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Day one in Cali https://www.instagram.com/p/CpVoKP3v87v/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Checkin in (at Perry Heights, Ohio) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoQKBEnu5pm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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S**** sorry in general. Hope you get to where you need to be

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K***** miss u, sorry it didn’t work out and that I fufed up

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Just feeling drained. Coming out of a burnout I think but I can’t really tell. Just ready to be back home and get to work

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I’m in my bag don’t get it twisted but Omg I fucking hate myself. I think about my life and choices for 10 minutes and 🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

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Why I make the best shit when I’m the most hurt is beyond me

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This is a GIF version of my contribution to eclipsecore.org organized and curated by Rick Silva. 

To see the animated loop with sound go here: https://vimeo.com/230369024 

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Seems perfection really is someone obtainable. Wish you and yours well🖤

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If need be I’d trade my being

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https://youtu.be/ytPyvBPQlm4

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I wish I could fix it..

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I remember when I first found this song it blew my mind that something this good could’ve been made. I showed my mom not really thinking much of it and she turned to me and said “are you depressed? Does nothing matter to you?” And immediately I brushed it off and told her no, not really grasping the importance of song parts of the song, and only focusing the grand performance and sound. Thinking back on it I realize the importance of words and the feeling that can go behind a song. I have a different answer for her now

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Aside from working and being in my room. This is the only thing that I spend my time doing. This and the person it’s dedicated to mean a lot to me ❤️

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“It’s so hard to produce a smile these days”, if you see this, and you know who you are when I say this, I care for you deeply and wish nothing but the best for you. I just wish things were different...