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Me: Travels 3500+ miles away from home (and my job at a huge bookstore) and buys books 😅 ❤️📚

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Finally practicing a lil self love this evening ❤️. I made art and took myself out for a small popcorn and a late night movie and it was wonderful! My new goal for the next year is to take better care of myself and to not let my inner demons hold me back. I've struggled for so long thinking I'm not good enough and that nothing I do will matter because someone will do it better and I sick of that! I gotta take risks and put myself out there and accept failure and achieve something!! The future isn't certain for me and I'm very scared of a very serious event that will happen later this month, so I know I have to try my best to be happy in light of that and hope that that's good enough for the universe. Possibly the universe will understand how hard I'm trying and work in my favor. #maybeitstheantidepressantsspeaking but I finally feel like things are going to be okay And honestly? Okay is more than I ever hoped for at this point. ❤️❤️❤️

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it’s been a while tumblr.

life has been really weird and sad and there are really nice moments of clarity and happiness, but I’ve been pretty depressed for the last couple of months and trying to make it through all the shit that life keeps dumping on us.

I’m really bad at reaching out to people. I’m really bad at even leaving my house at this point. I’m sorry if I’ve shut you out over the past few years, I’m just barely making it through each day. I’ve been seeing a really great therapist and I just hope that’s enough to help me gain control of my life again.

I probably won’t be on here again for quite a bit, just thought I’d post an update since it’s been a long long time.

<3 <3 <3

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Hanging out with our softest roomie 😻💙

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My bff for this month 💀💚🍦

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A lot has happened this summer and I’m glad it’s finally over. Can’t wait to move into my new sick house in (holy shit) less than two weeks!! hella stoked for this. Anyways, that’s enough from widdle ol’ me for now, gotta get back into the school grind yaaaay

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Why is not wearing a bra such a big fucking deal? And why do people think they're allowed to ogle your chest just because your nipple is slightly visible??? Anyways, I'm comfy and having a great time and that's all that matters! 🌟

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Come buy some paletas at Flicks on the Fountain! They're playing Star Wars: The Force Awakens!!!!! Movie starts at dusk 📽🌆! There's also fencing and Z100 and Koi Fusion so uhhhhh what are you waiting for?! 😀🎉 (at Beaverton City Library)

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My parents helped me edit this picture of our beers #familybonding (at McMenamins Greenway Pub)

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fashion wasnt even a concept until Ramisus Christ blessed us with this outfit

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I cant believe it's almost august

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I cannot thank @_smalllz_ enough for this amazing tattoo!!! It's covering up a really awful and negative stick and poke I did when I was 18 and I'm so glad I'm finally able to move on from that! I'm the happiest gal in the world! ❤🍌❤

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Doe eyes for...however long my lash perm lasts 😉

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