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I think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

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it’s me

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when people ask where you see yourself in 10 years

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yall know what i love? that kind of black cats that look like some cat-shaped blops of darkness

perfection

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(whispers) nonbinary mlms are just as gay as binary mlms and no amount of 'b-b-but!!' will erase the fact that you're a transphobe

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Self-ship Introduction

I wanted to start over and really get into self-shipping. It's something that I love but I hold myself back out of shyness and anxiety but I want to look past that and be able to interact with the community more. I've been self-shipping since I was a young even if I didn't know what it was back then and it's always been a coping mechanism for me .For the longest time I’ve held back because I had it in my mind that I’m weird and things like this aren’t normal, but seeing so many people openly share the same feelings and thoughts as I has cast a little bit of that doubt aside. Self shipping has helped a lot with my anxiety and depression, and a lot of the struggles I have in life and it’s not something I can share offline, so having a little corner of the internet where I can do just that is like a breath of fresh air.

I go by the alias Britta and am a female who uses She/Her pronouns. I am a bisexual young adult. When it comes to sharing my personal life I'm very uncomfortable and the thought of people I know finding me makes me very uncomfortable. Most of the time I'll be posting as my self-insert/sona who is more like an oc with my personality and traits thrown in. She'll differ from each fandom my f/os are a part of but personality wise will generally stay the same. My persona is known as Bryar LeRogue and I'll be drawing her pretty often, well, as much as I can lol.

I'll still be using my main blog (Scribbaw) to reblog self-ship related posts where with this one I plan to focus on my own f/os and might reblog and make NSFW content so please keep that in mind. I will tag things as NSFW/SUGGESTIVE etc, etc, but sometimes I might forget but it that happens please remind me nicely and I will tag it as such. You can also suggest tags to me if you see something that you don't like that I'm unaware of.

I do have really strong social anxiety though, so I might be a little awkward to get to know, sorry. Once you do get to know me though I'm a lot more open and social. I do like to draw and hope to share some of my drawings with all of you. I might even take requests from time to time. The same goes for writing. I love to write and do it all the time but I'm nervous sometimes to show my work.

If there was any of my f/os I'd be uncomfortable sharing it would be Sebastian Michaelis, otherwise, I am someone who is open to sharing my f/os so if we share a f/o and you want to follow me I promise I won't be upset. I love my f/os dearly and I know that many other people love them as well and at the end of the day self-shipping is about what makes you happy. I understand though that some people are sensitive about this though and that’s perfectly fine! If we share one or more of the same fictional other and you’re okay with sharing then please feel free to message or follow me! You don’t have to be afraid to like or reblog anything of mine either as it’s completely fine with me. 

I have a lot of f/os but not all of them will be shared here. I only share my main f/os for the time being or the ones who hold a special place in my heart and the rest will be kept private until I feel comfortable enough sharing them.

DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF you are racist, homophobic, support maps/pedophiles, or you're just a garbage person in general or you like spreading drama.

List of F/OS

Romantic

Sebastian Michaelis | Black Butler | Ship Name: Contracting Hearts (SFW) or Fatal Attraction (NSFW)

Warning: I am very, very, attached to Sebastian. I've been in love with him ever since I discovered Black Butler and my love for him has only grown stronger over the years. Sebastian helps me deal with a lot of things that I go through mentally or in my life and a lot of trauma I have inside of me. I always find comfort in him. The relationship I have with Sebastian is very complicated and grey, but it’s oddly the one that brings me the most comfort and happiness. The relationship Sebastian and I have is very nsfw and dark with strong yandere vibes. The relationship I have with him is one that most wouldn’t consider healthy. It’s more of a vent relationship if anything. The relationship I have with Sebastian is very complicated and grey despite my love for him. Please be aware of this when following me. I will tag anything Yandere/Dark accordingly.

Eisuke Ichinomiya | Kissed By the Baddest Bidder | Ship Name: Bidding on Love

Ota Kisaki | Kissed By the Baddest Bidder | Ship Name: The Artist and His Muse 

Julian Devorak and Asta Alnazar | The Arcana | Polygamous Ship | Ship Name: Magical Healing

Gray Fullbuster and Natsu Dragneel | Fairy Tail | Polygamous Ship | Ship Name: Polar-Fire

Lucy Hearfilia and Juvia Lockser | Fairy Tail| Main | Polygamous Ship | Ship Name: Celestial Raindrops

Laxus Dreyar | Fairy Tail | Ship Name: Thunderstruck

Aizawa Shouta | My Hero Academia | Ship Name: Heroic Daydream

Dabi | My Hero Academia | Ship Name: Heart on Fire

Steven Stone | Pokemon | Ship Name: Polished Stone

Kakashi Hatake | Naruto | Ship Name: Ichi Ichi Romance

Naruto Uzumaki and Sasuke Uchiha | Naruto | Polygamous Ship | Ship Name: Sunshine on The Dark Side

Platonic

Baldroy, Finnian, and Meyrin [Black Butler] Jessie and James [Pokemon] Hizashi Yamada [My Hero Academia] Nemuri Kayama [My Hero Academia] Toshinori Yagi [My Hero Academia] Sakura Haruno [Naruto] Ino Yamanaka [Naruto]

Familial 

Ciel Phantomhive [Little Brother] Elizabeth Midford [Black Butler] [Little Sister] Tanaka [Black Butler [Grandfather] Soma Asman Kadar [Black Butler] [Brother] Salim and Aisha Alnazar [Parent Figures] Portia Devorak [Sister] Mazelinka [The Arcana] [Grandmother] Wendy Marvel [Fairy Tail] [Little Sister] Romeo Conbolt [Little Brother] Mirajane Strauss [Fairy Tail] [Sister] Class 1-A [My Hero Academia] [Younger Siblings] Eri [My Hero Academia] [Child] Shinso Hitoshi [My Hero Academia] [Younger Sibling] Konohamaru [Naruto] [Younger Brother]