savinook

[savinook]

In my grave lies my dream,

never lived still died.

[savinook]

I'm a paradox. I want to be happy, but i think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious. I don't like myself, but i also love who i am. I say i don't care, but i really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If i can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else can.

[savinook]

When John Green said "I've always liked quiet people; you never know if they're dancing in a daydream or if they're carrying the weight of the world."

[savinook]

" There were no sex classes. No friendship classes. No classes on how to navigate a bureaucracy, build an organization, raise money, create a database, buy a house, love a child, spot a scam, talk someone out of suicide, or figure out what was important to me. Not knowing how to do these things is what messes people up in life, not whether they know algebra or can analyze literature."

- William Upski Wimsatt

[savinook]

And she told the moon, every fragile bit of emotions her heart held.

[savinook]

I am as the poets say, a disaster.