over if whenever i have feels for u after that i will confess to u about my love towards u ... have a good day :'(

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my loves

since when i was in college i really liked him.... and i thought i only had a crush on him 

but after one year i left my college and now i am in uni i still like him. i realise i am not having crush with him .. i am in love with him because of his kindness and charming ... 

but yet i still have a fear that he like me or not .... should i tell him ... ??? why should i tell him??? when i tell what is the response ???? i am scared about it .... i am juts waiting for the right time .... when he is for .... meee ... he is meant to be for me .... not ... i think i should let him to move on .... :'(

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Desperate times of me .... i need a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since I was young I was brought up with all kind of facilities especially car whenever I want to go and wherever I always had a car and my mom will drive me up when I was jb. Since I came to UTAR I see many people had their own car own cycle and motorbike ,ebike where is necessary  for a student and most of the students are also using the “wonderful” UTAR bus which is always late and not right on time. At this current, most of us like to have a fast and their own vehicle to travel fast.

I am an independent person who simply don’t like to depend on others especially my friends which I feel not good because everybody has their own perspective I don’t even know how to ride a cycle too because of the fobia that I had during my young times. Currently I am staying in Westlake homes where in tsing hua area near to new town which is a walking distances so I don’t mind but next year I am shifting to Cambridge opposite of Westlake which is far from the new town.

So I was about to ask my bout getting me a car secondhand also I don’t mind is just for me to travel and to my own work such as buying food and hanging around with friends and to copy papers and many other work furthermore I am girl. I can’t be walking from that area to another area which kinda dangerous in Malaysia because of they are many indon and bangla guys in my surrounding area. When I have a car I daringly can do most of my work and at this time is the time that I got to socialize with many people and get to involve in functions so when I have a car I can do that.

Now I am forbidden  to have a car because as my family told me when I grow up than only I can buy my own car on my own salary. I know what is my parents trying to teach me which is good but in this current  era is not suitable everyone wants to study. I notice some of my friends they work they buy their own car but when I car their age they 23 and above. To me 23  and above is the time that we have to start earning and to settle our life.

My parent don’t even understand my situation than why have to send me without a vehicle facilities just should send me in some random college in jb but I know I won’t be happy here.

Now I am gonna shift is kinda hard for me to depend on other people which is not nice when I have my own vehicle I will shift it with nobody’s care and can go anywhere with nobody’s care.  If I am not asking a luxury car just simple car for me to move that’s all but they will tell me and when I ask why they will tell me all kinds of nonsense things if they wanna give they can they don’t want …. What shall I do ? I thought I want to fight with my mom and dad about it but sometimes I don’t have feelings to fight with them pity me I am kinda a sensitive one I also don’t to hurt others simply without any specific reasons . for now they give me just what I need not the best yet if I have a second hand car in 3 yrs times I can sell it to my juniors too because they can use it in their uni life is not a waste unless they think like that. Than y they bring me up like this ? they just don’t worry about me they think I am happy with what I got. Most of the students here can cycle but I can’t the stupid bus will come late and there is no proper bus services in this wonderful Kampar ….. just irritating if they have a good bus service I don’t mind but is just they don’t. I hope they just can get me car next year pls my lord help me !!!!!!!!!

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this is me and and my cousin