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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š‚š€šŒš„š‘šŽš Ā š‹š˜šŽššš’ Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā  š“‡š’¾š“‹š“‰š‘”š’¾š“‡š“ā€Œ .
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ā€œwell, it’s kind of bullshit that struggling just comes with the territory.ā€ cameron sighed, crossing her arms over her chest. she raised an eyebrow then,Ā ā€œthe bread. i tried to fix the sink myself… it isn’t functioning properly, but it should stay until we get someone to look at it? hopefully.ā€Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  ohĀ  well ,Ā  youĀ  gottaĀ Ā dealĀ  withĀ  itĀ .Ā  Ā youĀ  hadĀ  noĀ  businessĀ  š™–š™™š™Ŗš™”š™©š™žš™£š™œ ,Ā  cam .Ā  Ā nowĀ  you'reĀ  inĀ  thisĀ  fuckedĀ  upĀ  system .Ā Ā āœ Ā  Ā  she'll Ā shrug ,Ā  lollipopĀ  poppingĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  mouthĀ  toĀ  beĀ  pointedĀ  atĀ  theĀ  otherĀ . Ā  Ā  ā›Ā  now ,Ā  that'sĀ  š˜®š˜ŗ Ā š˜Øš˜Ŗš˜³š˜­ .Ā  Ā ---------Ā  Ā shit ,Ā  &Ā  iĀ  missedĀ  theĀ  wholeĀ  show ?Ā  Ā i'mĀ  trulyĀ  hurtĀ  withĀ  theĀ  factĀ  iĀ  wasn'tĀ  invitedĀ  toĀ  experienceĀ  firstĀ  handĀ  sexyĀ  plumberĀ  cameronĀ  lyonnsĀ  fixingĀ  aĀ  kitchenĀ  sink ...Ā  Ā butĀ  hey ,Ā  realĀ  talkĀ  &Ā  shit ,Ā  you'reĀ  doingĀ  prettyĀ  š™›š™Ŗš™˜š™ š™žš™£š™œ Ā š™–š™¢š™–š™Æš™žš™£š™œĀ  allĀ  thingsĀ  considered ,Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  thatĀ  right ?Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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charlie - 3, 4, 29
š‘š€ššƒšŽšŒ Ā šš”š„š’š“šˆšŽšš’ Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā : Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā š’¶š’øš’øš‘’š“…š“‰š’¾š“ƒš‘” .
Ā  Ā  Ā 3.Ā  Ā isĀ  sheĀ  goodĀ  at Ā sports ?
sheĀ  neverĀ  reallyĀ  triedĀ  sports .Ā  Ā atĀ  theĀ  ageĀ  ofĀ  12 ,Ā  sheĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  joinĀ  theĀ  girlĀ  soccerĀ  teamĀ  atĀ  school ,Ā  butĀ  wasĀ  veto'dĀ  byĀ  herĀ  parents .Ā  Ā sheĀ  willĀ  playĀ  sportsĀ  onĀ  rareĀ  occasions ,Ā  butĀ  sheĀ  hasĀ  noĀ  particularĀ  skillĀ  forĀ  it .
Ā  Ā  4. Ā  doesĀ  sheĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  favoriteĀ  movieĀ ?
believeĀ  itĀ  orĀ  not ,Ā  she'sĀ  obsessedĀ  withĀ  romanticĀ  comedies .Ā  Ā 10 Ā things Ā i Ā hate Ā about Ā you , Ā 13 Ā going Ā on Ā 30 ,Ā Ā Ā clueless …  Ā youĀ  nameĀ  itĀ  &Ā  she'sĀ  seenĀ  it ,Ā  atĀ  leastĀ  fiveĀ  times .Ā  Ā butĀ  herĀ  allĀ  timeĀ  favoriteĀ  movieĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  10Ā  thingsĀ  iĀ  hateĀ  aboutĀ  you .Ā 
Ā  Ā 29. Ā  doesĀ  sheĀ  enjoyĀ  coffeeĀ  orĀ  tea ?Ā  Ā hotĀ  orĀ  icedĀ ?
sheĀ  hatesĀ  starbucksĀ  -Ā  tooĀ  fuckingĀ  š™®š™Ŗš™„š™„š™žš™©š™®Ā  forĀ  her ,Ā  butĀ  she'llĀ  drinkĀ  homemadeĀ  coffee .Ā  Ā blackĀ Ā &Ā  pipin'Ā  hot .Ā  Ā noĀ  teaĀ  forĀ  thisĀ  one .
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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random questions for character building (and fun)
go to karaoke song?
a song that describes them?
are they good at sports?
do they have a favorite movie?
three things in their fridge?
most three recently watched on netflix?
celebrity crush?
are they close to their family?
best thing in their life?
greatest regret?
biggest lie?
biggest flaw?
best accomplishment?
greatest fear(s)?
what is their vice? (wrath, greed, pride, lust, gluttony, sloth, envy)
what would their hogwarts house be?
did they graduate high school? if so did they attend college?
when was their first real relationship? how’d it go?
have they ever broken someones heart? has someone broken theirs?
have they ever been married? are they married?
do they have children? have they before?
do they want children?
opinion on pets? cats or dogs?
opinion on horror films?
do they have allergies?
do they have a certain aesthetic or style?
do they have tattoos or piercings?Ā 
do they have any distinctive features or marks?
do they enjoy coffee or tea? hot or iced?
are they religious or spiritual?Ā 
are they a morning person or night person?
if they could have any superpower what would it be?
who is their ride or die friend?
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charlie if you went to college what would you major in
š‡šŽšš„š’š“š˜ Ā šƒš€š˜ Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā : Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā š’¶š’øš’øš‘’š“…š“‰š’¾š“ƒš‘” .
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  iĀ  knowĀ  myĀ  parentsĀ  wouldĀ  š˜­š˜°š˜·š˜¦Ā  ifĀ  iĀ  didĀ  accountingĀ  orĀ  finance .Ā  Ā versatile Ā degree Ā & Ā stable Ā jobs , Ā theyĀ  say .Ā  Ā but ,Ā  ifĀ  iĀ  actuallyĀ  š™šš™£š™™š™šš™™ Ā š™Ŗš™„Ā  havingĀ  aĀ  sayĀ  onĀ  it ,Ā  i'dĀ  probablyĀ  majorĀ  inĀ  astronomy .Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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jonathan do you want a boy or girl
š‡šŽšš„š’š“š˜ Ā šƒš€š˜ Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā : Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā š’¶š’øš’øš‘’š“…š“‰š’¾š“ƒš‘” .
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  that'sĀ  š˜Æš˜°š˜µ š˜³š˜¦š˜¢š˜­š˜­š˜ŗĀ  somethingĀ  iĀ  canĀ  control ,Ā  &Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  howĀ  theĀ  sayingĀ  goes …  Ā iĀ  don'tĀ  careĀ  asĀ  longĀ  asĀ  it'sĀ  healthy .Ā  Ā don'tĀ  tellĀ Ā maitĆŖ ,Ā  butĀ  iĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  wantĀ  aĀ  boyĀ .Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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jace, do you want kids?
š‡šŽšš„š’š“š˜ Ā šƒš€š˜Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  :Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā š’¶š’øš’øš‘’š“…š“‰š’¾š“ƒš‘” .
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  yeah ,Ā  iĀ  do .Ā  Ā theĀ  planĀ  wasĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  boyĀ  &Ā  aĀ  girlĀ  atĀ  someĀ  pointĀ  š™”š™–š™©š™šš™§Ā  inĀ  life ,Ā  earlyĀ  30sĀ  orĀ  so .Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š™š”š‹š„šŒš€ Ā š•š€š’šš”š„š™ Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā  š‘œš’»š“‰š“‡š’¶š’¾š“ƒš“Œš“‡š‘’š’øš“€š“ˆā€Œ .
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ā€œyou know, most people my age are out partying, traveling and having fun before starting college. meanwhile, i just started another show on hbo, so you can see where my priorities are at.ā€Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā› Ā you'reĀ  theĀ  š˜¦š˜±š˜Ŗš˜µš˜°š˜®š˜¦Ā  ofĀ  whatĀ  myĀ  parentsĀ  wantĀ  forĀ  aĀ  daughter , Ā āœ Ā  Ā  she Ā will Ā say ,Ā  restingĀ  herĀ  headĀ  onĀ  theĀ  girl'sĀ  shoulder .Ā  Ā herĀ  wordsĀ  areĀ  moreĀ  aĀ  realizationĀ  voicedĀ  outĀ  loudĀ  thanĀ  aĀ  replyĀ  really ,Ā  soĀ  sheĀ  continues ,Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  hboĀ  show ,Ā  aĀ  priority ?Ā  Ā ---------Ā  Ā weĀ  can'tĀ  haveĀ  that ,Ā  now ,Ā  canĀ  we ?Ā  Ā š™œš™šš™© Ā š™®š™¤š™Ŗš™§ Ā š™–š™Øš™Ø Ā š™Ŗš™„ ,Ā  z .Ā  Ā i'mĀ  takingĀ  youĀ  outĀ  &Ā  you'reĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  fun .Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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*Ā  Ā  Ā INTROSĀ  AREĀ  LINKED Ā BELOW . *Ā  Ā  Ā ANY Ā QUESTIONS Ā ARE Ā ACCEPTED ,Ā  GOĀ  WILD .
š£šØš§ššš­š”ššš§ Ā šššš¤š¢š§š¬ Ā & Ā šœš”ššš«š„š¢šž Ā š¦ššš§š§ !
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š’š“š€š‘š“š„š‘ š‚š€š‹š‹Ā  Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā  Ā ifĀ  anyoneĀ  wantsĀ  aĀ  personalizedĀ  starterĀ  fromĀ  š£šØš§ššš­š”ššš§ Ā šššš¤š¢š§š¬ Ā & / orĀ  šœš”ššš«š„š¢šž Ā š¦ššš§š§Ā  (Ā youĀ  canĀ  checkĀ  theirĀ  introsĀ  rightĀ  here ) ,Ā  pleaseĀ  leaveĀ  aĀ Ā š™§š™šš™„š™”š™®Ā Ā toĀ  thisĀ  withĀ  whoĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  oneĀ  fromĀ Ā &Ā  whichĀ  ofĀ  yourĀ  charactersĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  itĀ  for ,Ā  &Ā  i Ā willĀ  write Ā you Ā a Ā somethin'-somethin'Ā .
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š‚š€šŒš„š‘šŽš Ā š‹š˜šŽššš’ Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā  š“‡š’¾š“‹š“‰š‘”š’¾š“‡š“ā€Œ .
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ā€œi should be used to like… doingĀ ā€˜adult’ things, but i still don’t know how anyone gets their weekly grocery shopping trip under a hundred bucks.ā€ cameron shook her head, huffing,Ā ā€œeverything is so expensive! i shouldn’t have to choose between buying vegetables and a loaf of bread or paying to fix the kitchen sink, ya know?ā€Ā 
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā› Ā noĀ  shit ,Ā Ā āœ Ā  Ā  sheĀ  willĀ  pause ,Ā  bagĀ  ofĀ  hotĀ  cheetosĀ  underĀ  anĀ  armĀ  &Ā  lollipopĀ  visibleĀ  onĀ  theĀ  sideĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  cheekĀ .Ā  Ā  Ā ā› Ā ifĀ  you'reĀ  notĀ  struggling ,Ā  you'reĀ  notĀ  anĀ  adultĀ  -Ā  that'sĀ  howĀ  iĀ  seeĀ  it .Ā  Ā --------- Ā Ā so ,Ā  whatĀ  didĀ  youĀ  chooseĀ ?Ā Ā āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š‘šŽšš€š Ā š•š€š’šš”š„š™ Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā  š“‡š‘œš“ƒš’¶š“ƒš“š“‹š’¶š“š“†š“Šš‘’š“ā€Œš“ƒ .
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ā€˜ā€˜ā€“Damn, y’beat me. We can goĀ ā€˜nother round if you’d like?ā€™ā€˜
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Ā ā›Ā  jesusĀ ,Ā Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā theĀ  word'llĀ  beĀ  exhaledĀ  throughĀ  aĀ  sighĀ  asĀ  fingersĀ  fixĀ  theĀ  messyĀ  ponytailĀ  herĀ  hairĀ  isĀ  pulledĀ  in . Ā  Ā  ā›Ā  yeah ,Ā  no .Ā  Ā i'mĀ  good ,Ā  no .Ā  Ā prettyĀ  š˜§š˜¶š˜¤š˜¬š˜Ŗš˜Æš˜ØĀ  sureĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  mostĀ  exerciseĀ  i'veĀ  doneĀ  inĀ  yearsĀ .Ā Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā thatĀ  ifĀ  standingĀ  stillĀ  &Ā  throwingĀ  aĀ  ballĀ  canĀ  beĀ  consideredĀ  exercise .
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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* Ā  Ā  š‘šŽšš€š Ā š•š€š’šš”š„š™ Ā  Ā  : Ā  Ā  š“‡š‘œš“ƒš’¶š“ƒš“š“‹š’¶š“š“†š“Šš‘’š“ā€Œš“ƒĀ .
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ā€˜ā€˜ā€“Damn, y’beat me. We can goĀ ā€˜nother round if you’d like?ā€™ā€˜
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  he'llĀ  crossĀ  hisĀ  arms ,Ā  headĀ  tiltingĀ  atĀ  theĀ  question .Ā  Ā  Ā ā›Ā  youĀ Ā š™¬š™–š™£š™©Ā  anotherĀ  beatdown ?Ā Ā āœĀ  Ā  Ā perhapsĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  perplexed ,Ā  heĀ  can'tĀ  helpĀ  theĀ  inevitableĀ  eyeĀ  roll .Ā  Ā  Ā ā› Ā like ,Ā  doĀ  youĀ  notĀ  rememberĀ  whenĀ  youĀ  gotĀ  yourĀ  assĀ  handedĀ  toĀ  youĀ  š˜§š˜Ŗš˜·š˜¦ Ā š˜“š˜¦š˜¤š˜°š˜Æš˜„š˜“ Ā š˜¢š˜Øš˜° ?Ā  Ā what'sĀ  wrongĀ  withĀ  you ,Ā  vasquez ?Ā  āœ
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savedurlforliv Ā· 6 years ago
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š“Œš’¶š“ˆš“ˆš“Šš“… Ā š“š‘œš“ˆš‘’š“‡š“ˆ !Ā  Ā itĀ  isĀ  i ,Ā  š«š®šž ,Ā  bringingĀ  toĀ  youĀ  myĀ  twoĀ  idiots :Ā  Ā š£šØš§ššš­š”ššš§ Ā šššš¤š¢š§š¬ Ā & Ā šœš”ššš«š„šØš­š­šž Ā š¦ššš§š§ .Ā  Ā theirĀ  introsĀ  areĀ  underĀ  theĀ  cut ,Ā  soĀ  checkĀ  'emĀ  out !Ā  Ā oh ,Ā  &Ā  ifĀ  you'reĀ  downĀ  toĀ  chatĀ  orĀ  doĀ  someĀ  plottingĀ  thatĀ  willĀ  completelyĀ  ruinĀ  meĀ  &Ā  makeĀ  meĀ  cry ,Ā  don'tĀ  hesitateĀ  toĀ  hitĀ  meĀ  theĀ  fuckĀ  up !Ā  Ā myĀ  imsĀ  &Ā  discordĀ  ( watch euphoria on hbo#3011 )Ā  areĀ  openĀ  anytime !
šŒš„š„š“ Ā š‰šŽšš€š“š‡š€š Ā š€šƒšŠšˆšš’ .
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( jacobĀ  elordi .Ā  Ā cismale .Ā  Ā he/him .Ā )Ā  Ā  Ā iĀ  thinkĀ  iĀ  seeĀ Ā jonathanĀ  adkinsĀ  overĀ  onĀ  thatĀ  streetĀ  corner !Ā  Ā theĀ Ā twenty-twoĀ  yearĀ  oldĀ  isĀ  aĀ Ā photographer.Ā  Ā i’veĀ  alsoĀ  heardĀ  thatĀ  heĀ  isĀ  aĀ Ā virgoĀ  -Ā  thatĀ  mightĀ  beĀ  whatĀ  makesĀ  himĀ  soĀ Ā optimisticĀ  &Ā Ā spontaneous,Ā  butĀ  alsoĀ Ā criticalĀ Ā &Ā Ā meticulousĀ !Ā  Ā iĀ  wonderĀ  whatĀ  sortĀ  ofĀ  secretsĀ  hisĀ  familyĀ  isĀ  keeping…  Ā  Ā ( artistĀ  +Ā  #4 )
* Ā š¬š¦ššš„š„ Ā š›šššœš¤š š«šØš®š§š .
heĀ  hailsĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  sweetĀ  cornfields Ā of Ā ohio .Ā  Ā 
heĀ  wasĀ  bornĀ  toĀ  loving ,Ā  practicalĀ  parentsĀ  jamesĀ  &Ā  lilyĀ  adkins .
heĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  youngerĀ  sister ,Ā  jenniferĀ  "jenny"Ā  adkinsĀ .Ā  Ā ( wantedĀ  connection ! ) .
fromĀ  aĀ  youngĀ  age ,Ā  heĀ  wasĀ  obsessedĀ  withĀ  picturesĀ  -Ā  capturingĀ  momentsĀ  &Ā  creatingĀ  eternal ,Ā  tangibleĀ  memories .
heĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  alwaysĀ  hadĀ  hisĀ  lifeĀ  plannedĀ  outĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  headĀ :Ā  Ā heĀ  wouldĀ  finishĀ  highĀ  schoolĀ  inĀ  ohioĀ ,Ā  getĀ  intoĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  universityĀ  toĀ  majorĀ  inĀ  photographyĀ ,Ā  moveĀ  toĀ  aĀ  bigĀ  cityĀ  whereĀ  heĀ  wouldĀ  findĀ  differentĀ  scenariosĀ  &Ā  newĀ  inspirationĀ ,Ā  workĀ  withĀ  whatĀ  heĀ  loves ,Ā  meetĀ  theĀ  loveĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  lifeĀ Ā  &Ā  liveĀ  hisĀ  happilyĀ  everĀ  after .
hisĀ  parentsĀ  humouredĀ  hisĀ  dreams ,Ā  boughtĀ  cheapĀ  camerasĀ  &Ā  filmĀ  forĀ  himĀ  toĀ  playĀ  with ,Ā  encouragedĀ  himĀ  toĀ  applyĀ  forĀ  differentĀ  universitiesĀ  acrossĀ  theĀ  unitedĀ  statesĀ  &Ā  evenĀ  droveĀ  himĀ  toĀ  aĀ  coupleĀ  interviews ,Ā  butĀ  expectedĀ  thatĀ  wouldĀ  neverĀ  reallyĀ  happen .
orĀ  soĀ  theyĀ  thought .
* Ā š©š«šžš¬šžš§š­ Ā šššš² .
heĀ  wasĀ  acceptedĀ  inĀ  columbiaĀ  universityĀ Ā &Ā  later ,Ā  accepted Ā in Ā school Ā of Ā visual Ā arts , Ā attending Ā workshops Ā & Ā bootcamp , Ā being Ā in Ā direct Ā contact Ā with Ā an Ā array Ā of Ā international Ā image-makers .
his Ā instructor Ā guided Ā him Ā on Ā building Ā his Ā very Ā first Ā portfolio , Ā one Ā that Ā landed Ā him Ā aĀ  photoshootĀ  forĀ  aĀ  magazineĀ  withĀ  aĀ  famousĀ  actressĀ  &Ā  kick-startedĀ  hisĀ  career .
heĀ  graduated ,Ā  movedĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  campusĀ  &Ā  intoĀ  aĀ  houseĀ  withĀ  fourĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  favoriteĀ  peopleĀ  soĀ  theĀ  constantĀ  messĀ  isn'tĀ  allĀ Ā thatĀ  bad .
he ,Ā  currently ,Ā  freelances .Ā  Ā magazines ,Ā  newspapers ,Ā  instagramĀ  Ā models ,Ā  youĀ  nameĀ  it .Ā  itĀ  paysĀ  theĀ  bills .Ā Ā 
though ,Ā  really ,Ā  hisĀ  passionĀ  liesĀ  inĀ  playingĀ  withĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  cameraĀ  &Ā  differentĀ  typesĀ  ofĀ  film ,Ā  capturingĀ  landscapes ,Ā  people ,Ā  moments .Ā  Ā havingĀ  aĀ  flexibleĀ  agendaĀ  withĀ  freelanceĀ  allowsĀ  himĀ  toĀ  doĀ  justĀ  that .Ā 
* Ā š©šžš«š¬šØš§ššš„š¢š­š²Ā  / Ā š”šžššššœššš§šØš§š¬ .
heĀ  isĀ  theĀ  humanĀ  embodimentĀ  ofĀ  sunshineĀ  &Ā Ā aĀ  goldenĀ  retriever .
alsoĀ  hasĀ  theĀ  energyĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  goldenĀ  retriever .
&Ā  isĀ  completelyĀ  goalĀ  oriented .
heĀ  setsĀ  hisĀ  mindĀ  toĀ  somethingĀ  &Ā  it'sĀ  hisĀ  noĀ  matterĀ  what .
heĀ  isĀ  veryĀ  stubbornĀ  &Ā  hasĀ  aĀ  hardĀ  timeĀ  givingĀ  upĀ  onĀ  thingsĀ  heĀ  dedicatesĀ  himselfĀ  to .
heĀ  isĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  controlĀ  freak .
havingĀ  aĀ  childĀ  atĀ  theĀ  ageĀ  ofĀ  22Ā  whileĀ  sharingĀ  anĀ  apartmentĀ  withĀ  fourĀ  otherĀ  peopleĀ  wasn'tĀ  inĀ  theĀ  lifeĀ  heĀ  plannedĀ  outĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  head ,Ā  &Ā  whileĀ  it'sĀ  aĀ  happyĀ  surprise ,Ā  he'sĀ  completely ,Ā  utterlyĀ  lost .
so ,Ā  expectĀ  aĀ  fewĀ  freakĀ  out'sĀ  comingĀ  fromĀ  him .
overall ,Ā  decentĀ  kiddo .Ā  Ā 10/10Ā  boy .Ā  Ā deservesĀ  allĀ  theĀ  loveĀ  inĀ  theĀ  world .
please , Ā for Ā the Ā love Ā of Ā god , Ā someone Ā teach Ā him Ā text Ā slang Ā & Ā how Ā to Ā use Ā emojis .
šŒš„š„š“ Ā š‚š‡š€š‘š‹šŽš“š“š„ Ā "š‚š‡š€š‘š‹šˆš„" Ā šŒš€šš .
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( zendayaĀ  coleman . Ā  cisfemale . Ā  she/her . ) Ā  Ā  i Ā think Ā i Ā see Ā charlotteĀ  "charlie"Ā  mann Ā over Ā on Ā that Ā street Ā corner ! Ā  the Ā eighteen Ā year Ā old Ā is Ā aĀ Ā highĀ  schoolĀ  senior. Ā  i’ve Ā also Ā heard Ā thatĀ  she Ā is Ā a Ā gemini Ā - Ā that Ā might Ā be Ā what Ā makes Ā herĀ  so Ā sharp-tonguedĀ Ā & Ā independent, Ā but Ā also Ā rebellious Ā & Ā abrasiveĀ ! Ā  i Ā wonder Ā what Ā sort Ā of Ā secrets Ā herĀ  family Ā is Ā keeping… Ā  Ā  ( mannĀ  + Ā #4Ā )
tw :Ā  drugĀ  mention .
* Ā š¬š¦ššš„š„ Ā š›šššœš¤š š«šØš®š§š .
sheĀ  wasĀ  bornĀ  &Ā  raisedĀ  inĀ  newĀ  yorkĀ  city .
sheĀ  isĀ  theĀ  youngestĀ  ofĀ  threeĀ  &Ā  becameĀ  quiteĀ  theĀ  tomboyĀ  inĀ  everythingĀ  sheĀ  did ,Ā  evenĀ  thoughĀ  herĀ  motherĀ  triedĀ  toĀ  imposeĀ  femininityĀ  inĀ  herĀ  lifeĀ  -Ā  fromĀ  girlyĀ  dressesĀ  toĀ  expensiveĀ  barbies ,Ā  sheĀ  neverĀ  caredĀ  forĀ  thatĀ .Ā  Ā ( alsoĀ  theĀ  reasonĀ  asĀ  toĀ  whyĀ  sheĀ  goesĀ  byĀ  charlieĀ  nowĀ .Ā  Ā charlotteĀ  wasĀ  farĀ  tooĀ  seriousĀ Ā &Ā  presumptuous ,Ā  soundedĀ  likeĀ  itĀ  cameĀ  straightĀ  fromĀ  aĀ  gossipĀ  girlĀ  characterĀ . )
sheĀ  learntĀ  thatĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  supposedĀ  toĀ  setĀ  exampleĀ  forĀ  allĀ  theĀ  kidsĀ  inĀ  theĀ  playgroundĀ  &Ā  kindergartenĀ  -Ā  sheĀ  neverĀ  reallyĀ  understoodĀ  why ,Ā  butĀ  thenĀ  sheĀ  usedĀ  toĀ  do ,Ā  sayĀ  &Ā  actĀ  theĀ  wayĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  toldĀ  herĀ  to ,Ā  neverĀ  questioningĀ .
theĀ  pressureĀ  toĀ  beĀ  perfectĀ  wouldĀ  breakĀ  herĀ  anyĀ  secondĀ .
&Ā  itĀ  did ,Ā  atĀ  theĀ  ageĀ  ofĀ  fifteen ,Ā  toĀ  beĀ  exact .Ā  Ā accompaniedĀ  byĀ  aĀ  panicĀ  attackĀ  &Ā  aĀ  bikeĀ  fallĀ  thatĀ  scrapedĀ  bothĀ  kneesĀ  andĀ  toreĀ  herĀ  pinkĀ  dressĀ  offĀ  theĀ  shoulder .
sheĀ  criedĀ  forĀ  fiveĀ  hours ,Ā  sleptĀ  forĀ  twoĀ  daysĀ  straightĀ Ā &Ā  didn'tĀ  leaveĀ  herĀ  bedroomĀ  forĀ  aĀ  week .
sheĀ  couldn'tĀ  beĀ  theirĀ  perfectĀ  daughterĀ  anyĀ  longerĀ ;Ā  Ā noĀ  moreĀ  fakeĀ  smiles ,Ā  pinkĀ  dressesĀ  &Ā  handĀ  pickedĀ  boysĀ  toĀ  date .Ā Ā 
* Ā š©š«šžš¬šžš§š­ Ā šššš² .
high Ā school Ā is Ā a Ā mix Ā of Ā ups Ā and Ā downs ,Ā  Ā mostlyĀ  downs .
theĀ  pressureĀ  comingĀ  fromĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  didn'tĀ  waveĀ  uponĀ  herĀ  rebelling ,Ā  hellĀ  -Ā  itĀ  onlyĀ  gotĀ  worse .Ā 
sheĀ  fellĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  wrongĀ  crowdĀ  afterĀ  herĀ  breakdown ,Ā  startedĀ  toĀ  drinkĀ Ā &Ā  usingĀ  drugsĀ  toĀ  keepĀ  herĀ  anxietyĀ  atĀ  minimumĀ  ( orĀ  atĀ  least ,Ā  toĀ  forgetĀ  aboutĀ  whatĀ  triggeredĀ  it ) ,Ā  &Ā  withĀ  that ,Ā  herĀ  gradesĀ  tookĀ  aĀ  hugeĀ  dive ,Ā  goingĀ  fromĀ  straightĀ  a'sĀ  toĀ  barelyĀ  graduating .
sheĀ  knowsĀ  herĀ  parentsĀ  expectĀ  nothingĀ  lessĀ  thanĀ  excellencyĀ  fromĀ  her ,Ā  knowsĀ  theĀ  dreamsĀ  theyĀ  haveĀ  forĀ  her ,Ā  &Ā  knowsĀ  thatĀ  herĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  aĀ  universityĀ  andĀ  gettingĀ  aĀ  degreeĀ  isĀ  unquestionableĀ  toĀ  them ,Ā  butĀ  sheĀ  isĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  dodgeĀ  theirĀ  plansĀ  forĀ  herĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  can .
sheĀ  wantsĀ  toĀ  ownĀ  herĀ  life ,Ā  notĀ  beĀ  aĀ  mereĀ  spectator .Ā Ā Ā 
* Ā š©šžš«š¬šØš§ššš„š¢š­š² Ā / Ā š”šžššššœššš§šØš§š¬ .
nowadays ,Ā  she Ā acts Ā on Ā impulse Ā rather Ā than Ā logic . Ā  of Ā course , Ā living Ā in Ā the Ā moment Ā often Ā has Ā its Ā repercussions , Ā but Ā she Ā can't Ā reign Ā in Ā her Ā impulsiveness .
she Ā always Ā struggled Ā with Ā forging Ā deep Ā & Ā meaningful Ā connections Ā with Ā others Ā - Ā she Ā never Ā really Ā learned Ā how Ā toĀ . Ā  she Ā sucks Ā at Ā maintaining Ā friendships Ā & Ā more Ā intimate Ā bonds Ā with Ā others .
sheĀ  hasn'tĀ  hadĀ  manyĀ  realĀ  /Ā  seriousĀ  relationshipsĀ  &Ā  kindĀ  ofĀ  likesĀ  girls ,Ā  willĀ  hookĀ  upĀ  withĀ  boysĀ  onĀ  occasionĀ .
sheĀ  hasĀ  beenĀ  goingĀ  throughĀ  aĀ  self-destructiveĀ  modeĀ  everĀ  sinceĀ  herĀ  breakdownĀ .Ā  Ā catchĀ  herĀ  sneakingĀ  throughĀ  herĀ  bedroomĀ  windowĀ  inĀ  theĀ  earlyĀ  hoursĀ  drunkĀ  asĀ  hell ,Ā  destroyingĀ  herĀ  ownĀ  bodyĀ  withĀ  drugsĀ  thatĀ  makesĀ  herĀ  temporarilyĀ  happy ,Ā  ruiningĀ  anyĀ  relationshipsĀ  sheĀ  hasĀ  everĀ  comeĀ  closeĀ  toĀ  having ,Ā  skippingĀ  testsĀ  &Ā  missingĀ  familyĀ  dinnersĀ .
sheĀ  isĀ  kindĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  messĀ  rightĀ  now .
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