Random and rare repost
“I hope we both go far enough to reach each other again.”
— 3 am thoughts (via suspend)
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If shit hit the fan idk who I could call anymore to be honest
I have my mom , or brother but as far as a friend in my town that would have my back in a pinch- idk
I draw blanks
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Trauma is so weird
Has you restarting the same song over and over and over like a broken record, listening to every single word as u read every damn lyric.
Over and over and over again until the memories pass thru your mind like water over jagged rocks.
The memories go so fast it’s like a blur 🩸🩸🩸🩸 but my mind hangs on the moments I can’t seem to change and replays them often cos it don’t Fuckin understand
That those people never cared
“The axe forgets, the tree remembers”
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Sorry about my melt down here & on Snapchat this week
I dont feel comfortable venting on Facebook tbh
So here I crawl back when I get any feelings at all and anxiety consumes me no matter how much help I find or how much i fight it
But I just sold a painting and now I can not do online sex work for a day or two and I feel relief basically for the first Time this week
Men (most of them tbh) and sex work (online only for me) has twisted my mind horribly
I do my best but it’s making me crumble more every damn day I feel forced to do it for survival
So rn I can breathe
And not think about how I am gonna catch up on my next bill in some way I don’t want to
Thank u for those who support unknown and never known Artists
You’re saving the world thank u
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Anxiety is going to be the reason my heart explodes one day
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Telling men idk who send me photos of their cock to 🫶🏻 k ! l l 🫶🏻themselves is self care
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