He/They; I draw stuff sometimes. Mostly I just watch cartoons and play videogames and ramble about them. Ask to tag. (Be warned: I will occasionally reblog mildly NSFW shitposts.)
Anyways I'm like 90% sure I'm nearing the end of Elden Ring and I'm just outside of Malenia's boss room (who I learned isn't the final boss of the game in spite of how much she's talked about online???) but now I'm wondering if I should go ahead and kill her cause like
The upcoming DLC is Miquella-themed and may or may not incorporate parts of the cut ending with he and Malenia and killing her might get in the way of that so idk if I wanna wait until a second playthrough
otoh Dark Souls 2 was the only one with a new ending added after completing the DLC and you couldn't get it/the new boss fight if you were already near the end of the game so i probably have to anyways?
I've been feeling really stressed because of this scene.
This is my biggest fear. The idea that the people you think of as friends only barely tolerate you, and you're just too dense to pick up on it. And it would be my own fault for not being more socially aware.
I'm too conscious of the fact that I would *not* pick up on social cues like this. How many people talk about me like this when I'm not around? How many people would gladly be rid of me? The fear of this possibility consumes me. It regularly has me afraid to reach out to anyone. It causes me to isolate myself. I'm not sure more socially capable people could ever understand the horror of this. I can't get it off my mind.
They'll feel bad about this in a few years. Someone will take a photo of a National Guard pig brutalizing a student and get a Pulitzer for it. They'll make a nice little memorial commemorating it. The next EDI hire president will be sure to thank the brave students of Columbia for their radical action years ago before sending in more pigs to deal with whatever is happening on campus then. They'll golf clap as whatever NGO leech who wants to claim credit for the encampment movement gets their next grant. All will be well.
the gamergate 2 losers who propped up stellar blade as their vanguard against Woke because it has a big titty lady have now turned on the game because one of her many incredibly revealing outfits now covers up a couple extra inches of cleavage as compared to in the demo and this is censorship, somehow
somehow the poor cops who we were told are simply too understaffed and underpaid because of Woke to deal with 'rampant rising crime' have found the strength to beat the shit out of college students across the whole country for peacefully saying "divest from the country killing innocent palestinians in the tens of thousands"