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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.

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where would we be without tag wranglers. this links to ‘not canon compliant’. ao3 volunteers i am kissing you on the lips

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regulus who once got attacked by a dog when he was a kid and has been pretty scared of them ever since.

and sirius, seeing his animagus form for the first time and crying because he is going to scare his little brother.

just the idea of regulus always seeing this black dog somewhere around him, feeling his breath catch a bit on his throat and his hands tremble. but the dog always stays away, never one to get close, or make a noise. sometimes he even leaves with his tail between his legs.

it's such a tragedy, how bad sirius wants to get closer to his brother, and knowing he will never be allowed.

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gang i'm going back to residential :( my phone got taken away, secretly posting this on my computer rn. going to the ed house because idk I guess I have ana or smth now. gotta love twitter for that. i'm going back to the same company I went to last time though, and that place was great so i'm hoping i'll get better (kind of). so they're going to be tracking my eating a shit ton so I can't even restrict. really pissed off about it. i'm also being forced to get clean so. yeah. my entire phone was went through so my parents found my Pinterest. all of it. this is not good guys. buttttt i'm being admitted on the 25th so my dad and I are probably flying out on the 24th or 23rd. anyways yeah. might post more if I can get away with it. rin if u see this don't text me cuz I don't want my parents seeing. so yeah. <3

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Rip jegulus y’all both would’ve HATED ai

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a real jegulus fan never speaks ill of lily evans

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James: So today I was thinking we can play checkers and tell each other our deepest darkest secrets

Barty, sobbing: Regulus paid the ransom three days ago please go home

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Say it with me! Wheelchairs aren’t sad! Mobility aids aren’t sad! Mobility aids are instruments of freedom!

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What I mean when I say I'm tired/spent/tapped out/out of spoons as a person with chronic illness:

I mean my body feels like it's made of lead.

I mean that walking feels like trudging through mud.

I mean that I ache all over like I did a full-body workout.

I mean that I hurt but I can't tell you where or what would make it better.

I mean that my thoughts are muddled and lost in a thick grey fog.

I mean that I feel the way you feel when you're "coming down with something" but you don't know what it is yet. I never know what it is.

I mean that the lights are too bright and the sounds are too loud and my skin doesn't feel right.

I mean that I need to sleep but I can't sleep and when I do, it feels like no rest at all.

I mean that I want to be out of this body, but it's the only one I have.

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BE ACCESSIBLE THIS PRIDE MONTH!

as of posting this, pride month starts tomorrow, and PLEASE keep your disabled community members in mind!

physically disabled people, mentally disabled people, the Deaf community, those with chronic illness, the blind community, all queer people should have the choice to be able to celebrate pride just like anyone else! ☆

(thank you for the reply reminding me about D vs d!)

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me when my disabilities disable me:

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James: I wish you’d just admit when you’ve made a mistake.

Regulus, stirring his coffee serenely: I prefer it with salt.

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“all you do is daydream” god forbid a girl has hobbies

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THEM

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