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thinking david corenswet is hot is the most embarrassing reputation ruining annoying thing I could have done tbh like ohhh my god really? tall big muscles dark hair and blue eyes kind man is hot? god fucking really. are you fucking stupid I hate myself. oh you think superman is hot? fucking superman? groundbreaking type shit going on here oh my god he’s tall should we tell everyone he’s tall and his jaw is nice wow she thinks the attractive man is attractive. you and everyone else. is pizza your favorite food too. fuck you. everyone look at her she thinks SUPERMAN is hot boundaries are really being pushed over here should we get her a medal because she thinks Mr Smile is easy on the eyes. “hear me out” and it’s a fucking marching band. should we call people magazine. vanilla. I DISGUST myself. summer blockbuster. I should be killed

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*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inheritly selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

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it's august again, sticky and wet. i want to sit in front of a fan on high, ice cold can of aranciata pressed to my throat, hair pinned up off my neck. i want hot dry wind on my face, feel the heavy press of air. i want to swallow the endless horizon point until i blur out of existence. i want to shimmer in the heat like a mirage. i want to become a summer ghost and a summer scream and a summer thunderstorm. i want, i want, i want

it's august again, certain as the sun dripping gold. i want to dye my hair, paint my nails, get in my car and drive ten hours west to the coast. i want to slip into the ocean, feel the salt between my teeth. i want to stuff the sky into my mouth and choke on it. i want to be something awful. i want to be myself. i want to be old and new and borrowed and blue. i want, i want, i want

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Kimi no Na wa 君の名は (2016) — dir. Makoto Shinkai

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distressing things to say to your friends

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it's august again, certain as the sun dripping gold. i want to dye my hair, paint my nails, get in my car and drive ten hours west to the coast. i want to slip into the ocean, feel the salt between my teeth. i want to stuff the sky into my mouth and choke on it. i want to be something awful. i want to be myself. i want to be old and new and borrowed and blue. i want, i want, i want

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the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole

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Everything is so rushed. People in their twenties complaining about being old, sped up songs, sped up videos, too many things to do in such a short time. We have lost the art of lingering.

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sometimes someone will casually mention using chatgpt or some other generative ai thing and I can actually feel the little

above my head

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isabela what is wrong with you (affectionate)

"friend-fiction"

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Franz Kafka diary

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me absolutely fucking vibrating: there's gonna be a persona panel at animethon

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Cutey cutey romantic moment because I need the serotonin. And a hands insert shot because I apparently hate myself.

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*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

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I don't have strong feelings about Labubus, I think they're cute but I don't have any desire to collect them, but I do think the "discourse" around them is sooo strange. A lot of people point to them as the Tiktok fueled demise of all hope and the avatar of overconsumption and like . . .

Fads have existed forever. Cabbage Patch Kids, pogs, and, in 1634, tulip bulbs.

The modern avatar of overconsumption is clearly Funko Pops.

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my hot take is if leliana and morrigan were men they’d be the biggest ship in the fandom by now

like half the fandom already ignores lel as a character for the crime of woman but these two… they’re foils of each other they’re parallels they’ve known each other for decades they’re both represented with the same bird they are both manipulated by older women to be people they’re not and don’t even mention THE GODDAMN DRESS AT THE WINTER PALACE ??? leliana’s veneer of kindness and morrigan’s veneer of cruelty… and they both conceal so much complication and grey morality that overlaps perfectly. where lel chooses dark morri chooses light and vice versa. these two could simultaneously fix each other and make each other worse why are we not talking about this.

recurring characters since day one whose stories have been dancing around each other and intertwining all this time? if they were both mediocre straight white men yall would be FOAMING AT THE MOUTH be so serious

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Reblog to make the tummy not hurt of the person you reblogged from.