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QUICK MUSE QUESTIONS

what they smell like: Ezekiel generally smells like vetiver, musk, bergamot and lavender. That is his signature perfume, which he mixes up by himself. But he also often smells like the forest, since he’s spending a lot of time in the woods and also lives there

how they sleep (position, schedule, etc.): Since he is a vampire he doesn’t need to sleep, but still loves to do it. Whenever he does relax and forces himself to sleep, he basically sleeps like a mess: He changes positions a lot during night, he streches a lot, his long limbs are everywhere and he uses the bed to the fullest. Whenever someone sleeps next to him he will roll over to them, hair everywhere and tight grip around their waist. 

what music they enjoy: Vampires have a thing for drums - so Ezekiel really loves wild rhythms. He also loves it when Bruxae sing.

how much time they spend getting ready in the morning: Ezekiel is quite vain. Therefore he likes to take some time fixing his hair and beard (even though these curls are not tameable), putting on some Glamarye & his perfume, wearing good quality clothes. He can’t see himself in the mirror, but he knows that he looks good after getting ready.

favourite thing to collect: He doesn’t collect anything in particular, but he has a lot of herbs, medicine vails and books in his house. Oh, maybe jewelry 

left or right handed: He is right handed.

favourite sport(s): mainly strength training

favourite tourist-y thing to do when traveling: the human world offers so many strange things and beings - he is just fascinated like a tourist every day he spends in this world

favourite kind of weather: snow, rain, or extreme sun

weird/obscure fear they have: loosing his loved ones again

the carnival / arcade game they always win without fail: /  Tagged by the wonderful @elara-the-bootblack <3 Thank you for remindig me of getting back on track! Tagging: Whoever wants to!

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steam rising off the roman baths in bath

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Couldn’t resist adding some colour to this!

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Aaron Taylor-Johnson

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Moon over the Temple of Poseidon. 1 - 2

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@sunbentsky Can Ezekiel have one in white, while Villen gets the pink one? 🥺

No, I don’t want to wear this thing, I just want to get married!

CARY GRANT as Dr. David Huxley in BRINGING UP BABY (1938)      —  dir. Howard Hawks

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hmmm

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Sigismund Blumann - Portals of the Past, 1920s

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Les Fleurs du Sommeil – Achilles Theodore Cesbron (1849-1913)

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FEARS AND DISCOMFORTS

Bold what applies, italicize what might, and cross out what doesn’t.

Tagged by: @elara-the-bootblack thank you, you beautiful being for tagging us, even if we are absent for a lot of weeks already <3

the dark / fire / open water / deep water / being alone / crowds / confined spaces / open spaces / war / failure / loss of control / powerlessness / prison / blood / drowning / suffocation / public speaking / forest / the supernatural / heights / loss / dying / death / love / intimacy / rejection / abandonment / the unknown / the future / not being good enough / scary stories / speaking to new people / poverty / loud noises / lack of noise / being touched / forgetting / insects / dogs / snakes / illness / doctors / thunder storms / being watched / eyes / being vulnerable / needles or pointed objects / clowns / mirrors / isolation / shouting/yelling / change/fear of change / spiders

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Folly of doom by Matt Emmett

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"Who claimed that malady?!"

Ezekiel props his head up lasciviously as he listens incredulously to Villen."I know from experience that your proportions are equal to the gods - and I daresay extremely satisfying."

“Are my proportions not satisfactory?”

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I owe you guys an apology....

So apparently I basically disappeared from Tumblr two months ago, without mentioning anything or saying goodbye. I am deeply sorry for that and also for not answering your messages, reblogging or responding to anything.

I am willing to come back, but things are not easy atm.

But since I am among people, who often know how depression and mental heath issues work, I feel free enough to talk with you about that (for anybody who is willing to read this):

So, I finished uni by the end of March and now, thanks to Covid, I am unemployed and lost my will to do anything the last few weeks. Gratefully I saved a lot of money and I live as modest as I can, but it still isn’t a nice thing to experience.

I am indeed on the right way back to feeling better, but step by step. I also don’t reply to text messages of my “real life” friends and often just hide away from anybody. So, if I forgot to answer asks or if I didn’t reply to your messages, please don’t take that personally. Things just take a lot more effort for me atm.

And that of course also had an effect of my will to write. I try to re-activate my rp-blog, but I will take things slowly. 

I didn’t even meant to write so much about my current situation, but if I disappear again, you guys know why.

I hope you are all healthy and happy and take care of yourselves!

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