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i was actually thinking of writing for an oc of mine! dazai might be kept on the back burner since i always have a spark to write for him but oc writin lookin pretty sexy rn. 

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i probably lost some mutuals but! that’s okay. i probably won’t continue on this blog i just want to apologize that i actually forgot about it! adhd does that i suppose. i want to keep writing for dazai but i’m not too sure how so yeah

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GUYS I’M ALIVE I LEGIT FORGOT I HAD THIS BLOG

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sorry i haven’t posted in awhile guys! I’m going on a short mini-hiatus. like this if you’ve read it, i’ll reblog it tomorrow. 

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sorry i haven’t posted in awhile guys! I’m going on a short mini-hiatus. like this if you’ve read it, i’ll reblog it tomorrow. 

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shoves away.  

     “ Now now, don’t be so rude Chuuya. Can’t we talk          like civil adults? Or do you insist on being so handsy. ”

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Growls at - Chuuya

     “ What? Are you a mutt now? I should change your          nickname from slug to mutt. A silly little dog that just          bares his teeth at me! ”

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pats head. - Oda

     “ Hm? Odasaku? Did I do something? ”

He won’t complain, the head pats are actually pretty nice. Though he was still very curious to why he had received them…

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Blocks their exit. - Mori

     “ If you think blocking me is intimidating, it’s more annoying if anything. ”

He knew what Mori was capable of, but Mori knew what Dazai was capable of as well…so he wasn’t that threatened. The air certainly was tense though. 

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gets caught following them. - Higuchi

     “ So noisy! Or nosy? You know you shouldn’t follow me around.          People might start to talk if they do that, and while I’m very          attractive I have no interest in you. Go away. ”

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For a heavy, personal secret

There are many personal secrets that Dazai holds, and some he doesn’t have the capacity to come to terms with. A secret he holds is the fact that there was and is someone he loves. Though his concept of love and his inability to really grasp it leaves him unknown to it. 

If Dazai were to come to terms with this secret not even he can understand, it would definitely leave him in a rut for a month or two. He would be confused, he would be a bit frightened. 

He doesn’t like to let anyone see him that way, he likes to make everyone think he’s in control of everything and that he’s ridiculous in personality yet very calculating. 

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{ originally posted by magnoliamemes, who has deactivated }

Send for your muse to do one of the following to mine.

Carries, bridal style.

Kisses cheek.  

Tickles sides.  

Growls at

Tackles to the ground.  

Slaps.  

Cries in front of.  

Holds and refuses to let go.  

Protects.  

KICKS.  

Bites.  

Holds hand.  

Winks at.  

Steals a kiss.  

Dances with.  

stabs.  

Yells at

stares at.  

Sniffs.  

pats head.

Pins down.  

Blocks their exit.  

Glares at.  

attacks.  

gives flowers.  

sings to.  

proposes to.  

gazes into their eyes.    

blushes at.  

asks out on a date.  

breaks up with.  

runs away from  (flustered)

chases.  

begs for forgiveness.  

rejects them.  

Sneaks up on.  

gets caught following them.  

Hides from

Scares them.  

comforts them.  

headbutts  

nose boop.  

forehead flick.  

runs away with.  

shares a treat.  

flirts with.  

BADLY,  flirts with.  

breaks down in front of them.  

Cuddles with.  

shoves away.  

pulls in closer.  

leans in to kiss but then stops themselves.    

Tries to confess their feelings but chickens out.

reads to them

whispers into their ear

Invades personal space.  

tries to make them laugh.  

apologies to.  

trips them.  

catches them.  

eyes them up and down.  

smirks at

rolls eyes at

playfully shoves.  

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❤️

For a secret crush

Dazai has no crushes. He doesn’t gain any emotional attachments to people in a romantic sense. Whilst he can find some people attractive, and can appreciate a person’s personality, he doesn’t find himself crushing over them. 

Even if he did, he wouldn’t even notice. 

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👻

For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone 

Not a lot scares Dazai. He’s generally been through everything, and has done unspeakable things. His past does unsettle him at some points, and the thought of losing control over what he has now deeply concerns him. He’d feel like he failed the one person he cared about and that it was useless all along. That his carefully thought out plans meant nothing. 

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Force my Muse to Spill their Secrets

🌧- For a heavy, emotional secret

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs

🍏- For something they secretly wish didn’t exist

🍎- For something they secretly wish did exist

❤️- For a secret crush

📲- Talk about someone/something you dislike, but only pretend to like

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others

🏹- For a talent they wish they had

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone

☢️- For a controversy or scandal they have been able to keep mostly under wraps

🐇- For a secret item they keep (stuffed animal, comfort object, etc)

📒- For a secret journal/diary they keep (Bonus: Share an entry from it!)

📔- For a secret sketchbook they keep (Bonus: Share a sketch or doodle within it!)

🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

❓- Free Space! Ask them about a specific secret!

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&&. ( i’m back for the night! i hope everyone had a          good halloween the other day )