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This is just Alucard and Trevor reflavored (I am not mad about it at all)

FUCK YEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHH

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yepppp. need them biblically.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Sure

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Thinking about Fenris and his sister and the “I would have given you everything”. Thinking about how Fenris watch Hawke with Bethany/Carver on their journeys together and finally had a concept of siblings to reflect upon. Thinking about how he learned he had a sister and was ready to give her everything he had as long as she chose him, despite having so little as an elf squatting in hightown, likely making coin via his sword because it’s his one skill.

Thinking about how he probably wanted nothing more than family after seeing Hawke with their own (even after seeing Hawke lose them), and his sister betrayed him for wealth. For status. Things Hawke worked their ass off to give to their family. Hawke becomes a criminal as a mercenary or smuggler to help their family/support them and Bethany/Carver are grateful for it, and rarely ask more of them. They love them, and all they need is Hawke at the end of the day because they’re family.

Thinking about how Fenris saw the first healthy concept of family in his life, felt hope over it, and then lost it. And refuses to bring it up again because his sister is just another betrayal in a long line. The only person Fenris can rely on is seemingly Hawke.

Thinking about how Hawke isn’t just a friend or a lover, but the closest thing to family Fenris will ever have. And if Hawke loses their family, Fenris becomes a part of theirs.

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What a day of unexpected splendor💕

(I finally finished my Veilguard stamp rally prize for Anime Expo woo!!)

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every time you make freezer food for dinner instead of buying takeout like you actually want you should earn two hundred dollars cash and a round of applause

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And I do think they should’ve brought Sandal back in Veilguard, because if he made the trick lyrium dagger, handed it over, and said “Enchantment!” I wouldn’t even bat an eye or consider it a deus ex machina moment. Like yeah of course he could make a perfect copy, and it would be so similar that it could trick Solas. It’s Sandal.

The plot hole would be that his copy would absolutely be capable of rending the Veil.

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Sharing space is nothing new. Sharing bathrooms is nothing new. The reactionary outrage is so manufactured.

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Edinburgh Pride, June 21st 2025

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that's a penis

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I saw this image and something came over me sorry

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hehe

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STRANGER THINGS S04E01 | Chapter One: The Hellfire Club

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some people will follow me and after one quick scroll through their blog i think “what am i possibly bringing to your table”

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i was looking up synonyms for tired and seeing these two next to each other gave me whiplash