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a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on

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Don’t care + didn’t ask + boobs bounce when i walk

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my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day

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criminal minds s18 ep2 spoilers below!!

no way in hell am i killing off will in my fics!!! whenever i write jj again that man will be alive!!!

(i’ll beat the fuck out of his mom tho for slapping my bbg)

my favorite thing was writing the coparenting parts of fics 😭😭

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Azriel: she doesn't need a lot

this is inspired by benny blanco talking about selena gomez in an interview where he says: 

“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

and then went into things she wants in her relationships.  

and i thought hm. az would say that about y/n so here we are!!

Notes: plus size reader, a bit of her feeling bad about herself and az is there to pick her up. This is 100% self indulgent. 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

I know she needs me to reassure sometimes. 

He knew your anxiety was a beast sometimes. He knew when you became quiet in public, sometimes that meant you were spiraling inside your head.

He had pulled you away from the crowd of people in lew of him needing some quiet for a moment. But the second you two were out there alone, without all your friends, he just asked. “You okay, baby?” 

“Yeah.” You said quietly. 

“You sure? Say the word and we’ll go home.” 

“It’s not that.” You sighed, “it’s that, everyone is staring at you like you’re theirs. Like you aren’t a person, some piece of meat to ogle. It’s making me mad.” 

He felt your anger down the bond, but there was a shadow of something else in there. “And?” 

“And what?” You snapped, he knew you didn’t mean it. It was just you being snippy in defense. 

“And what else? You aren’t just angry on my behalf. There’s something else.” 

You looked up to the stars stubbornly, he knew you were warring with yourself on whether or not to bring something up. 

“Y/N tell me.” 

“I don’t think I’m pretty enough to be next to you.” You whispered, embarrassed tears cresting on your waterline. “Oh Gods, I can’t cry right now, Mor would kill me for ruining this liner.” 

You straightened up to tilt your head farther back. You blinked a couple of times and continued talking, “I just. You’re so pretty Az. I know you don’t think so but you are genuinely the hottest man alive and sometimes people give me odd looks for being by you.” 

“Who?” 

“Oh, I stopped keeping track after we sat down when we came in.” 

That was hours ago.  

“My love, why didn’t you say anything?” He said, exasperatedly. 

“Oh like what? You’re too handsome for me to bring you out in public?” 

He tried not to laugh because you were trying to be assertive with your head tilted up to force your tears to go back into their ducts. You took a deep breath and brought your head down.

You opened your mouth to say something, probably to tell him it’s not a big deal. But he knew you well enough to know you needed reassurance but you weren’t going to ask for it. 

“You are without a doubt the most beautiful woman in the world. I love you. And only you. Truthfully, I did not notice others because I've been too busy admiring you all night.”

You had such a pretty pink flush dance across your cheeks. “I love you.” You said. 

“And I you.” He pecked your forehead. “Plus, you can always mark me as yours.” He gave you a shit eating grin that you quickly returned. He was relieved to see some of your fire come back. 

“Don’t mind if I do.” 

He wore your marks proudly. The rest of the night he didn’t leave your side, just cause he didn’t want to. He would have a hand on your thigh or knee, or just pull you into his lap. 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

She likes to have dinner with me to recap our days. 

He always, always is home for dinner. Sometimes, Rhys calls him away on missions but he truly tries not to be gone for overnights anymore. 

He can’t really sleep without you. Which was laughable to Rhys and Cassian before they fell in love themselves, now they understand. 

You both love to just sit and gossip about your days over some food. Cooking together is fun yet you both try to annoy each other. 

Nothing is more simple than sharing a meal together, yet it is one of the most intimate. 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

She likes to be with me 

You like to do things together but apart. 

Whether or not you two are reading your own books on the same couch, or he’s cleaning his knives at the table and you’re cooking dinner. Hell, a lot of the times you’re the one cleaning your knives and he’s cooking dinner. He’ll do laundry while you dust. He can be in the bath and you’re flossing your teeth in the bathroom mirror. 

Simply being next to him is calming. He’s your comfort blanket. 

When he walks into a room, the first person he looks for is you. And you give a smile that is worth a thousand stars. 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

She loves date night. 

It warms his heart, the way you get so excited for date night, you two have had years together, hundreds of them, but you still doll up and get all fluttery when you two go out on dates together. You would still smile and flush like you did the day you two went out on your first official date. Twinkling eyes and alluring laugh that roped him in the first time he saw you. 

He never got sick of the way you looked at him. Doe-eyed and soft. Like he was worth something. 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

Sometimes, being out in public makes you panic. 

You didn’t have an easy upbringing, but you also just have generalized anxiety disorder that makes it hard to be out in public sometimes. If you had a bad anxiety night, the next day was usually rough. He would offer to bring you food but you knew you had to go out in town to truly move on from this. 

Something that worked for you was exposure therapy. So you two would go out for lunch a little past the “normal” time so crowds were less. You would order comfort food, and if you were quiet, he knew why and he didn't press. 

Sometimes, it would be successful, you would feel adventurous and want to go out to a bookshop to celebrate and buy yourself a little treat. (aka a new book) 

But the other times, you���d feel the panic set in, most of the time after your meal. You would just start to disassociate. 

“I’ll get you home baby.” He would pay quickly, grab you and fly you home instantly. 

Flying calmed you ironically enough. You had a fear of heights before you met Az. Fresh air always calms your system down. 

He would get you home and in comfy clothes. Then say, “hey, progress is progress.” 

“It was like one step forward and three back, Az.” 

“Then we take a leap next time, or five different baby steps. That’s okay my love.” He would bundle you into his arms and say, “slow progress is still progress. Even stagnant progress is still progress.” 

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“She doesn’t need a lot. She's like the easiest person in the world. but I know….” 

She just wants me, for me. 

He knew he could be poor, he could be without a job, he could lose everything, and you would still be by his side. He knew he didn’t have to put on a front, he didn’t have to pretend to be someone he wasn’t. 

He was Azriel, and you were Y/N.

Husband and Wife. Star-fated. In life and death.

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a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on

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Guys I had a Vision of the Bat Boys at Rita’s hold on I’m gonna try to draw it the best I can

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“Just because you’re angry doesn’t mean you have the right to be cruel.���

— Unknown

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“I forgive people. But that doesn’t mean I trust them.”

— Unknown

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sending so much love to everyone who feels like they’re never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will. 

you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other people’s perceptions of you. if someone doesn’t see your worth, it doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

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i can’t wait for when chatGPT and ai image generation also crashes and each prompt cost $50 an attempt. oh you can’t get your stolen big tiddy anime ghibli art for free anymore? you want to buy real big boy art from real artists now? beg for it. beg for it like a dog.

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A dating service where matching is based on people’s search history exists. You’re a serial killer. You go on a date with a writer.

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I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

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need is not a strong enough word to explain how i feel

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Azriel drabble: Dancing In the Moonlight

Notes: Imagine record players exist lol 

Az and you are not known for your dancing. 

Not the way Nesta is, the divine woman 

But you two dance together in private. 

Sometimes, it would be the cool wind of the night coming into the room, causing the curtains to twirl as the soft music of the record played and crackled in the background. Your sock clad feet bumping into his and you apologizing but he looks forward to each bump and step.  

Or softly swaying in the balcony outside your bedroom, under the twinkling stars. No music but the sound of the streets below the mountain. Being neighbors with Nesta and Cassian meant you guys didn't get much quiet so you soaked in the time you could. 

Dancing together was one of the things Az looked forward to most with you. He couldn’t wait until you two were old and wrinkly, bodies changing and scenery changing. 

But dancing in the moonlight never would.

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touya todoroki: jealousy can lead to wonderful things! pro hero touya!

teehee finally got a smau editing app! honestly these are hard to come up with lmfao but i wanted to switch it up!! sorry the watermark is there but im too cheap to buy the membership to take it off!!