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most of them are weeds - Submitted by mishmash-webster

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trump admin is encouraging federal workers to proselytize their religion in the workplace.

we need him more than ever before

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“Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” - Luke 23:34

sooo… jesus art got me to 10k on twitter😳, here is some more art, i can’t draw wolves, or clothes, or anything really

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photo study + pigeon witch

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bed creature 

he arrives when you need a break

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i actually came across a lot of Strange posts today so here's your reminder that most pwNPD & pwASPD are not always completely uncaring, devoid of all emotions, and lacking in action like people would have you believe. yes, i've done bad things and hurt people. i can count on one hand the amount of people i truly care for. i can't experience empathy. but i also physically saved a life before i was 16. i'm going into the psych field because i want there to be more resources for people with personality disorders. i married the love of my life and we're going to have a family

we're people too

take that as you will

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~ my introduction ~

hi!! my name is erykah kathleen, also erykah kate if you want .. and i am creating this blog in order to document my thoughts , working on improvement , and just sharing things about myself . i have been somewhat hesitant to be on social media as it has led to a lot of traumatic experiences , but im starting this blog to express myself as truthfully as i can!

~ things about myself ~

i’m 17 years old (08’) as of now , born on june 26th

some of my passions include:

♡ drawing, traditionally and digitally

♡ journaling // writing // character creation

♡ i am not a video game person, HOWEVER ! i have racked up 1000 hours on the sims 4 over the years, it’s one of my interests :] some of my other interests include spirituality, studying crystals and the various types of crystals , i have a satchel full of crystals ! astrology , ( i’m a cancer sun , aries moon , leo rising ! ) gemini merc too . i create characters based off of things i like , badly obsessed with fictional scenarios i create in my head T_T some of the song artists i like include : sufjan stevens , chris garneau , nicole dollanganger ( i started listening to her way too soon ) alex g , mitski , lorde .. among others

♡ i love baby pink , vintage aesthetics , abercrombie & fitch , soft, fuzzy LITERALLY ANYTHING i have over 4 fuzzy blankets on my bed.. my favorite food is like.. not even considered a genuine food so i don’t know what to call it, it’s something my mom has cooked for me ever since i was little.. it’s really good! it’s like a pasta / casserole pretty much . i am a dog person .. sorry cats </3

~ about my struggles ~

♡ i struggle with various things in my life that i am trying to overcome, both physically and psychologically . i try not to dwell on the diagnosis or act , like it defines who i am as a person , but the difficulties are real and very present and affect my daily functioning .

♡ i am chronically ill // physically disabled legally recognized as disabled . i battle with an eating disorder (A/N) , ASPD (inherited from my father , runs through his male lineage, primary psychopathy . ) which means i have limited capacity for caring about other people , but it’s less severe in me then it is in the male lineage in my family . I have comorbid BPD/NPD and struggle with severe ADHD , i am prescribed adderall by my psychiatrist and my dose ranges from about 60-90 mg per day . i have severe agoraphobia for which i am prescribed xanax up to 4 times daily as needed , which i usually don’t take unless im experiencing a severe rage episode (usually spurred on by my PDs) C-PTSD from childhood trauma and neglect, growing up as an only child and not taken care of adequately , multiple incidents of and early exposure to things i don’t want to get into that happened also contributed to this .

♡ physically, i have a few issues , not debilitating but it still impacts my daily life and ability to take care of myself . i have pectus (sternum indent) / rib flare which causes compression towards my heart/lungs and makes it difficult for me to breathe adequately, i physically cannot exercise or lift anything heavier than a 12 count box of soda , i was once diagnosed with orthostatic hypotension , but that may have been due to my deformity rather than anything that was wrong with my heart . I have a visual impairment in my left eye due to untreated lazy eye and strabismus/astigmatism , i am legally blind in that eye and cannot read text further than 6 inches from my face (when i am not using contacts or glasses) , i have chronic colitis ( have had episodes my whole life ) / paralytic colon due to the combination of antipsychotics i was on, all together these things make life difficult for me, but im not going to let that weigh myself down .

! MOST IMPORTANT !

♡ i am a christian, spiritual medium . i am a very spiritual person who believes in the power to heal others and send spirits to healing , and if anybody else deals with the same things i deal with i would be glad to connect with you. ♡

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Kids on the internet now a days are literally wild.. like when I was 12 and on the internet, i was lying out my asshole I was telling people about my kids and my wife. I was talking to them about taxes and how I miss my college days.....now 12 year Olds are out here telling their AGE?!?! OR REAL NAME?!??! I was literally fucking Garry that worked at staples and had 2 children for like 4 years...

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‘Love is an organic thing. It rots and softens.’

Words by Clementine Von Radics

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sheer unfiltered mysterious quirky energy - Submitted by alliveirrr

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