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i’m here + announcements.

i’m here for a short while. work has been all over the place lately, plus i’ve been spending a lot of time with my friends and bf. i might end up doing some re-arranging of my various blogs to help streamline everything and make it easier for me to respond to everything. i’m also getting rid of the ns/f/w stuff and not doing any “adult writing” out of respect of my bf. while he hasn’t asked me not to do it, he also doesn’t fully understand rp and i don’t want to cause any misunderstandings between us, esp this early in the relationship.

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What if there are shaniacs out there who saw that and they were like, “I guess that’s it.”

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“Next question!”

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?" 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

"i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

"it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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just rewatched the “there! right there!” scene from the televised version of the legal/ly bl/onde musical and i just noticed how dreamily emmett looked at elle. it was so cute. 

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⚔ the princess bride sentence starters ⚔

“  you  mock  my  pain!  ”  “  life  is  pain.  ” “  he’s  only  mostly  dead.  ” “  i’m on  the  brute  squad.  ” “  you  are  the  brute  squad.  ” “  prepare  to  die.  ” “  we’ll  never  survive.  ” “  nonsense.  you’re  only  saying  that  because  no  one  ever  has.  ” “  who  are  you?  ” “  get  used  to  disappointment.  ” “  you  keep  using  that  word.  i  do  not  think  it  means  what  you  think  it  means.  ” “  i’ll  use  small  words  so  that  you’ll  be  sure  to  understand,  you  warthog  faced  buffoon.  ” “  that  may  be  the  first  time  in  my  life  a  man  dared  insult  me.  ” “  drop.  your.  sword.  ” “  shut  up!!  ���   “  you’ve  made  your  decision  then?  ” “  i  bet  my  life  on  it!  ” “  truly,  you  have  dizzying  intellect.  ” “  you’re  just  stalling  now.  ” “  you  guessed  wrong.  ” “  enough  of  that.  ”  “  surrender.  ” “  you  mean  you  wish  to  surrender  to  me?  very  well,  i  accept.  ” “  i  hate  waiting.  ” “  morons.  ” “  you  are  wonderful.  ” “  you  seem  a  decent  fellow,  i  hate  to  kill   you.  ” “  why  are  you  smiling?  ” “  because  i  know  something  you  don’t  know.  ” “  goodnight.  good  work.  i’ll  most  likely  kill  you  in  the  morning.  ” “  oh,  there’s  something  i  ought  to  tell  you.  ” “  think  it’ll  work?  ” “  it  would  take  miracle.  ” “  hear  this  now —  i  will  always  come  for  you.  ” “  this  is  true  love,  you  think  this  happens  every  day?  ” “  death  cannot  stop  true  love.  ” “  i  died  that  day.  ” “  we  may  as  well  die  here.  ” “  he’s  dead.  he  can’t  talk.  ”   “  as  you  wish.  ”   “  why  didn’t  you  wait  for  me?  ”   “  you  can  die  slowly,  cut  into  a  thousand  pieces.  ” “  you  killed  my  love.  ” “  it’s  possible. i  kill  a  lot  of  people.  ”   “  yes,  you’re  very  smart.  shut  up.  ”   “  you’ve  been  mostly-dead  all  day.  ”  “  inconceivable!!  ”  “  let  me  explain.  ”   “  your vote of confidence is overwhelming.  ” “  what  hideous  sin  have  you  committed  lately?  ” “  will  you  ever  forgive  me?  ” “  there’s a shortage of perfect breasts in this world. it would be a pity to damage yours.  ”  

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fun verse idea: going with the fandom theory that the reason nothing ever effected mark beyond emotionally and the fact that he’s the only character in the musical who never undergoes a single wardrobe change is because he’s actually a ghost who actually died either shortly before the events of the musical or about the time he was working for buzzline and he’s just around because he was granted permission to help be there for his friends and guide them for as long as they need him. 

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couples & angst .

“ I know I’m not the best, but… ”

“ Why can’t you just give me a chance? ”

“ I’m nowhere near as good as them, but if you could let me try? ”

“ Why does everyone leave me. ”

“ I feel so… you know? ”

“ Sometimes it feels like my world is falling apart. ”

“ I feel so unlovable. ”

“ What’s it like being loved? ”

“ Are you trying to tell me to believe you? It’s not that easy. ”

“ I don’t think you understand what it feels like, hating yourself. ”

“ At this rate I’ll just ignore everyone and everything. ”

“ But you know what? Fuck you, that’s what. ”

“ It’s not like I care, you know. ”

“ Why do you always do this? ”

“ What gives you the right to do this to me? ”

“ Is this all I’m good for? ”

“ Your lips says one thing, your eyes says something else. ”

“ You dare come here and — demand such a thing? ”

“ You’re not good enough for me, face it. ”

“ I’m not good enough for you, I get that. ”

“ Am I good enough for you? ”

“ What is it about me that makes you hate me so much? ”

“ Why can’t you look at me? ”

“ It’s not that easy, ( name ). ”

“ Well, if you could just be HONEST with me then we wouldn’t be there. ”

“ Honesty? Really? Is that what you want? ”

“ You won’t even look at me. ”

“ I am trying my best here, (name)! ”

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~Angst Sentence Starters~

“Please don’t go…” “If you leave out that door…don’t come back.” “I don’t think I can live without you.” “I thought you loved me.” “So you’re just going to leave me after everything we’ve been through?” “I can change…” “Good riddance!” “I won’t wait for you.” “I’ll wait for you…even if you never return.” “Please stay, I have a bad feeling…” “I’m lost without you.” “You said you’d never leave me.” “LIAR!” “You’re breaking my heart…” “Come back.”

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sentences . // can we try again?

           sentences for those who would like to try again , the lovers that went wrong & the hearts that cannot seem to let go .

“ Can’t we try again? ”

“ I love you, I always loved you and I never really stopped. ”

“ I know we didn’t work out then, but… ”

“ I would like to try again. ”

“ I can do better this time! I promise! ”

“ Just give me another chance — ”

“ We were so happy together, don’t you remember? ”

“ Tell me that I’m not the only one who regrets. ”

“ I regret letting you go, okay? ”

“ It was a dumb, douchebag move — but let me make it up to you. ”

“ I’m here now — I’m ready to try again. ”

“ I had to, I had to do it — I had my reasons. ”

“ If you’re over me, how come you’re not letting go? ”

“ I’m not over you yet. ”

“ Maybe I want to try again, maybe I just need closure, I don’t know. ”

“ I want you, isn’t that what counts? ”

“ But if you want me, and I want you, what’s stopping us? ”

“ I don’t think I can go through this with you again. ”

“ I never stopped thinking about you, you know. ”

“ No one ever made me feel the way you did. ”

“ I know where I belong, it’s with you. ”

“ Look at how he’s/she’s treating you — are you really okay with that? ”

“ Listen here. You don’t get to come around NOW and try to change things — ”

“ My heart breaks every time I hear your name. ”

“ I was young and dumb, it didn’t mean anything. ”

“ After all this time, tell me you never thought about us ONCE. ”

“ You left me! ”

“ What makes you think I want you back? ”

“ Oh please. I only used you. It was nothing serious. ”

“ Can’t you at least give me a chance!? ”

“ We are over! We were over from the second you left! ” 

“ What happened between us? ”

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that episode made me cringe so badly. that one girl in the pink who doesn’t say much but “OH MY GAWD!” and “REALLY?!!!” and shit is annoying as fuck. she’s not really portraying herself as the smartest person around and it feels like she’s trying WAYYYY too hard. the girl in the black isn’t so bad, but i think she’d do better if she had a better partner to play off of.

all in all, horrible first episode. hopefully they improve in the future and either the girl in pink can stop portraying herself as a fucking dumbass or they can find someone who can hold their own and actually has presence. great premise, horrible execution.

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trying to watch the new bun series. hopefully it’s actually good and the girls have good chemistry and that they’re not trying to be a female version of our ghoul boys.

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new panic! at the disco starters

“Tonight, we are victorious.” “All my friends were glorious.” “Let me be your killer king.” “It hurts until it stops.” “My touch is black and poisonous.” “Drink the wine.” “We’ve got to turn up the crazy.” “We’re living like a washed-up celebrity.” “I taste like magic.” “Fifty words for murder and I’m every one of them.” “My life started the day I got caught.” “Who was I trying to be?” “The time for being sad is over.” “Being blue is better than being over it.” “I was drunk and it didn’t mean a thing.” “I love the things you hate about yourself.” “No one wants you when you have no heart.” “You’ll never know if you don’t ever try.” “Drink the wine.” “Welcome to the end of eras.” “Dress me up and watch me die.” “If it feels good, tastes good, it must be mine.” “You just might see a ghost tonight.” “I’m taking back the crown.” “I see what’s mine and take it.” “So close, I can taste it.” “I am so much more than royal.” “Heroes always get remembered.” “Legends never die.” “Welcome to my world of fun.” “Do I look lonely?” “People have told me I don’t look the same.” “How could I ask for more.” “It feels like my mind is going to burst.” “Am I the best you’ve ever had?” “Smile even though you’re sad.”

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Sad Lyric Starters!

“Sometimes when I close my eyes, I pretend I’m alright.”

“I would take a whisper if that’s all you had to give.”

“You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head.”

“I just wanna feel alive ande get to see your face again.” 

“Can the lonely take the place of you?”

“Now there’s only me and the lonely.” 

“This house no longer feels like home.”

“You still owe me a reason.”

“When you told me you’d leave, I felt like I couldn’t breathe.”

“I should’ve known better, now it hurts much more.”

“All my friends always lie to me!”

“You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs!”

“It hurts, but I won’t fight you.”

“Sell your soul, not your whole self.”

“If you leave me then I’ll be afraid of everything.”

“You build me up and then I fall apart.”

“I’m only human.” 

“I can take so much, until I’ve enough.”

“If that’s what you ask, I’ll give you all I am.”

“Your bottles’ almost empty, you know this can’t go on.”

“It’s all over for you.”

“You do this all in vain.”

“It gets under my skin to see you giving in!”

“I thought you were beside me, but I reached and you were gone.”

“I hear you crying softly for the way it was before.”

“Are you alone, are you afraid?”

“Why did you go when I had to stay?”

“Will I see you again?”

“You tell me to hold on, but innocence is gone.” 

“I wanted to hide the truth, I wanted to shelter you.” 

“There’s nowhere we can hide.”

“Don’t get too close.”

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Post Breakup Starters

aka “my friend just got out of a relationship and needs some comfort” starters. As requested by anon! Enjoy and feel free to make any changes.

The Sad One

“I’ll never find someone like her/him/them again.”

“It just ended so fast…”

“I told you, I’m fine.”

“We were supposed to be together forever.”

“Just…how could he/she/they do that to me?”

“I loved him/her/them.”

“I don’t even care. I don’t need her/him/them anyway.”

“*ugly crying*”

“Maybe I should text him/her/them…”

“I know I said I was upset, but is this legal?”

“I just want to be alone right now.”

“It’s like…you give yourself over to this person, right? You show them all of your little pieces and quirks and the monkeys in your head and then…and then it turns out to be nothing but a waste of time.”

“*too deep under blankets to be bothered with interaction*”

“How many times am I going to get my heart broken?”

The Friend

“I brought movies and chocolate/wine/pizza/etc.”

“Fuck him/her/them.”

“You’ll find someone else…”

“Well…you can find someone better now, right?”

“You were too good for him/her/them anyway.”

“There are plenty of..flowers..? in the field…”

“You’re not fine.”

“*awkwardy pets*”

“If you don’t block his/her/their number right now, so help me.”

“Let’s break stuff.”

“I have very carefully made a playlist.”

“Being alone is not an option, __!” (the __ can be an affectionate term like ‘loser’ or ‘idiot’ if so desired)

“So uh..are we going out tonight?” / “That’s deep, dude/bro/man/sis/pal/bud/etc.”

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apology&regret starter sentences

"It was an accident, I swear!"

"How many times do I have to apologize?"

"Will you ever be able to forgive me?"

"This was never meant to happen."

"Please, you have to believe me."

"I'm so sorry for everything."

"My words could never describe how sorry I am."

"I beg you, just say something."

"It wasn't my fault!"

"I'll never do it again, I promise."

"I wish I could take it all back."

"What's done has been done."