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i tell myself that i could do commissions one day , yet anytime i draw fanart for friends i end up sobbing and wailing on the floor because i feel like im fucking up their ocs

then if i probably had someone pay me to draw their oc i think id somehow manage to freak out even more with it

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the urge to participate in more fandom activities but for some reason i feel shame in anything i make or write and worry to post it even though, what like 5 people are gonna see it and scroll past

i wanna write fanfics so bad

i wanna do hcs

i wanna do sooo much

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first ever time trying out a gradient map for art

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im trying many new things right neow ...

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i think its just best for me to have 2 art styles

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i feel so dumb

i have been looking around trying binders for a whole good year now but i always feel so stupid because the first two i got, were absolutely terrible sensory wise or too tight

and the one time i did size up turns out is too big now, at least i know the texture is perfect for me though... had to rebuy one in the actual size for myself

but i feel so stupid because i've wasted like a lot of money on these things, i might reuse them for something else so at least that, but god i feel overbearing guilt when i don't just get the right stuff off the bat

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omniously lurking in the date everything server because i don't know how to talk to people

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bites you bites you bites you

*sprays you with a water bottle*

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I'm gonna push into the vents

explodes violently

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tim-posting ghgh... i keep fucking up the cogs and anatomy so bad but its ok shh, i just wanted to draw him

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i've always been weak for a himbo

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whatever go my hecturtle

im still not sure how ill draw so im just doing whatever at the moment

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Haii to whoever sees this

I won't be posting ranfnrnrnen art anymore

Rei is dead

I will now just post whatever !!!!!

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pop pop poppity pop

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New username

-formerly howdie64

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one day i wanna participate in art fight