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girl I feel u, the gap between my last two focus is six months. SIX. also atp my blog is a joke bcs I haven't simped for s kpop man in almost a year🥲🥲 I'm desperately holding on by a string here

the Steve fic sits at 3k + no smut yet oopsies. I think I'm gna post it for someone else tho, just seeing the lack of traction on Steve fics gives me a headache.

i used to write for kpop boy groups but not a single cell in my brain has the executive function to get that into irl people anymore lmao. character fixations are my shit rn. rip bearseokie and bearseungmin (my kpop blogs) may you live until the day tumblr dies.

&&& 3K LMAOOOOO you said i got an idea... full fic. i'm obsessed tho and i hope it's all worked out and you get to post it tho! i get not posting it for specific characters/celebs bc the interaction lacks sm. it's heartbreaking but sometimes you gotta do it. also fiction is bendable and you can do whatever the fuck you want lmao

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bestie imy

this meme lives in my head always btw

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hey!! it’s the anon that totally forgot they sent that pathetic jackie boy ask fuckin forever ago lmao!!! lol i’m actually so happy you like it (i hope you did) 😅 i was in such a mood with him, still am it’s just at the back burner of my mind rn. i really love how you write, love love love your descriptions!! they itch my brain in such a pleasing way!! i especially love how you write for bdt!!! if you ever do write for him again just know you have my full support!!! also i hope that ask i sent about jackie boy wasn’t too much, don’t really know a lot of writers who write/post about him too much!!! truly adore that you brought back my writing bug again 💖💖 sending support and the power of creativity your way 💖💖

i love that ask!!! anything about bdt characters makes me giddy bc hardly anyone talks about him, so no worries there! jackie boy is also on the back burner of characters for me but my wip still exists and will get written eventually lmao. time just gets away from me rn from work and irl stuff. literally please feel free to come in my inbox and talk about bdt characters any time love, i adore it!!! <3

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boyd-a-thon masterlist

more fics to come

gif on the right by @xladymorganx. in this ongoing event, i donate $10/fic to pcrf for boyd character smut. anyone can participate if you tag me and @lustaffairs and #boyd-a-thon. 500-3k words. about (and progress).

Steve Murphy (Narcos)

Murphy in Medellín by @quaritchscupquake

Mutual by @noxturnalpascal

The first time by @noxturnalpascal

File room boss by @lustaffairs

Let's get in the back of your car, officer by @scuddisher

Good girl by @darkuselesssomebody

Steve Murphy ft. Javi P.

Crossing Lines by @lunitawrites

Lie Still by @milla-frenchy

Empty Spaces by @milla-frenchy

Esta noche te voy a follar by @romanarose

Swinging by @clawdee (w/ Connie)

Hounds of Hell by @aurorawritestoescape and @milla-frenchy

Glory O by @milla-frenchy

Billy (Skeleton twins)

Sunset by @aurorawritestoescape

Mo Lundy (The Free World)

The free world by @milla-frenchy

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also bestieee what timezone r u in (ife ure comfy sharing) or like. what hrs are u mostly active?? i need to know when to spam asks lmaoo

i'm on US EST time! i'm mostly on tumblr at night any time from 9pm to 3am depending on how much time i have to waste lmao. mostly reading or lurking, and only sometimes writing or actually brainstorming drabbles/fics :)))

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no cuz like sorry to the reqs in ur asks... im just more important unfortunately.

get roasted lmao (no i really do need to write them bc they feed into other wips i have already anyways lmao rip)

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prompted me to write my own Steve fic🧎‍♀️

STEVE'S ACCENT HERE IS SO STRONG PLEASE I NEED TO READ THISSS

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KAYLEE IM SCREAMING I DIDNT THINK YOUD WRITE A FIC OUTTA THAT SILLY THOT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the idea of steve answering javi mid fuck literally got to the rot in my brain... and i had to write it out as best as i could bc how could i not ??? i could have made it worse <3

your silly thoughts are always welcomed in my inbox lmao literally seriously like come live here pls

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hiiii pooks im here again!!!! this time to bless u with the thought of Steve fucking u w Javi on the phone bcs he called at a bad moment and he didn't wanna pull out ..., 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️leaning over you to pick up the phone, hand clasped on your mouth to muffle the moans you're letting out bcs he's plunging his cock deep into your hole. yeah thats it byee

i'm sorry... did you think i would be normal about this man ever? no i'm so serious. i opened google docs so fast. you're insane for this but ily. the horny brain is ON

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ARE YOU HEARING THIS?

Steve couldn’t help himself when his partner rings in while he’s making love to you—and he especially can’t do anything when Javier can hear you, either.

RATING — MATURE & EXPLICIT (18+) PAIRING — steve murphy x fling! gender-neutral reader GENRE(S) — drabble, smut. WORD COUNT — 1.5k WARNINGS — mature content, a little bit of javi, pet names used: baby & sweet thing. steve is relentless, roughly edited btw. SMUT WARNINGS — sexual content, unprotected intercourse, marking/love bites, creampie, steve not being able to shut up, dirty-talking, voyeurism, exhibitionism to a degree, talks of multiple rounds. RELEASE DATE — MARCH 26TH, 2024

AUTHOR’S NOTE — y’all better thank @angelwonie for coming back into my inbox if you enjoyed this…

His taste was on your tongue, but his tongue was on your neck, body heating hotter by the minute as you let your mind race with what he looked like behind you.

Broad, his hair slicked back from the amount of times he ran his fingers through the blonde locks, eyes fixated on your hand clawing at the pillows trying to hold your ground—and body upright for him to continue plowing into you.

Steve's breathing was so sharp at this point in time, hips once snapping into you in a feverish fashion now turning sloppy as he felt you tightening around him. Every thought in his mind poured from his lips, not a single thing left to rattle around in his brain that he didn't speak on.

“Fuck—I needed this, baby. Look how good you're taking me…” Steve's mouth had pulled from your neck for a moment to speak, the small marks he left at your hairline making him shiver as he watched them turn purple by the second.

Your hips had faltered, thighs spreading on their own accord until you were flattened against the mattress. A sigh had escaped from you, Steve's mind going haywire at the visual—hardly able to speak fast enough.

“You tired, baby? My sweet thing ‘jus holding up for me?” He was lost, unable to keep any filthy thing from being filtered now.

His smile barred teeth, once again at your neckline as his pace shifted from slow and sloppy to harder. Steve needed release, his arms on either side of your own keeping him up steadier than your shaking body did before. He was like a dog off his leash—panting rough in your ear.

“You like that?” The clench around him at his words had your body growing numb, Steve doing all the work. All play, some barking. “Yeah, you like that, baby.”

You could hear his voice strain in excitement, his cock pounding up into you until you were seeing stars and all you could think about was the fact that he managed to find your spot so easily each and every time you fucked. The wetness created from his precum mixed with your juices had a stain growing on the sheets, Steve's nose attentive to your scent of lust as he growled.

“Can you take any more?” Your eyes had welled up long before you looked back at him, the pleasure he was giving you enough to have a few tears dripping down your cheeks. “Hmm? Think you could take a few more minutes for me to fill you up?”

The first orgasm was at the end of the bed, your second in the middle, and now the two of you had managed to make your way up until Steve had your face buried in his side of the mattress—crying into his pillow that he slept on any time he was home.

“P-Please—” Your voice was shakier than yourself, Steve's eyes flashing at your softness as you watched him nod in your peripheral vision.

He looked so rough. A week of work, two nights in bed but without any rest—Steve was more than exhausted. And yet, his relentless pounding into you could convince anyone that he was a dog in heat.

You were so close again, body sucking his length in like it would stay there despite his pace. Steve's stomach clenched at the feeling of you rearing back into him, your backside lifting to press into him and give him exactly what he wants. A better angle inside of you.

“S-Shit, Murphy!” His curse was muffled, your ears becoming suddenly fixated on his last name leaving his lips so formally. It wasn't until you saw the curly phone cord of the landline running past your head that you realized the phone had been ringing.

And Steve answered it.

“Peña, man—” Steve could only hiss, the week he had on his tongue—but he showed no signs of being multiple inches deep into your soaked hole. His partner not only seemed to have no clue, but Steve kept pushing up into you at random.

You felt his tip at your spot twice, your hand clawing at his pillow now nearly tearing into the fabric of its cover. There was something so sensual about Steve's voice not lowering an octave as he lifted his hips up into you at a steady, but slow beat—all while the conversation continued.

“Did you get his file from my desk?” Steve questioned Javi like you weren't stifling a roaring moan beneath him. The second you felt his hips jerk twice as hard up against you, you knew to look up and back at him.

But he was already staring you down with his icy-blue eyes, index finger over his lips. This wasn't a phone conversation he could back out of, no matter how badly he wanted to fill you up with his release just at the sight of you putting pieces together. He wanted you quiet.

As you knew well, there was nothing simple about Steve Murphy. You felt him twitch up inside of you like he would cum at any second, felt the free hand at your hip grip the skin of your waist as he fucked up into you roughly three times in a row to test you.

And as his name left your mouth, you suddenly tasted the saltiness of his palm over your own. His teeth were together so taunt that his jawline scared you for a moment, his head shaking lightly.

The microphone hadn't picked up his name called by a second voice, his words a little louder as he spoke into the telephone. “Nah, man—We need more than just an ounce on him to place him in holding. You know that.”

His last sentence sounded like he was playfully offending his partner, but it was aimed directly at you. His eyes hadn't left yours—your frame shaking at the feeling of him moving at a snail's pace from your hole just before he slipped back in only slightly faster. He wanted you to lose your mind. And even better, wanted you silently begging for him to finish inside of you by the time the call was ending.

You had never felt Steve be so tense, not when he was going balls deep into you every twenty seconds like this. Everything you saw from his face before turning back around and playing his game was that he was holding back just as much. If he had it his way, the phone would be thrown onto the nightstand and Peña would hear an earful.

But Javi was on a public phone, the sound of the police station like a band playing behind his voice. You could hardly hear him through the speaker against Steve's ear, but the background was clear.

“Don't let him walk, at least not before I get there.” Those were the magic words. He had limited time now, he had to pick up the pace in order to satisfy both of you before he'd be out the door.

You felt a rush of wind across your backside, the slap of his balls at your ass thankfully not loud enough to pick up during the phone call. He was winning already, your head falling into his pillow with his name swallowed in your throat. “Fuck, Steve!”

Javi’s voice continued on in his ear, but by the feeling of Steve's warm fingertips at the back of your neck for a new hold—you knew he had heard it.

“Oh, yeah?” His voice was hiding a sensual linger to it, another thing spoken to his partner but meant for you.

“Can you link his friend and keep him for another fifteen minutes? I'm almost done here.”

He was spit-firing, knew his length didn't need much more to fill you completely. You were both spent, Steve's huffing becoming noticeable until he tilted the phone away.

His body was sweaty, hand loosening on your neck but just tight enough to hold you steady. You could practically feel him in your throat at the angle he held you, mouth drooling onto his pillow until you felt yourself let go and cum with him.

You couldn't make a verbal sound, the receiver was close enough to let you hear everything going on from Javi’s side—the microphone easily capable of picking up your noises. But Steve, the man who had taken the situation thus far—he couldn't hold back.

“Yeah, yeah—” His head was swimming, cock gushing every bit of his seed into you. “Fuck, okay!”

“Okay?” You heard Javi speak casually, questioning the random call-out from Steve's side. He wasn't stupid, but Steve could only play up so much as he took in a deep breath and let you fall into his side of the bed completely.

Steve could hear you whining into his pillow, his natural musk filling your nostrils and body heat slipping away as he stood at the side of the bed. His hand, shaking slightly from his rushed orgasm, ran his fingers through his hair just enough to fix it up before he spoke again.

“Be there in ten.” He spoke calmly, a smirk on his lips and wink from his glassy eyes as he saw your head lift to meet his gaze.

“You sure?” Javi spoke with a laugh in his tone, listening carefully while writing down notes at his desk like he was working—despite having listened to the relentless rounds Steve had put you through the entire time. “Because I think one more wouldn't hurt.”

There was a reason you never heard the phone ring.

© scuddisher — all rights reserved. do not plagiarize, repost, or translate any of my works without my permission. do not post my content on other sites, especially claiming them as your own! reblogs and feedback are seriously appreciated <3

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Penance and Pleasure

Pairing: Kurt Wager x Fem!Reader

Tags: nsfw, smut, established relationship, first time, masturbation, handjobs, blowjobs, oral sex, tail sex, gentle sex

Word count: 2.6k

Ao3

A/N: Pent up Kurt fucking you with his tail. That's the only reason I'm writing this.

You push your way in through the door of the small apartment you share with Kurt, arms full of grocery bags. Tonight you was the night you wanted to surprise Kurt with a special dinner. He'd been acing odd for the past week or so.

"Kurt? Are you home?" You deposited the bags on the kitchen counter and walked to the living room. No sign of Kurt. You thought he might still be at the School. No big deal, you can surprise him when he gets home then.

You started to unpack the bags when you heard a sound. A groan coming from the bedroom. It sounded like Kurt.

"Maybe he didn't hear me?" You make your way to the bedroom door, the sounds getting louder and louder. Your cheeks flush because you're already thinking about what he could be doing behind those doors.

And upon opening them you were correct.

Kurt was naked on the bed, his knees digging into the mattress, tail whipping back and forth behind him, eyes closed and a pleasure filled expression on his face as his left hand pumped his erect cock up and down rapidly, staining the sheets with more cum.

A ball of heat coils in your lower belly, making you squeeze and rub your thighs together.

Kurt didn't seem to hear you step in as he continued to jerk off, stoking himself a few more times before he came, shooting ropes of cum across the sheets again.

Upon opening his eyes his expression of bliss quickly turns into one of horror and shame. "I... oh my God..." Kurt quickly backs up on the bed and pulls the sheet over his lap, his cock still very much hard judging by the outline.

"Kurt... sorry! I... I should have said something! I just didn't actually expect to see you..." Your eyes travel between Kurt's face, over his toned body and to the bulge underneath the sheet. "God this is embarrassing." You feel like slapping yourself because clearly Kurt is also pretty horrified about this. "You can... finish. I'm gonna go make us something to eat."

"Wait!" Kurt yells after you right as you're closing the door. You pause and look at him, his eyes avoiding yours, "I'm afraid I haven't been entirely honest with you my love."

"What to you mean?" You frown, thinking about what Kurt could possibly be referring to, he's always been honest and truthful since the day you met.

Kurt took a deep breath and patted the spot on the bed with his tail. As soon as you sat down his tail brushed over the side of your thigh.

"Sorry! I've been... struggling lately." Kurt gulped, steadied himself and finally looked you in the eye. You nodded, telling him it's ok to go on, "I've having lustful thoughts and dreams about you. What you just saw was me releasing it."

You blinked. "Kurt... ok, uhm... I'm not gonna lie and tell you that walking in on you wasn't a little embarrassing for the both of us. But Kurt I don't mind you having those kinds of desires for me. I..." Your cheeks heat up quickly, "I have them about you too."

"I know. You're always telling me how sexy you think I am." Kurt smiles for just a split second before his gaze returns to the floor, his fists balling into the sheets, "But I... I should not have... I should have had more control over these desires. And I know I should have talked to you about them but I didn't want you to think less of me."

"Oh Kurt..." You cup his cheeks and angle his head toward you, "You should know me better than that. I'm not gonna hate you just because you had a pipe dream about me. We're a couple, it's normal. And to be honest..." You bite your lip as your eyes travel down his body, stopping at the outline of his cock, "I'm glad that you're having those kinds of thoughts. And before you say it, I don't think you'd get condemned to Hell just for wanting to make love to your girlfriend. You love me right?"

Kurt nods firmly, "More than anything my love."

You draw closer, your face inching closer and closer, "Then there's no need to feel sorry." Your words ghost over his lips before you close the distance between you two.

Kurt pushes into the kiss, lips molding over yours, fitting together like a puzzle. His left hand cups your cheeks and tilts your head for a better angle for his tongue to lick into your mouth. Just as you think he's gonna push for more he pulls away.

"Sorry, I'm still a bit..." You chuckle as your hands pull at the sheet on his lap.

He lets out a hiss the moment his cock uncovered again, "Hard." You supply. "You don't have to be embarrassed about it. Do you want to go again? If you do I can... I can leave the room."

"No, no. I mean yes. I..." Kurt sighs and gathers his courage, "I want you here."

You don't miss the whimper in his tone, "And what else do you want?" Your hand trails further up on his bare thigh, his cock giving a twitch at as your hand draws closer.

"Are you sure it's ok with you?" You squeeze your thighs together again and let out not at all subtle moan.

"More than. Please." Kurt's eyes travel down your body, settling between your thighs. His yellow eyes take on a darker shade, a bead of cum trickling down his cock in anticipation.

The moment you take him in his hand his hips shoot up, a groan escaping his lips, "Your hand, its so soft. Feels very different than my own." He closes his eyes as he enjoys the slow up and down movement across his cock, "I like it faster. Squeeze a little."

"I like it when you tell me what you want." You adjust your grip and your pace to accommodate his needs better. Kurt moans your name as more cum smears across his cock and your hand. You feel his pulse quicken when your lips brush over the sensitive spot on his neck, "What else Kurt? What did we do in your dreams?"

"Oh God..." Kurt catches your wrist, stilling your hand. For a moment you think you went too far, "Can I... see you naked too? I know it's silly, we've been naked in front of each other before, and you don't have to, but I would really love to see you."

You swipe your thumb over the head of his cock before popping it into you mouth, swirling your tongue around the cum and swallowing. You see Kurt's nostrils flare at the sight. You don't want to tease him too much so you don't waste much time taking off your clothes, except for your panties. You slide them down your legs slowly, making sure Kurt sees just how wet you are for him.

As you're about to kneel down in before him he stops you, "Can you lie down instead? There's one thing I haven't been able to get out of my head."

"And that is?" You smooth your hands through his short hair.

"I want to your mouth around my cock." The moment you heard those words you were already pushing past him to lie on your back. Kurt chuckles at your enthusiasm.

"What a coincidence. I've had that thought too." You press your lips against his cheek as he straddles your thighs, his stiff cock rubbing against your stomach.

His hands travel up your body, cupping your breasts briefly before he moves further up. "I thought about those too. My cock between them, sucking on your nipples, oh God, so many dirty fantasies about you my love. I might come just from confessing them all." His hips rut against your body, leaving a trail of cum on your stomach.

"Not before I get a taste straight from the source I hope." You wink up at him as your hands travel up his trembling thighs.

"If you keep talking like that, teasing me..." He shakes his head "I'm about to burst. I need your mouth on me."

You never imagined Kurt to be so needy.

"Then take it." Kurt lets out a strained whine as his knees bracket your head. He lifts himself up to get a better angle to push his cock past your lips. The moment your lips close around his cock he moans. Loud. "Fuck. Go slow. I've never... Mmnn..." His eyes close when you take his whole cock in your mouth and start to slowly bob your head back and forth. "Darling..."

His hands find yours, interlocking fingers, it took a little getting used to holding hands like this but the fact that he's using this as an anchor to steady himself against while you suck his cock makes your head spin.

You think that you're gonna need to wait for your turn while you suck him off but then you fell his tail slide between your folds. You moan around Kurt's cock. "Sorry." He was about to get off but you squeeze his hands harder. He gulps and flicks the tip of his tail, the motion making it glide through your folds again, which gets the same reaction. You watch as his lips curl in a smug smirk. It seems like he figured out another of your fantasies.

"You thought about my tail between your legs. That is very naughty of you." The tip starts a slow, feather-like path up the inside of your thigh. The moment it passes through your folds, gathering your slick over the broad, flat part you can't help but buck your hips against it.

He taps it against your clit and your eyes roll back as you double the pace, your tongue brushing against the tip every time you pull your head back. Kurt hisses through his teeth, flashing his fangs as his tail matches the pace on your clit, alternating the pressure.

"Fuck." The curse vibrates around his cock, the feeling finally sending Kurt over the edge. To your dismay he pulls out before he's done but you're still left with a good load of his cum to swallow. His eyes are locked on your mouth and your tongue that darts out to clean your lips. "Oh yeah. So much better."

Your hips buck up again, seeking more pressure from Kurt's tail. To your surprise he flicks his tail away. "I would like to feel more of you."

You know exactly what he's asking. You nod but not before bringing his hand to your lips to kiss it. "Don't worry about condoms. I'm on the pill. Besides, I'd like to feel you properly for out first time."

Kurt nods quickly, vanishes and teleports between your legs. "I want to feel all of you too my love. And forgive me but, I don't think that I will last once I'm inside you. This will be my first time experiencing such pleasure. Is that alright?"

"More than. Just... I need to feel you inside me, Kurt. Please, I wanted this for so long, you have no idea." You spread your legs, your thighs falling open to show him how wet and ready you are for him, for his cock, ready to become one with him.

"I'll go slow. I don't want to hurt you darling." Kurt positions his cock at your entrance, his tip slowly poking in. Even that makes him shudder. He takes a deep breath and exhales as your run your hands over his sides and his back. His lips press against yours as he starts to push in slowly. You sigh against each other's mouth as he bottoms out. "Fuck. Heaven... you feel like Heaven around me." His hands grab your tits and start fondling them as he pulls back and then inside again at the same slow pace. "Fuck I can't... I'm sorry... I can't..."

"It's ok. Come for me Kurt, give me your cum, I want every last drop of it in my... ah!" Your voice becomes a string of moans as Kurt buries his head between your breasts, his arms wrapping around your body to hold you close as he pulls in and put, slow but bottoming out every time, letting you feel every inch of his pulsing cock. "That's it. Fuck. My... my clit. Please Kurt, I want to come with you, please." He kisses the valley between your breasts as his tail wiggles between your bodies, the tip flicking and pressing over your clit hard every time he bottoms out.

Kurt quickly begins to rut faster into you, his body shaking, his cock dripping cum, smearing it across your walls every time he pulls out. You squeeze tight around him, taking him by surprise. He growls his release as his hips still against yours, emptying jets of cum inside you.

You run your fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry. You didn't... I'll fix this..." He slowly starts to push himself up, and almost topples over the moment his half-hard cock falls out. He looks in awe as his cum drips from you. "Let me..."

"You don't need to Kurt. I'm more than happy with just this." You squeeze your cunt, trying to keep some of his cum inside. But Kurt doesn't seem content with that. Instead he drags his tail to your opening, gathering his cum on the tip before dragging it back up to your clit, smearing his cum all over your wet cunt. Then just as you think he's gonna get you off like that he takes his cock in his hand, removes the tip of his tail, instead wrapping his tail around your thigh and brings the tip of his cock against your clit.

Kurt smirks as you throw your head back in pleasure. His grip in your thigh is gentle but firm, the tip ghosting across your leg slowly as his cockhead keeps rubbing against your clit, your hips jumping off the bed each time. "I want to see you come. Please my love, give me that pleasure, let me see that beautiful sight."

Your hands fist into the pillow, "Fuck... Kurt..." Your back arches, the tight coil in your body snapping as you finally go over the edge. Of course you'd much rather have your walls squeezing around his cock rather than around nothing, but there will be more than enough time for that. Kurt's hand smooth over your hips, helping you ground yourself from your high, his cock no longer bumping against your clit as he doesn't want to overwhelm you. It's cute how considerate he is. "Fuck... come here Kurt."

You open your arms to embrace him and he absolutely melts into you as he lays besides you, once again careful not to do anything that would overstimulate your.

"Did you enjoy yourself?" His tail coils around your hips as you tuck your head into his neck.

You chuckle, "Couldn't you tell? If not then we might need to go again until you do." You feel his cock jump against your stomach, "You still seem ready to go."

"Seems so. I do not think so though. Not tonight. This was surprisingly draining. I am however, looking forward do building up more stamina for it." Kurt yawns as he pulls the cover over the two of you.

"Oh I don't think you'll have much of an issue there. And I can't wait to hear all about your other fantasies." His cock twitches again, "Already thinking about them again huh?"

"You will turn me into a sinner my love." Kurt smiles as he kisses your forehead. "But for you... maybe I wouldn't mind it. Maybe." He mumbles sleepily against your skin before closing his eyes.

You sigh against him as you begin to drift off to sleep, tucked into the safety of Kurt's embrace, the warmth of his body, the rise and fall of his chest, the sound of his breathing eventually lulling you to sleep as well.

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if i ever reblog your fanfic with no tags just know i died

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this is literally such a fun & interactive way to help with donations towards good causes. hope this inspires other fanfic writers & readers down the line! super super happy toxy brought my attention to this! <3

boyd-a-thon spank bank donation drive

I will donate $10/fic to PCRF for smutty Boyd Holbrook character fics, up to 18 more fics. Tag me to participate. You can also tag @lustaffairs and #boyd-a-thon. 🖤 More info below.

BACKGROUND: In thanks for these 6 fics, I donated $10/fic to palestine children's relief fund, which is a top rated organization on charity navigator. I decided to continue this for more fics.

current gif by @boydholbrook-fan <33 always amazing

Done: 12 | Remaining: 18

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I don't care if I've never heard of you, or if it's your first fic. It can be porn without plot. It can be an AU like mafia, stepcest, etc. it can be out of character. 500-3k words? Brownie points from me for vaginal sex or jacking off. But this isn't limited to F/M, you can do a reader or character pairing of your choice.

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[scuddisher]

Steve PIV is my l*ve language

Thank you @aurorawritestoescape, @milla-frenchy, and @clawdee for your banger gifts this week 😍 and thank you everyone who has thought of me in writing that fucking hillbilly. I'm always happy to be tagged.

✨ New in the past week

✨Swinging by @clawdee - MFFM with Javi, Steve, and Connie. Steve gets some quality time inside you. Connie lactates, you & Javi partake.

✨Hounds of Hell by @aurorawritestoescape and @milla-frenchy - MFM with Dark Javi and Dark Steve. Steve fucks you slowly while Javi gives you head. Steve stands up with your legs wrapped around him, DVP ‼️

Lie Still by @milla-frenchy - interrogated by Dark Javi and Dark Steve at home.

Crossing Lines by @lunitawrites - interrogated by Dark Javi and Dark Steve at the station.

Empty Spaces by @milla-frenchy - cheating on Javi with Steve. It's so intimate.

Esta noche te voy a follar by @romanarose - Sandwiched by Steve and Javi in the club.

Please read and show these fics some love. These are ones friends have written since December. But I also plan to make a Boyd character fic rec list. Casual FYI in case you want to get on it (tag me) 👀

one of mine if you're still thirsty after those ~ javi isn't home

Thank you ❤️

and it's not my only love language. I cherish everything y'all have given me and my fics - ily and value each of you.

[scuddisher]

you know i had to come into the inbox after that fic... im gna be so honest n say not only is it the same themes/concepts but also people dont write steve Right.... like im sorry but wdym hes laughing at me being in pain hes literally My Pookie.... and the tagging system is HORRIBLE on here omg. cant find fics older than 1yr and everything for narcos/steve is older than 1yr so its like. thanks. really loved ur fic tho bcs i feel like u capture the essence of steves cunt serving so🙏🙏

dark! steve could do so many things to me... but it still has to be HIMM like there has to be glimpses of the same dude who works at a desk all day and sees action maybe once every two weeks.

also omg the older fics issue w the tags... i read this and my hand wanted to ball up into a fist frfr. i truly wish boyd holbrook had gotten more love in the narcos days like pedro so steve would still be a relevant character like javi is and things would be easier to find :((( there's so few people who do rec lists/tags for him & the writers usually aren't just boyd writers but multifandom so you get like one boyd fic a year (not complaining, boyd fanfic writers are gods) but his fic tags are literally dryyyyyy or you have to DIG for his fics. hope a wild wave comes in and more fanfics pop up!!!

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meant to post this on here and not my bdt blog but I've gotten a few more bdt requests lately and just know... they're wiggling around in my brain.

@ whoever that was who sent me the ask about calling jackie boy pathetic in a fic forever ago... i hope you know how bad that haunts me

[scuddisher]

hiii bestie i just read ur recent steve fic and I LOVE... steve is litrly my american baby daddy i love him :(( and its so hard to find works, ive been feeling like i just have to resort to writing my own lmao

i got super excited seeing your reply to my fic omg. & you got in inbox too,,,thank you love!!! steve really is like dilf on another level. also yeah I've been in the same boat! a lot of writers have moved from tumblr or ao3 or most of the fanfics for a specific character are really similar in theme/concept... sometimes my brain just wants something new. thankfully the steve brain rot brought me to write :) might write more too but idk yet