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Some thinspo for y’all 💋💋

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For the THIGH GAP (^-^)

Be stronger than your cravings ;))

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𝄢𝒟𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑎𝑙.

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so close you can taste it

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Finally got new batteries for my scale!!

I shouldn't be this excited but living without a scale was so hard

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Legpsø / Leg Th1nspø!! 💗💗

(I will post waistspø tomorrow!!)

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My weight keeps dropping but my body looks the same??? Really gotta hit the gym.

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Thiiiighs 😍

(all photos from 📌)

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For the THIGH GAP (^-^)

Be stronger than your cravings ;))

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I mourn my old body daily, I was so effortlessly thin, yet I somehow binged and lost control enough to become a whale. Why? How?

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Some thinspo for y’all 💋💋

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Cucumber is THE save food ♡♡

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new year new you

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Dang. forgot my password so now I can only Tumbl on my laptop

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The irony of being a professional model but not being able to take a fucking selfie without having a mental break down.

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Consistently eating under my cal limit but still too ashamed to share wieiad

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"Nothing Tastes as Good as Skinny Feels."- Kate Moss 💕

I remember being super young and my mom working at Zara and Victoria Secret following the Chic Girl Rules! We lived in Cali in a 1 bedroom and my mom was The Heroin Chic Girl. She got her magazines every week and circled all the Chic/Ana girl outfits that looked soo small I swore nobody could wear them, but my mom could! She'd circle jewelry, designer outfits, couture dresses and heels, purses and bags, and Juicy Couture, etc! The list went on and on but she always had it bc my mom didn't pay for it. Just like some other Chic Girls she had a SD who paid for everything girl! She was even given a card by the company when she used to work to move/shop in Italy and show them what's in style?!? Like WAIT! Let me say that again my mom who had 3 daughters at the time was asked in California to live in Italy and shop for next season's ideas- Fuck you I say to any hating bitch! My mom had 3 girls a SD was still working on the side to go to designer school and she was a size 0 through it all. Let's be honest bc past every single struggle we're all going through we can all admit that there is one thing that stands true to this day,

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."

My mom herself said to me that if she was going through all those things she wouldn't have gotten any of those offers without being skinny and working hard to be that skinny girl! Keep yourself up Ana!