The echoing refrains of anguish, adoration and love are dominant to the wonderful ballad âI am Robot hear me glitch.â Ciscandra verses of tenderness lost:
âI am crying⨠But Iâm smiling You can hear it When I sighâ¨If I gave youâ¨All these tears You would need A thousand years Just to trace out All the fearsâ¨Of what has gone Left me behind
Now â¨I am robot Hear me glitch Watch me tame My inner bitch I am robot Hear me glitch Watch me cure The human itch.â
Chrysalis the debut album by Nostalghia is the best record IROCKPHOTOS has heard this year.
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I have been alone for a long time
Handcuffing myself to my own crimes
Washed up on the shore with my bird call
Drown my thoughts, some have called my downfall
Down, Down, Down
I thought a while ago I was an alien
The doctors needled me, I was crazy then
Therapy and lucid dream, I loved you
I cracked open my shell, I thought Iâd feed you
Down, Down, Down
-Ciscandra Nostalghia.
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I found out last week that Oliver Sykes from Bring me the Horizon abused his wife and was cheating on her with multiple women AND had the audacity to talk about love after she cheated on him too but his achy brakey heart couldnât take it anymore so he had to leave her but he still loves her so *sob sob*
As a result, I cannot listen to his music anymore because he disgusts me as a human being and reminds me of manipulative shitbags that get away with shit like this.
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Ok so Iâm pretty irritated with everyone that feels bad for Oli Sykes, because why the fuck should you feel guilty for some pussy that hit the woman HE CLAIMS HEâS SO IN LOVE WITH. He cheated on her multiple times and already has a new girlfriend but heâs still in love with Hannah right đ
Y'all need to for real like sit and just analyze his post on Instagram because somehow y'all still canât see whatâs wrong with what he wrote. Itâs clearly all for sympathy.
He literally blamed âthe other manâ for everything. He never once admits to what he did. He constantly brings up the other man because he doesnât want any blame on himself, which is pretty fucking cowardly and shitty. If really loved Hannah heâd admit to his bullshit so she didnât have to keep dealing with the hate from his childish butt hurt fans.
Did y'all even notice how the only time he mentions himself itâs something positive, or how he âtried to help herâ which he wouldnât have to do if he didnât cause her mental stress in the first fucking place.
Did you consider that she wouldâve never cheated if it wasnât for Oli constantly cheating and treating her like shit, completely ruining her mental health?
Yeah she shouldnât have cheated but I mean, he had it coming lmao. And think about it this way, if the one you love makes you feel worthless then youâre likely to try to find validation from someone else. At least for her it wasnât because she was just trying to get off.
I donât even care about the situation honestly itâs not my business, but Iâm not gonna be quiet when thereâs people bashing her and sucking Oliâs dick, because Iâm pretty fucking tired of men getting away with bullshit like this, and women being criticized for nothing.
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I really used to look up to Oli like he was my inspiration and I wanted to be just like him but nowâŚI guess not like Im actually not surprised about him and Hannah, but he didnt have to call her out in a concert like everyone goes there to have a good time and not to get bad vibes, and acting all victim now? I mean, I dont like âvictim blamingâ someone, but Hannah did say he went to strip clubs and even tho she doesnt state he did have sex with any, cheating isnt only having sex with someone else but lets face it sometimes when you go to a strip club you might end up getting laid. Saying how Hannah got a lip job and he went âcrazyâ about it like the âoh so nice guy he isâ, umm so? She can do what she wants its her body not yours and she tried to change for him because clearly if you cheated she was âlackingâ something in your views, Hannah did a caption talking about how she was in an abusive relationship with Oli which I really really dont want to believe because Oli preaches so much about being nice and kind, but his ex Amanda Hendrick did post a video called: The Road To Recovery and its about her relationship with him (Im very glad shes okay now, shes so strong and brave and I admire her for that) and its pretty fucked up and Im fucking done with Him, and the fandom bringing hate to Hannah and Im out of the Fandom and Im very very! worried about Alissa Salls because lets face it shes what 19-20? Shes a fucking kid an legally adult but a kid! and shes starting to live and what Amanda went through and what Hannah went through shows hes abusive (btw abuse isnt only punches and bruises it can also be emotional and/or psychological) and I dont fucking want to look up to someone abusive so Im done with him and with everyone that is hating on Hannah calling her a whore and shit as if he didnt cheat as if he wasnt a fuckboy plus he states how much he âlovesâ Hannah but from personal knowledge you dont get over someone that quickly wether you loved them or not
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ok so i havenât been a part of the bmth fandom for couple of years (still listened to their music every now and again but not actively following their lives online and stuff). but today for some reason I checked up on oliver sykesâ instagram and he posted the stuff about hannah and how broken he was. all morning I was moping around and was SAD for his sake.
after uni I investigated some more and I found out the actual truth⌠Iâm so fucking disappointed. Oli has lost all of my respect. Iâve gone to see them twice, I have clothes from his company, CDâs, songs downloaded on spotify and itunes, etc. I want to refund it all (despite the fact I still appreciate the other members). Iâm so ashamed of him, I canât even.
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I really thought that,at nearly 30 years old, Oli had learned something. When he proposed to Hannah I was really happy because they had everything to be a happy and everlasting coupleâŚ
Yes, she fucked upâŚbut he also did and thatâs what seems to be missing in everyoneâs train of thought. He is no saint and itâs disgusting how he recurred to strippers and crap like that. Also, the abusive relationship they both had. Do not forget that in order to be abusive it doesnât need to be physical.
Hannah was a huge part of his recovery from addiction and this is what he gives back?! Iâd for sure be hurt as she seems to be.
Itâs really a shame that people are so quick to judge Hannah but forget what Oli did.
When Amanda and Oli broke up there was a lot of shit being said and it turns out the real reasons behind the breakup arenât too different from what happened with Hannah which leads me to believe that he will always have a fuckboy attitude which is sad. If he ever loved her as he claimed we will never know,but sadly he will never grow up.
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Why I choose to not listen to BMTH from this point on
I honestly can not listen to bring me the horizon anymore because of how much Oli has hurt Hannah throughout their relationship and marriage.  I do agree that Hannah shouldnât have cheated, but Oli has cheated multiple times with multiple strippers for no good reason.  Not to mention he has abused her mentally and physically and made her extremely insecure and depressed.  People who still defends Oli for his actions are out of their fucking minds.  Just know he has also cheated with the last girlfriend before Hannah, so he known for being unfaithful in the first place.  Tbh wouldnât be surprised if he ended up cheating on his new girlfriend⌠she really doesnât know what she is getting herself into.  I know that you should like a band for their music not their personal lives, but this is an exception and itâs impossible to listen to the voice from a man who has destroyed an individual to the point of wanting to harm themselves.  I feel absolutely disgusted.Â
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I donât tease, I usually just give my own opinion but Iâm fucking daring Oliver stans to come at me. I donât care if you like BMTH (honestly the whole band shouldnât be punished for these two peopleâs actions. Yes two. We see you, Mat. Talking shit.) but man I dare any of Oliverâs fans come at my account to defend him. I do realize that this whole story so far has been full of crazy ups and downs and new realizations but if you really think this man is the one with the reason please go ahead and re-think your ideals. Iâm biased to make posts because I never liked him neither bmthâs music but man, havenât she presented enough reasons? Havenât I? My point here isnât even to encourage you to go ahead and shit on his Instagram page (tho honestly I couldnât care less. throw him with the pigs, thatâs his place. tho pigs r cute back to the subject im sorry) but to make sure yall know what the hell are you standing before because itâll say a lot about you rather than just about him. I understand why heâd be upset about getting cheated on - people dont really like the taste of their own medicine but nothing justifies physical aggression. She cheated. She fucked up. She owned it and acknowledged her mistakes, but I know she could have the video proof and some of yall would still be swearing by Oliver. DEFEND HANNAH SNOWDON. DEFEND HANNAH PIXIE SNOWDON Just the way some of yall would defend pop punk. because the second he victmises himself again just like in that post, a bunch of people will turn their backs on her and find reasons to invalidate the aggression and no victim of whatever kind of abuse deserves to be told their pain is unreasonable.
EDIT: AMANDA COMMENTED ON THE POST.
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