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Nobody should have the audacity to make someone feel like they’re not worthy to talk to.

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“People fall in and out of love all the time, don’t they? I wonder how they manage it.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Love of the Last Tycoon (via books-n-quotes)

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Pokémon Detective Pikachu (2019), dir. Rob Letterman.

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“It starts small. As everything in life does. You go to the candy shop and ask for your favorite treat with excitement in your voice. But. They just sold the last one two minutes ago. Or maybe you see the toy you’ve been wanting for so long in the store marked half off. But. Your parents still don’t have the money. You deal with disappointment from the very beginning of life. From five to fifty. But as time goes on disappointment changes. When the candy shop doesn’t have your favorite treat you go to the next one. And toys have become a thing of the past for you. Your disappointment is much more heart wrenching. Much more breath taking. You dated him for a year and two months. You thought maybe, just maybe, he really was different. You asked him to tell you. To tell you if he was bored with you or he wanted someone else because you just couldn’t take another heart break. But. He didn’t. Her name was Sam. And they worked together. Your heart is heavy in your chest and one word keeps coming to your tongue. Disappointment. But you move on. You grow up some more. You find someone who will be there for you. But you still deal with disappointment. Now you want a son. A tiny soul that you’ve made yourself. You’ve done everything your doctor says, tried all the old wise saying, read into every superstition. But. You’re empty. And you always will be. It will never leave you. It accompanies every heartbreak, every gut wrenching sob, every break down. It’s inescapable. It’s disappointment. But. Here’s a secret, disappointment will fade just as all sadness and happiness does. You’ll find different candy shops, ways to get money, new boys, adoption. You’ll make it through every disappointment a little bit wiser and stronger. Disappointment and life go hand in hand. But So do happiness and life.”

— waytoglam2giveadamn

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Me irl

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“I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done and wake up to your face against the morning sun…”

— Adele, Hiding My Heart Away (via music-and-quotes)

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“As crazy as it may sound, it will only take a fraction of a split second for me to look at you just to fall in love with you all over again, without ever getting up.”

— Lukas W. // Never getting up

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A kind stranger asked me today how to stop loving someone. And I said “I don’t think I’ve ever really stopped loving anyone and that’s the complexity of love. I think I can let go of someone and turn that love into a fossilised version of itself in memory. But trying to repress it never worked for me. So instead, I gently placed it behind glass in the museum in my head. I only access it now when I am strong enough to remember that love without the intensity of the pain and hurt it caused.”

Nikita Gill, Extracts from Life

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Things you taught me:

1. How to love things (people) even when they are broken.

2. How to break yourself by doing #1

Chrissy Vistiaire

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Quote by J.E.W. (@shipswithsails)

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Nobody should have the audacity to make someone feel like they’re not worthy to talk to.

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“There has to be a moment at the beginning when you wonder whether you’re in love with the person or in love with the feeling of love itself.”

— David Levithan

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“If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: in love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are.”

— Kristin Hannah, The Nightingale (via books-n-quotes)

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“I used to think you’d struck a chord in me that no one else ever could. But then I got this feeling that if someone new happened along, you’d just be old news and I would be ok without you. I know how unremarkable that must make you sound but I promise, thirty years from now you’ll still be another what-if running circles around my head and my heart. The forgotten are the ones stuck in having to remember. I’m always the one you forget, even when I start out seeming like the one you never could, no matter how hard you tried.”

— a curse, all mine

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“Christ did not die just for our justification. He died for our sanctification. He did not die just to remove the guilt of sin, but the power of sin as well.”

— John Piper, How Do I Live Like a Son Rather Than a Slave?