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By Canis-Infernalis.

I am fucking tired

I can't

No no no

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Dear diary... (Trigger warning)

I wish I had a button, to just delete myself instantly...

To just disappear, without the agony and pain that comes with death...

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I thought I became stronger the last past months.

What a joke.

Here I am still wanting to kill myself.

-V. J.

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I'm scared to tell my 13 year old self that we didn't make it. And that we're still everything she hates.

She had so much hope.

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“I hid my deepest feelings so well I forgot where I placed them.”

—

Charlotte Brontë,

Jane Eyre

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its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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im so far beyond exhausted, i can barely function as a human anymore. my mind and body are dragging themselves through a life thats tiring and worthless

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I want to punch a wall until my fists bleed and crack. I want to destroy everything and rip myself to fucking shreds.

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Every time I chase happiness I come back worse than before.

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Things are really hard right now and I’ve given up. I’ve reached my breaking point. My entire body has shut down. It’s like something inside me has died and it’s rotting away leaving the rest of me to suffer

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I don’t really deal with my mental illnesses. I somehow just get through the day. As soon as I don’t have to pretend to be a normal person around others, I fall apart. And then I try to force myself to go to sleep because being awake is so fucking unbearable. And I do this everyday. How do I stop wanting to kill myself when this is what my days are like.

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I’m a background character in everyone’s life. I’m not important to anyone. I don’t even matter.

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"This sadness in you is rooting deep, it will kill you eventually."

-voices in my head