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i'm logging in to do my biannual hello because it's my 24th birthday today (4/16/25) and, ever since my 21st, birthdays have only made me nostalgic for yesterday rather than excited for tomorrow. it goes without saying that i'm just not active here anymore even after attempting a comeback or two, but i check in on things here relatively often out of curiosity, reminiscence, and maybe a little sadness for what used to be. does anyone here remember my 20th or 21st birthdays? i celebrated both here! i'm so nervous to be 24.

i still write, for those curious. i have about three different (degrees of lewdity, not genshin) projects on my hard drive right about now, and i think of all of you often. i mentioned this a while back, but writing served as the single most integral avenue for my exploration of my own body, my sexuality, and my relationships with sexual partners for years and years and years, but i don't think it has the same level of importance now as it once did. it was somewhat of a necessity back then, but now it's just a hobby, therefore i'm just unable to maintain a writing blog or a consistent flow of answering asks, writing requests, etc... but i have so many kind asks screenshotted in my phone gallery to reread when i'm reminiscing about the old and thinking about all the people who went out of their way to tell me that my writing helped them learn to love their bodies a little more or even just to tell me that it was hot and they loved it. i can't articulate what it means to have been able to touch the lives of people in multiple ways, even if it was just through smutty fanfiction. maybe i'm giving myself too much credit and i'm making this deeper than it needs to be, but i'm so happy for all the time we've spent together, even if my life has changed and writing no longer fills the same role in my life it once did. i love you!

happy birthday to me, and you'll all be with me always. seakicker is eternal

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seakicker is ETERNAL

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I just checked HAPPY 2 YEARS TO TEASE ME PLEASE ME I still remember that second yesterday like it was yesterday…

IT'S TWO YEARS OLD??? OH MY LORD....................

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what is that supposed to mean chase

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Hope everything’s going well in your side of the world, miss Seakicker! This ask is being written either two purposes;

1. Is it too early to ask you to share your thoughts on Love and Deepspace? I play the game myself and I’m curious about your thoughts on it.

2. How is your cat? Has Garf (did I get his name wrong?) done anything of interest recently? - 🦦anon

things have been pretty good!!!! work has kept me VERY busy (i have a 56 hour workweek coming up………. flop) but i have some PTO this week bc im going to a convention 🥹 there’s always something to look forward to even when work is beating my ass LMFAO

i’ve been super into a different game recently (18trip) so i actually haven’t made too much headway into love and deepspace OTL… maybe i’ll grind some tomorrow while my boyfriend’s at DND and i’m home alone doing nothin 🤔 i don’t have a clear grasp on who my favorite is yet but if you guys have any predictions… 👀

and my sweet sweet garfield actually passed away in april— the day after my birthday no less (i wasn’t really active in april so i didn’t post about it or anything) 😢 he would have been 15 this october so he was definitely up there in age; his health had been declining for a few months and it just got to the point where it was cruel to keep him alive so my dad chose to have him medically put down. i miss garf every single day 🌈 thank you for asking about him, im glad he’s remembered so well by so many people. it’s really, really heartwarming to know that he was adored by so many friends and followers and people i know ❤️❤️❤️

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will you ever repost your mama fanfic 😞 i loved it sm

it’s lost media i’m so sorry… i (obviously) deleted it off of ao3 and i no longer have the original in my google drive. thank you so much for enjoying it though!!!! 🥺🥺

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sisters………

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miss juju!!!!! you’re back!!! im so happy!! i was literally thinking about you and searched you up to see that you were active!!! been here since ur enstars era hehe

ENSTARS ERA OMG….😢 SUCH A LONG TIME AGO….. 2021-2022 was full of so many good times. i probably peaked like winter 2021 🥲

work has been so busy lately oh my god i feel like i’ve barely been here the past week…… but rest assured i am here…. thank you for hanging out with me for this long 🩷

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i have to go to bed now but man i miss writing so much AHA when i get home from my trip… it’s time to lock in. thank you guys so much for welcoming me back… ready to just work on myself, work on some projects again, talk to my friends and followers and anons, and keep away from the ratrace of numbers and content that makes writing feel like a chore rather than a hobby

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Hey just wondering if my ask about Vil's dad,Eric Venue,got sent or did it get eaten by tumblr?

i don’t think i have anything regarding him 😢 might have gotten sucked into the tumblr ask vacuum 🥲

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JUJU HOW DO U FEEL ABOUT ANKOMAN

THE LOVE OF MY LIFEEEE ANKOMAN 🤤🤤 he draws some stuff i don’t enjoy but the stuff i do enjoy never, ever misses. he needs to draw pregnant ibuki douji NOW!!!!! i love fate doujin artists so much they’re so freaky /pos

ankoman’s astolfo works were the prime inspiration for my venti fic… does anybody read that one anymore? LOL

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what do you think of senor daietsu's works?

OHHHHHH SENOR DAIETSU 🫶 his art style is so so so lovely; love love love the old-school hentai style that’s a little less stylized to look like anime and a little closer to real life…. ugh he makes good stuff. love his sexy boss ladies so much

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Seakicker fans we are so back

So um… I have two recommendations. Both are the lonely housewife trope starting an affair with someone. The first one has her luring in the delivery boy while her husband’s away on a work trip (for one month!) and the second one, well the boy kind of pursues her? The woman in the second one is insecure about her figure and the guy pursuing her reassures her about him finding her attractive. Sadly both of the women characters are not pregnant, I’m trying to remember any manga that had a pregnant milf but in the meantime, I hope you enjoy this. If it’s not to your liking, I understand. - 🦦 anon

https://batocomic.net/title/109194-delivery-love-your-man-will-arrive-in-45-minutes

https://batocomic.net/title/119797-kana-san-ntr-secret-socials-married-woman-s-corruptive-sex-training-official

OOOOOOOH MORE RECS I WILL LOCK IN 👀 i had a super busy week so what better way to unwind than with NTR hentai… 🤗 i’m currently reading the first one and i actually sat up in my seat when i saw lonely sex-starved housewife masturbating like crazy while her husband is away…. a young man will most certainly remedy this situation 👁️

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So um… I have two recommendations. Both are the lonely housewife trope starting an affair with someone. The first one has her luring in the delivery boy while her husband’s away on a work trip (for one month!) and the second one, well the boy kind of pursues her? The woman in the second one is insecure about her figure and the guy pursuing her reassures her about him finding her attractive. Sadly both of the women characters are not pregnant, I’m trying to remember any manga that had a pregnant milf but in the meantime, I hope you enjoy this. If it’s not to your liking, I understand. - 🦦 anon

https://batocomic.net/title/109194-delivery-love-your-man-will-arrive-in-45-minutes

https://batocomic.net/title/119797-kana-san-ntr-secret-socials-married-woman-s-corruptive-sex-training-official

OOOOOOOH MORE RECS I WILL LOCK IN 👀 i had a super busy week so what better way to unwind than with NTR hentai… 🤗 i’m currently reading the first one and i actually sat up in my seat when i saw lonely sex-starved housewife masturbating like crazy while her husband is away…. a young man will most certainly remedy this situation 👁️

edit: the jirai girl in the second one LMAOO i love to see it…. so cute. god these are SO SO HOT thank you for the recs!!! both of them are entirely my liking like for real i’m so open about what i like that i’m pretty easy to please HEHEHE

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Miss Juju 😭😭😭 You're back! We missed you so much. Been baking so many delicious pregnancy and breeding scenarios I'd love to share (if you want)

-💎 anon

MY SWEET 💎 HELLO!!!!!! it’s so good to see you!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰 you know i’m always receptive of all things pregnant and bred…….. share it with me now 🧐

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Juju-sensei.... You've changed me for the better... I can appreciate chubby bodies (slowly including mine) and draw them... Thank you juju-sensei, I owe you my soul

🥺🥺 MY SWEET BABY… thank you for saying so!!!!! interestingly enough, i took a picture of myself at a theme park today and i was worried the picture didn’t “flatter” me very nicely bc i was posed a little weirdly, you know? but i very quickly remembered that i wasn’t put on this earth to look “flattering” especially when i took a picture of myself having fun with my best friend… and that’s what i’m here for, not to make sure im posed in every single picture i take! we are all so beautiful i love u so much

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Your fave confessing while they're thrusting inside you for the first time ever. "You feel better than I imagined." "I pictured this all the time." "I can't believe I finally get to do this with you." "I'm never letting you go after this."