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I’m having a hard time telling who stopped it all up. Who stopped loving who? Did I stop caring? Maybe I only saw her in two-dimensions and I didn’t care to look at the other angles. I only saw planes. Then she shimmied up the z-axis when I wasn’t looking and I never did the homework to trace the coordinates. A limb on a geometrical tree and I am insisting on circles.

-why's (poignant) guide to ruby

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I don’t know. I’m confused. Is this growing up? Watching all your feathers come off? And even though some of those feathers were the most lovely things?

-why's (poignant) guide to ruby

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Hell Followed With Us - Andrew Joseph White

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I have nothing to offer, and think that maybe we will never be able to speak again.

- Brutes, Dizz Tate

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I suddenly want to lay my head in her lap. It has been so long that I can’t believe I was ever that comfortable with another person, that I could touch another body with no fear or care.

- Brutes, Dizz Tate

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goodnight punpun, vol.1 - inio asano

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goodnight punpun, vol.1 - inio asano

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"Do you think we’re weird?”

He shook his head. “No, I don’t. I mean, normal is a type of madness, isn’t it? I think it’s just that the only madness society allows is called normal.”

Sayaka Murata - Life Ceremony

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"It's the way the world is, right? Everyone always says that things like common sense or instinct or morals are carved in stone. But that's not true--actually, they're always changing. That's what I think. And this isn't something that's happened all of a sudden, like you seem to think. It's always been that way. Things keep transforming."

Sayaka Murata, Life Ceremony

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the more i think about it the less i understand why it's considered so beyond the pale to want to keep parts of a dead loved one's body specifically. like why is it only okay if you put it in a box. how is that more loving than wearing them against your skin forever. riddle me this.

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Life Ceremony has me so wrapped up in its coils that I couldn't read anything else rn if I tried. Sayaka Murata is so incredibly good at dissonance and discomfort. Like what do you mean a bridal veil made out of human skin?? Of craving the scent of someone's vomit/viscera??? Of being jealous over a curtain?? Of copulating in public with a belly full of human flesh?? The emphasis on the visceral uncomfortable nature of exchanging body fluids without sexual attraction, the focus on asexuality/ celibacy / family dynamics that are outside the "normal", the thumbing of the nose at homogeneity- I think I need to read it again.

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romance or the end: poems - Elaine Kahn

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normal people - sally rooney

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This changed me

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“I am God in here. I can only hate myself.”

Excerpt From

Girls Against God

Jenny Hval

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Hval Jenny. (2020). Girls against god (Idriss Mariam, trans.). Verso.

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girls against god, jenny hval