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“Even in my dreams, I run to you”

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пов:

ничего не пишу потому что постоянно жру в надежде на то что завтра перестану

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Зачем мне нужны люди ?если я прекрасно общаюсь сама с собой

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You know you're spending too much time on Tumblr when you're literally having dreams about th1nspo at night. Like my brain literally will not let me rest even when I'm sleeping 🥲

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I want to lose weight for me. But the look on their faces while they watch me wither away. Yet they won't have access to me because they already made their choices a long time ago.

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I wonder what is inside my brain that makes me eat so much..

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Trying not to cry when looking in the mirror is a real struggle

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My grandma used to say:

"If you want to be as beautiful as a hummingbird, you have to eat like one"

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у меня никогда не получалось смотря в зеркало сказать себе - я люблю тебя.

я пыталась, я просто не могу рот открыть что бы это сказать

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watching a movie with skinny girls with their ribs and collarbones sticking out made me lose my appetite for popcorn real fast

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sometimes i really feel like giving up and eating what i like- then i remember how happy i get when the numbers go down, how it feels to have my ribs sticking out, my collarbones, my stomach being flat. is the taste of food really worth it?

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tumblr is best app u just talk to urself and ppl go yep so true bestie

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+200 грамм 😳😭

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Maybe it's just 2am... but I haven't been happy with my art in so long. I feel like it's been years. I used to be so much better. I've lost so much and I don't know where it went.