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second season of Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency will arrive in 47 days but i already love it and i’m already crying and i’m already dead because this thing is way too perfect and too gay to be real

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yesterday, my friend told me that my ex-best friend and my ex are going out together. she has destroyed my and his relationship because she’s fallen in love with him. he didn’t want her then, but now, nearly a year after, they are going out together.

i don’t know what to think about it.

he once told me that no one could ever love me. i love him so much- i belived him. i belived in everything he said. couple months ago i was told that this one really strange boy likes me a lot. we started talking, talking and chatting more, and i have fallen in love of course. we’re not going out together but, um, we probably will.

i really want him to told me that. i really want to hear those words “yes, i love you”. i’m only wondering why - it’s because i’m in love with him or i just want to know that what my ex said wasn’t true.

you know, he - my ex - has never told me that. never, he even didn’t say that he likes me or something. yes, he was hugging me everytime he saw me, he told me i was sweet, we were walking near my house on night, holding hands. but he never told me - because he know how much i love words. words mean everything to me, and “i love you” is a promise. he always breaks promises, he always forgots.

i guess now he absolutely forgot about me, but nevermind.

the one time i heard that i’m important to him was like month after i’ve broken up with him. we were in my house - he, our friends, my best friend and he. we were watching film i made - film about our, let’s say, “friends club”. we used to like calling it “lonely hearts club”, now this is title of my book, but nevermind. so, we were watching film, and there were some photographes of him and me. i didn’t want to pretend that we never happened, okay? that was kinda hard, but i added some photos of us. i was sitting on floor with twin-brother of my future crush, he was sitting on couch with my “best friend”, this best-friend. then our photos showed on and stopped. our faces, so happy, his arms around me, my red hair, and, oh my god, his smile. i loved this smile so much. the music was playing - this Marina and The Diamonds’ song, Lonely Hearts Club. when we all saw these photos, we also heard that line, “love we’ll never be forever / feelings are just like the weather”. i looked at the couch. he was crying, really, silently crying. i saw one tear on his cheek, running from his beautiful eyes i loved so much. this girl, my “best-friend”, hugged him and whispered “you really loved her, didn’t you?”. in this moment, i didn’t care do i stare at them or not. i can just only looked at his face when he very, very quietly responed “i did”.

i feel so unfair to my crush, but every time i saw my “ex” really hurts. i’ve broken up with him year ago and still didn’t forgotten all these little things - the way he smiled, his “my favourite” shirt, the way he was looking in my eyes, his eyebrows, our jokes. i thought it’s okay, i started forgetting him, but all these thing suddenly get back to my head, i don’t know why.

and what hurts the most, is that he is so okay, so usual, so happy know. i bet he didn’t remember that stuff, he’s not suffering like me. he has a girlfriend, friends, everything. i do too, okay, i have my maginificent friends and, um, really special person for me, but honestly, i sometimes wake up and forgot that we’ve broken up. sometimes, i wake up and think that everything bad - that he was abusing me, torturing with words, that he enjoyed watching me cry, calling me stupid, untalented whore or worthless liar - i think everything bad is just a nightmare.

what hurts me most is that he didn’t just said i mean nothing to him - i really did.

i need just to tell it someone, and i don’t want to worry my friends, bore them again with the same story or something. i just keep thinking about it all time and want to write it down. i guess tumblr is the right place.

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so, while watching Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them, this moment when Newt “argues” with Pickett i thought about me and my crush. in this scene Newt remind me him and Pickett myself.

this is true love i guess.

no “be my Tina, i’ll be your Newt”. no, i prefer “be my Pickett”.

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i see Delia Raines as Jessica Clements

IG: jessmclements

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i see Lara Lea Lockwood as Laura Hanson Sims

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i’m still impressed by my absolutely amazing talent to destroy and hurt everyone who is imporant to me

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Laura Hanson Sims is the most perfect Lara Lockwood ever, i swear that’s excatly how i see her

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- How do you feel, Lara? - Too bad even to reply you ironically.

Lonely Hearts Club, Polish novel availble on Wattpad by HelenaPisze

[chapter 80. everyone will kill me after this chapter, except @black-cat-and-jack.]

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Unfortunately, in this fairytale was no "happily ever after", only "complicated ever after"

Lonely Hearts Club, Polish novel on Wattpad by HelenaPisze

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me: okay, i have to be polite

me: i have to be nice to him

me: it can't be so hard

me: i don't wanna argue with him

me: i had enough arguments with him and don't want more

me: i like him, so i should be nicer

me: he is really nice to me in some way, so i should also be nice

me five minuts later: *screaming at him and being ultra-mean because of his grammar mistake*

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that song is just too destroying me

it only takes a drop of evil to fuck up two beautiful people

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Urban, i’m so cruel person, especially to him. ewh. i know he’s also strange and wierd and scary and flirting with KD [how could he!], but i should treat him better anyway.

How the Signs Behave When They Have a Huge Crush On You...

Crushes can make you swoon and think about that one person literally every minute of the day. Some picky lovers like Aries rarely have a crush on anyone, but when they do, they freak out! Whereas you’ll find Pisces to strategically plan what they’d like to say and do. Where do you think your sign stands?

Czytaj dalej

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YESSS AGREE

What the Signs Really Need

Aquarius:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Pisces:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Aries:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Taurus:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Gemini: The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Cancer: The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Leo: The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Virgo: The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Libra:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Scorpio:  The creator to realize your  OTP is canon.

Sagittarius:  The creator to realize your OTP is canon.

Capricorn: The creator to realize your OTP is canon.