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Euphoria//Chapter 1

    The computer screen slightly dim. The soft sound of whatever music was playing coming from it’s speakers. My back was against the chair as I stare at the blank screen with a flashing line indicating I was ready to type at any moment. The problem being, I wasn't.I didn’t know how writers could do it writing full length stories and sometimes more than one for the same topic. My writers block frequently stopping me in my tracks, not knowing where to start go or end with my stories, Getting bored of everything I write and trashing it. Who nows one of the trashed stories could’ve been New York Times next best seller. I audibly groaned tugging softly at my matted curly hair. Maybe I just wasn’t cut out to be a writer. 

    My eyes snapped over to my phone which screen had came on. It was was a text from my best friend. 

Yoongus: How’s the worlds next biggest story coming

    I groaned, I forgot I told him about the story I was working on and needless to say due to me being a little more intoxicated than I should’ve been I told him it was gonna be the worlds next biggest story. I texted back. 

Me: Just as about as you expect it to

Yoongus: So terrible? 

    I chuckled. Yes Yoongi, terrible. 

Me: No it’s actually being sent to a publisher right now, should be big with in the next day 

    I shut off my phone screen and closed my laptop deciding to take a break from the harsh lights of my screen. I must’ve fallen asleep because the next thing you know I was awoken to my cat licking my face. 

“Cosmo stop” I covered my face from my cat’s assaults. He meowed at me before leading me to his empty food bowl. Shit I forgot to buy cat food. I sighed checking the time. 4 AM. Im sure I could find an open gas station that sells cat food at this hour. Easy right? 

    Stepping outside it was colder than I expected it to be. My jacket not really sheltering me from how cold it actually was. It didn’t help it was an older jacket that belonged to my dad or at least that’s what my mom tells me. It was definitely not in the best condition. It was brown but had clear stains from years of abuse. The pockets had rips in the bottom so using them was a no go. The brown color was faded lighter than it should be. There were obvious water damage stains from the years I walked home from college or jobs in the rain. My car not being much better than my coat was a pile of junk. Pretty much everything I owned was a pile of junk do to how little money I owned. I thought my best friend and how his family had more money than me. Not exactly rich but not exactly poor. Man did I envy him right now because my car wouldn't start up. Meaning I had to walk to the gas station. Groaning I started down the road hugging myself to protect myself from the harsh cold.

    The streetlights being the only lighting I had to guide my way. I thought about all the horror movies that would’ve had the lights blow out and someone standing down the street as me the unsuspecting victim would ignore the warning signs of and stupidly ask “hello?” or say something stupid like “What are you looking at” Before calling them a creep and continuing down the road towards them only to be slaughtered and a title card to appear. That’s who I felt like right now. The useless opening character who was used only to show hey this movie includes a dangerous killer that the main characters down the road will encounter and survive. 

    Thinking about my imminent death got my mind off the cold long enough for me to make it to the gas station only to find it’s closed. I cursed leaning against the brick wall checking my phone. It was Sunday. Just my luck I chose to come on the one day they’re closed and on top of that my phone screen flashed with the 5% warning. Could this day get any worst. I started making my way back home before my phone dies and leaves me with nothing in case to add on top of my shitty morning my life decides to turn into that horror movie where the street lights blow out. Luckily my house wasn’t that far of a walk only about 10 minutes walk. It was quiet outside and it made me feel like I was going insane. Maybe I'd write about this, my terrible shitty morning and how my car wouldn’t start and how I had to walk a closed gas station for cat food my dumb ass forgot to buy only for my phone to be at 5% when a potential killer could be around. That’d be interesting right? Better yet what if a killer actually chasing me down, I could write about that or have Yoongi do it if my body turns up mutilated somewhere. That's a thought.

    It’s only when my eyes wouldn’t leave the forest alongside the road did an idea pop into my head. What if instead of fiction I write about the people who went missing while on a hike in these woods. It was somewhat of a town legend that some psycho had been stalking the woods waiting for unsuspecting victims to make their way into his den while getting lost only to meet their tragic end. It was a stupid legend and the missing people probably had a logical answer. It was a big area of woods and mostly everyone who went missing went at late hours when the moon and stars were still out obstructing the paths. Most of them were trouble makers and liked not following the rules this included not heeding the warnings written on signs amongst the trails telling them to stay on the paths otherwise they’d get lost never to be seen from again. It didn’t exactly say that but something along those lines. I wasn’t a big hiker so I didn’t know exactly. Regardless I could play into this urban legend  our town had and actually make a new York times best seller. Then maybe I can move out of Silent Pass or what I like to call Silent Hell playing off of one of my favorite horror game series. 

    I stopped outside the trail entrance completely forgetting about my almost dead phone. Something about it made me want to enter. Maybe I could find some clues maybe even solve what had happened to them. Was a story worth getting lost myself? It must’ve been because next thing you know I was walking along the path not far from the entrance just a couple of feet in. The air was still compared to the soft breeze outside the forest. It felt for dense making my head dizzy. It felt weird to be in the forest like it was a different dimension. The thick trees around me making soft rustling nosies despite me feeling no wind. The sounds of the night going off all around me. An owl hooting in the distance. The soft sounds of animals running along the leaves that had fallen from the trees high above. Crickets making noise in all directions. I stared down the dark path my body urging me on but my mind somewhere else. I logically knew I shouldn’t be doing this when I couldn’t see the paths but I was curious. That saying curiosity killed the cat taking it’s place here.

    Leaves crunched underneath my feet. My footsteps making soft thuds on the dirt below me. I only stopped when I heard the sound of my phone powering down snapping me out of whatever trance I was in. 

“Shit” I audibly cursed and made my way back up the path and out of the forest jogging home to get my phone on a charger. The forest behind me long forgotten. For now at least. 

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SKZ Roommate Headcanon

(Not me getting lazy towards the end 😞✋)

Felix

•100% always wants to cuddle

•He sends you memes at 3 AM

•”have you seen this one”

•”yes Felix, go to bed”

•definitely also ft you and tells you he misses you even though he’s a room away

•he’s clingy asf 🤭

•Scares the fuck out of you with that voice 🤩

•But you secretly love it

•PILLOW FIGHTS!

•Fortnite dances to distract you from homework

•”Felix please I have to finish this”

•”Just watch this one more”

•Everyone just assumes either you like him or he likes you

•You’re just really close friends

•You both joke about getting married in front of everyone to play into their suspicions

•You end up actually falling for him

•He always practices singing in front of you for criticism

•He teaches you piano

•Bakes all the time

•says yeet a lot

•He always asks you to do his makeup

•in return he does yours

•You play with his hair a lot

•HIS PONYTAILS

•You both stay up at crazy hours in each others rooms just talking

•expect picnics all the time

•Video games are a must for you two

•he’s very competitive

•you sit between his legs while he brushes your hair

•He loves all the compliments you give him

•You count his freckles when you’re bored

•”Y/N what are you doing”

•”Counting the stars”

•You watch him practice dancing with the other members

•sings you to sleep

•”CAN WE GET A DOG??!”

•Felix being the best roommate and friend you could ever ask for

Bang Chan

•He always switches between speaking Korean and English to you

•”Shit I forgot you can’t understand”

•You usually join his lives because the fans secretly love you more

•You see Chan as an older brother

•Arguments but not big ones because he has a temper 🤭

•”Chan the WiFi-“

•”I CAN’T CONTROL THE WIFI”

•Him giving you advice whenever you need it

•and when you don’t

•He makes you breakfast in bed

•Expect The Weeknd to be playing in his room at all times

•He tries teaching you Korean

•sings you to sleep like Felix

•daily runs

•”I’m tired Chan”

•”Keep going!”

•teases you about your crushes

•he gives his fans more attention than you but that’s okay because they give you more attention

•Stay ship you two together

•This is funny to you but not to him

•He wakes you up at like 5 AM everyday

•”Fuck off Christopher”

•over protective

•Has a billion pictures of you in his gallery

•you swear your mother had another kid and didn’t tell you because you and Chan are definitely siblings

•You’re not actually siblings-

Changbin

•Your house is always clean

•He almost never wears shirts with sleeves

•He catches you staring at his arms a lot

•”like what you see?”

•”Shut up Changbin”

•Lots of blushing-

•from you

•Walks out the bathroom after a shower in nothing but a towel

•Teases you about how blushy you are

•saying you wanted him was one way to put it

•Kills you with that damn smirk 🧎‍♀️

•Shows you new raps he wrote

•you usually sit in the studio 3racha

•you touch his biceps a lot

•you always compliment his singing because it surprises you

•”I’m a rapper, y/n!”

•”well you should be part of vocal racha!”

•He secretly loves the compliments even though he say’s he doesn’t

•You and him challenge each other to rap battles

•He always wins

•sometimes he lets you win

•Third wheeling him and Felix when they hang out

•”I exist”

•”we know”

•Gives you all his attention at home because he feels bad

•”Forgive me Y/n he means nothing”

•You laugh at his stupid jokes but you love him none the less

•You two eventually kiss by accident though

•You went to turn your head when he leaned over your shoulder to see what you were making not realizing how close he was

•it wasn’t really a kiss but your lips touched

•You both pulled away extremely red

•Changbin initiated it after coming to he actually kissed you this time

•You were surprised but kissed back

•Let’s just say after that you both gave into the tension and gave up your ability to walk for a while 🤗

•Both of you became more than just roommates

Hyunjin

•drama queen

•Likes cuddling!!!!

•Say’s he doesn’t

•you third wheel him and Kkami

•Lots of bed sharing

•you bully him for kissing Kkami

•”Shut up he’s a better kisser than you”

•”want me to prove you wrong”

•He’d run screaming from that

•you play with his hair because it’s so soft

•Kkami is more of a third roommate than a pet with him

•you’re surprised he doesn’t trip over himself with his long ass legs

•you enjoy watching him dance though

•Both of you watch dramas but he gets WAY too into it

•He ends up crying hugging a pillow

•yells at the tv a lot

•showers a lot

•comes out in only a towel

•mesmerized by his dancing still

•he 100% gives you weird looks when he catches you staring

•”Stoooop I don’t get you”

•Buying him americanos so he can sing and do his little dancy dance

•He spills it like he always does

•Cries about it

•a big baby

•even worse because you baby him

Jisung

•Talks about Lee Know all the time

•100% has his clothes all over his floor

•including the bathroom, living room and any other room

•”JISUNG YOUR CLOTHES AGAIN”

•”THIS IS THE 12TH TIME TODAY”

•you being done with him 99% of the time

•you both chase each other around the house

•Pillow fights! (Like Felix)

•you’re both children

•he sings a lot to you

•you cook for him

•”My mom always said marry someone like you”

•”JISUNG”

•Loud asf

•even louder when Changbin and Chan are over

•Surprisingly a good cook

•somehow burns toast though

•he can’t make toast for some reason

•”you literally cooked a whole dinner and can’t even make toast??!”

•”toast is hard!”

•you tease him about his obvious crush on Lino

•”I don’t like him!”

•”Do too!”

•usually ends with him being all blushy and huffs while walking away

•You give him and Lino the “look” when they’re both near

•Changbin and you then tease them together

•Lino doesn’t mind the teasing but Jisung hates it

Lee Know

•talks about Jisung all the time

•walks out the bathroom naked

•”LINO!”

•”what?”

•never a boring day with him

•DANCING DANCING DANCING DANCING

•He comes out to you

•”No way me too!”

•Being besties

•Death stares anyone who’s mean to you

•Kicks anyone’s ass if they are mean to you

•over protective

•don’t ever hang with him and Jisung without a fourth person because you will not exist

•Not really he includes you when he remembers

•Dinner “dates”

•expect Jisung to come to a lot of them

•You try getting them together

•it kinda works

•In return he tries getting you with Changbin

•also kinda works

Seungmin

•a giant puppy!

•cuddles!

•He sings to you

•you enjoy seeing him smile

•you’re the reason he smiles

•caring for each other a lot

•like extreme levels of care

•comes into your room at night and lays with you

•could lay with him for hours

•counting stars in the sky at night

•runs inside screaming and laughing when it rains

•”we could kiss in the-“

•“NO!”

•”Joking!”

•He’s the cutest

•you sit on his lap a lot but just because you like when he plays with your hair

•Movie nights almost every night

•sometimes you invite over the others

•He posts you on stray kids Instagram a lot

•Get’s in trouble for doing it

•he doesn’t care and still continues to do it

•Has a lot of pictures of you

•admires you a lot

Jeongin

•Has a big crush on you

•you see him as a brother

•that doesn’t last long

•You’re both like middle schoolers with crushes on each other

•you get shy around each other

•skin care routines together 🤩

•you help him dye his hair

•”your hair is fried”

•”We don’t talk about it”

•His family loves you

•no one is surprised when you two start dating

•Still get shy around each other

•A lot of hand holding!

•Secretly really fit

•You help him with his school work

•he still doesn’t do it

•fails school but somehow still passes

•”Jeongin you were supposed to pass....”

•”I still graduated!”

•You two being soulmates

Woojail

•You’d never live with him 🤩