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i was so angry at everything when i was 13. and i was right
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HII OMG, ALL YOUR "they're all inlove with you" HAS ME IN A LITERAL CHOKEHOLD, I LOVE IT SO MUCH !!! Please don't die early, and please write more, I beg you DIFBIENSOSKDOSKKS I'M SCREAMING, CRYING, SMILING AND EVERYTHING, IT'S TOO CUTE I LOVE YOU
AAAHHH THIS IS SO SWEET!! Thank you!!!
I always fight an internal battle of whether to come back or not. But this might've just sealed my fate đđ€
âPlease donât die early and please write moreâ is gonna be my new internal motivation đȘđŒ
I do have a 3 part Mattheo fic almost finished... any takers?
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HI! hugging you!!! đ«đ€
HI!! hugging you too bestie!!!! <3
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ê°áą. .áąê±âËâč hi weâve been muts a bit but never spoken *gasp* so hello so lovely to meet ya!
hi there!! sorry i'm so late to this. you happened to reach out on my bday!! <3
i see you all over my tl, i'm so glad to meet you!! <3
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All in the name of love and deceit.
Mattheo Riddle x reader. Three parts.
Coming soon.
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i simply do not have 1 nonchalant bone in my body. i am emotional, passionate and dramatic. and itâs quite beautiful.
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Merry Christmas, Mel! I hope you have the most wonderful and special day! Sending you a hug! So grateful for your friendship and our mutual adoration of each otherâs work!!! Literally obsessed with you!!! đ«¶đŒ
BAAAAABE i'm so late to this!! Happy new year!!! I can't wait to get back on here and share my silly slytherin writings with you again! Love you so much, my favorite Mattheo girl (and my fav in general) <3
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đđ You have been selected to play the exclusive get to know your moots game! Name the top 3 most memorable experiences that have happened this year, and paste this into 5 other blog's to spread the love! đđ
ps: in case you already answered this, feel free to share 3 more to relive happy moments and celebrate your wins. sending hugs!
oh my gosh! this year really has been something different. I'd have to say...
meeting & falling in love with my fav guy
seeing taylor swift with @noble-serpent đ€
getting a new job that will improve my life drastically!
4. (I know I know it's only supposed to be 3 but...) coming on here and embracing my creativity has been so special and fun and invigorating! Y'all make me a more confident writer and this outlet has been super inspiring for me. Love y'all so much!!
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THIS... I am such a sucker for this man. My original love. My Draco.
The sequence of being cornered in the COMMON ROOM!!! I CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT I'LL PASS AWAY
I just love the way you write him to be so utterly out of control of his emotions and reactions when his behavior otherwise is normally so calculated and purposeful. UGH
The way he STUTTERS AROUND HER!!! Oh my god. I have to go
Once again a 5 star blurb. Pulitzer worthy. My favorite author đ€
how draco would be undeniably flustered around you âĄ



Overall, I think Draco is very confident and poised, but with you he becomes a flustered wreck.
˰âą*ââ·
You know he would lay it on thick whilst you two are flirting, his confidence attracting you to him instantly; but now the feelings between the two of you have pent up week over week and he finally has you cornered in the common room in the midst of a party and youâre subtly biting your bottom lip, looking at him seductively, your eyes simply begging him to kiss you and itâs like he loses all of his cool. His hands feel tense and clammy and you can see him swallow deeply as he runs his fingers through his perfect hair, mussing it for the first time ever, which somehow makes him even more irresistible to you as you run your hands up his broad chest.
âI-uhhh-youââ he mutters.
The effect you have on him makes you smile as you see his eyes flitting nervously between yours and your glossed lips before he finally leans in to kiss you, a bit quick, but instantly passionate, his confidence returning the moment he feels you reciprocate, your tongue tangling with his. And even though heâs consumed by you, he feels he can breathe again, and he thinks the momentary lapse in his self-assurance is over, but it actually never ever stops.
You tangle your fingers in his in the hallway? Heâs blushing.
You catch his eye across the classroom and smile at him? Youâve been dating for five months but he stops breathing.
You sit on his lap in the common room? Heâs wearing a shit-eating grin as he winds his arm around your waist, but he can hear the blood rushing in his ears as his heart pounds in his chest at your proximity.
And then youâre headed for a night out in a dress thatâs perfect for your figure, and more than a little suggestive and you see his eyes widen when they take hold of you.
âMmm, what do you think?â you hum against his lips as you press yours to his.
And even though itâs been nearly a year that youâve been together, his brain malfunctions.
âItâs- I think- really- so- very- do you need a jacket?â he asks, looking around for something to cover you with, âI canââ
And you kiss him again to spare him having to respond as you both laugh.
This boy was raised by death eaters, knew Voldemort personally and nearly killed his classmates and headmaster but somehow you are the thing that brings him to his knees.
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IM ALIVE Y'ALL... I PROMISE
This time of year is insane!! and I just got a new job!! But I miss you all so much and I will get my creative juices flowing again soon!!
Big shout out to @redeemingvillains whose writing and encouragement keep me coming back from my lil breaks!! I'll come back from war soon my love!! <3
In the meantime... MASTERLIST
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ARE YOU J O K I N G RIGHT NOW
Dear god. I am in shambles. This rewired the framework of my very being. Letâs get into it.
The way he CARRIES HER BRIDAL STYLEâŠâŠ I love our angsty champion đȘđŒđ€
âIâm a fucking wreck for youâ hey guess what. This ruined me. Like completely erased any chance of me ever being normal. Cool
Any sequence where heâs haunted by the image of her floating in the water is PURE CINEMA đ Shit is CINEMATIC!!
This whole thing is soooooo Matty. The pure rage, the unfiltered dialogue with his superiors. The way he doesnât even care that he won, his affection for her consuming him instead of the clear victory. Chefs kiss đ
The way you write itches a scratch in my brain that no other writer on here can. Your selection of words is so careful and satisfying. Obsessed
âWith everything Iâve got, I love you.â
1. EEEEEEEEEEKK
2. I am gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure. I cannot unsee a scenario where you arenât violently blushing while writing this LOL
Gonna re-read this all day at work because it feels so real. This IS Matty. Spot on. Utter perfection, Vee!! đđ«đđŠ
the black lake - mattheo riddle
summary: mattheo is hogwarts' triwizard tournament champion, and he's proven that he can crush the competition. but when the stakes are raised, and you're involved, nothing will get in his way.
word count: 2.3k
a/n: this was was so fun to think about! lots of references to goblet of fire! lots of swearing, matty is not a happy camper in this one. enjoy âĄ
Obviously this boy would put his name in the Goblet of Fire (all of the boys did) and there would be a lot of feelings about him being chosen as the Hogwarts champion, lots of accusations about him rigging the selection (he probably did). But he'd definitely crush the competition, especially when he had the right motivation...
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It's the morning of the second task, the day crisp and frosty, creating puffs of air as Mattheo huffed in exertion, marching down to the Black Lake surrounded by his friends. Suffice to say, he was pissed. It was fucking frigid outside and he hadn't seen you all morning, the combination enough to set him dangerously on edge.
You'd told him you'd come spend the night with him, and if nothing else you always ate breakfast together, so when you didn't show up last night and you were nowhere to be found this morning he was furious that you'd blown him off. Now he was spending his entire walk from the castle to the lake ruminating over it, piling on every perceived slight over the last few days, including the way he saw you talking to a group of guys from Durmstrang in the Great Hall yesterday, causing him to involuntarily curl his hands into fists at his side.
His friends walked beside him, surrounding him in a sort of semicircle, but moving in complete silence; they knew better than to try to say anything to him when he was in a mood like this. Before long, Pansy came running to meet them, nearly out of breath as she said, exasperated, "I couldn't fucking find her. She's not anywhere in our dormitory, in the library, I don't know where she's gone." Concern and frustration laced her voice as she looked at the group and then up at Mattheo.
This wasn't like you.
You had been Mattheo's #1 supporter throughout the whole tournament, helping him prepare, cheering him on, jumping into his arms the moment he'd defeated his dragon, and generally always glued to his side. In fact, you were always glued to all of their sides, the group of you being nearly inseparable, so having you missing made all of the boys feel shifty and on edge as they looked at one another.
Fear bloomed in Mattheo's chest. And the feeling of fear when it came to you did not sit well with him. He didn't want to feel afraid, to feel vulnerable when it came to you, so he opted to shove the feeling down, keeping instead with anger which was much easier and more natural to him.
"I don't have time for this" he muttered, quickening his pace as they all scrambled to keep up with him.
The biting wind whipped through his dark curls and stung his cheeks as he stood on the platform above the lake, staring into the middle-distance of the dark and choppy waves. Students and staff alike were cheering and shouting their encouragement for their champions, but he was completely zoned out, his mind bouncing back and forth between your lingering absence and the task ahead of him. He only perked up when Dumbledore's loud voice rang out over the crowd.
"Welcome to the second task!" it radiated.
"Last night something was stolen from each of our champions, a treasure of sortsâ"
Mattheo's heart plummeted so fast into his stomach that he subconsciously grasped at his chest. A treasure? There wasn't a thing he owned that he valued enough to call a treasure, not a single thing in his life that held that much weight... except you. You were undeniably his treasure. He looked back into the murky water of the Black Lake... it couldn't be... he thought ... surely they wouldn't... as Dumbledore's voice continued.
"âThese four treasures, one for each champion, now lie on the bottom of the Black Lakeâ" Mattheo's stomach lurched with what little breakfast he'd been able to eat as his eyes shot to Pansy's in the crowd in enough time to see her clasp her hand to her mouth as she pieced the situation together.
"âIn order to win, each champion need only find their treasure and return to the surface. Simple enough. Except for this. They will have but one hour to do so and one hour only. After that, they'll be on their own. No magic will save them."
Mattheo's feet were moving before Dumbledore said another word, sprinting towards the water because fuck this stupid tournament, and fuck the geezer for thinking he could take you away from him, that he could put you in danger.
"You may begin at the sound of the cannon."
BOOM!
Mattheo heard the blast as his body hit the water, diving headfirst into the waves without bothering to cast a spell, without a care to what he'd find within the foreboding depths.
The cold shocked his system, but his heart was hammering for plenty of other reasons as he pulled his body through the fierce current, his strong arms and legs working against the waves.
For a minute he was surrounded in dark nothingness. He could feel rather than see that he wasn't alone in the water, occasionally sensing something moving on either side of him, but he didn't have time, you didn't have time for him to care. His lungs started to burn and he pressed his wand to his neck, casting a spell frantically so as not to waste another second.
After swimming at an impossible pace for so long he wondered if there even was a bottom to the lake, he heard an ethereal sound, like singing and changed course to swim towards it, which brought him to a large clearing where he could see merpeople swimming around. The few nearest him whipped their heads toward him, surprised at his presence as they turned to face him fully. He dared them, dared any fucking one of them to come near him, welcomed it actually, a chance to take out his rage, but they steered clear, perhaps sensing it would be a losing battle despite the tritons they carried and their razor-sharp teeth.
He swam on, his muscles straining, aching with the exertion of pulling his weight through the thick water at such an unwavering and desperate pace, but the feeling faded, drained from him, as four distinct figures came into view, four bodies, tethered and floating in the water, their hair moving eerily around their faces, their bodies stiff and still, like corpses.
He identified you immediately and he swam harder and harder until he was close enough to touch you. He brushed a hand against your cheek; your skin held a blueish tint and your face was expressionless, void of the smile that you always had for him, that reached your eyes, that lit up your face, the absence of it was enough to make his eyes sting in a way that had nothing to do with the brackish water.
He grasped your stiff form, the resistance of your body against his continuing to mess with his mind as he sent a spell to sever the rope that secured you and tried not to think about how rigid you felt in his arms.
His ability to breath underwater didn't matter for shit, because he was certain he didn't breath the entire way back, climbing harder and harder as he carried your weight with him, desperate to reach the surface, desperate to save you, thinking the entire time how fucking foolish he'd been to spend even one second mad at you today.
Finally, he could see the light of the surface, the grey clouds in the sky reflecting in the waves, and after a final series of strong kicks he broke through the current.
Immediately, he felt you come alive again in his arms, spluttering and coughing as you grasped for him.
"M-Matty!?" you said hysterically, the cold and fear in your voice setting his heart in a vice as your eyes fluttered open and you looked around in confusion at your surroundings. "What happened?! Whereâ?!"
"âIt's okay, you're okay, you're safe" he said, pulling you against him, keeping you both afloat even as you rocked in the waves and he gasped deeply for air.
"C'mere, c'mon" he said, swimming with you in his embrace towards the platform, anxious to get you out of the freezing water.
The crowd had erupted into cheers when you'd breached the surface, and they were announcing that Mattheo was the champion by a long shot, not having been in the water for more than 20 minutes, the other champions still completely unaccounted for. But hearing talk of the competition and seeing everyone's ignorance about the whole situation as they clapped and smiled was pushing him to his limit as he hoisted you up to Pansy who greeted you with a thick towel.
Mattheo pulled himself out of the water, barely taking time to wrap a towel around his shoulders before grabbing three more and pulling them around you. You laughed under the heavy bundle, even as your shivering continued uncontrollably. "I-I'm okay, I-I'm okay" you said, trying to reassure him, even as you noticed that he wouldn't meet your eyes.
"Buncha fucking idiots" you heard him muttering as he rubbed your arms before he stooped down and swept you off your feet bridal style, one hand around your waist, the other holding on to your legs. The crowd cheered again, erupting in a sigh of "awws" at the gesture until he began barreling towards them.
"Matty?" you asked, concerned, "Where are weâ?"
"âAnywhere but here" he growled as people began pushing each other to get out of his way.
"Mr. Riddle!" McGonagall chided, chasing after you both as you watched her from over his shoulder, urging him to stop as a couple of other professors followed in pursuit.
He veered towards the raised platform where the headmasters were seated, coming to a brief stop in from of Dumbledore who had stood to his feet.
"You are out of your fucking mind!" Mattheo spat at him.
Several people around you gasped, even Igor Karkaroff had the wherewithal to look surprised, impressed even, before Mattheo walked away, marching right off the platform and back towards the school as the entire crowd watched you go.
You could tell Mattheo was tired, beyond tired, physically, emotionally; you could feel his arms shaking against your weight.
"Matty, I can walk, it's okay" you said quietly, but he wouldn't let you go, wouldn't set you down, wouldn't even respond to you or meet your eyes. So you resigned yourself to resting your head on his shoulder, nuzzling against his neck which seemed to relax him a bit.
He carried you all the way to his room, making his way to the bathroom where he finally set you down and immediately began running you a hot bath. Wordlessly, he found a towel and a set of his clothes for you to wear, placing them at the edge of the tub before leaving without a word, closing the door gently behind him.
You looked anxiously at the closed door, aware that something was very very wrong, but also acknowledging that he might need a minute, and that you still couldn't feel the tips of your fingers or toes, so you resigned yourself to the hot water.
It felt heavenly, as did washing the muck of the lake off your skin and out of your hair. You reveled in the smell of his soap, like cedar and evergreen, but you were too anxious to sit there any longer than necessary, quickly pulling on his sweatpants and sweatshirt that engulfed your frame as you toweled your hair dry and pushed the door open.
Mattheo was seated at the edge of his bed, still dripping wet, his body shaking noticeably as he stared at the ground. He glanced up when he heard you, visibly relaxing a bit as he took in your warm, rosy cheeks and your soft smile, his mind flashing for only a moment to your unsmiling rigid form floating in the water, trying to reconcile that version of you with the one in front of him.
You approached him slowly, moving to stand between his legs as you took his face in your warm hands, tilting it to look at you. He had a strained, puzzled expression on his face as his eyes drank you in before his hands came to rest on your waist.
"Babeâ" you started.
"âI love you" he said.
Your heart somersaulted over the words you'd never heard him say before as you let out a small breath, your hand moving to cover your mouth in shock as your eyes widened.
"I'm-I'm a fucking wreck for you" he continued, laughing humorlessly as he shook his head. "Today... really fucked me up. I thought I'd lost you, I thought..." he paused, getting quiet "...The way you looked down there, alone, miles under the water, surrounded by all sorts of shit" he shook his head harder like he could unlive the memory of it all.
"I should have told you sooner, because I've known for awhile, for a long fucking time, but I've been too scared to say it, too scared that you don't remotely feel the same way, but that doesn't matter anymore, nothing fucking matters other than you hearing me say it, today, every day, I love you, YN." His eyes met yours finally, wide and sincere. "With everything I've got, I love you."
"I love you too!â" you whispered, and the words were barely out of your mouth before he pressed his cold lips to yours, pulling you into him so tightly you let out an involuntary squeak as your arms moved to wrap around his neck and he fell backwards onto his bed, continuing to mumble against your lips "Iloveyou, loveyou, I loveyou", smushing your kisses with his affectionate words until you were laughing with joy, the sound finally reassuring him that you were his, and that you were okay.
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Thank you lovey!! I gotta write more fics where theyâre all down bad for y/n đ€đ«¶đŒ
Our Missing Piece
Pairing: theyâre all in love w/ you đ€ x fem!reader
Word count: 1.3k
TW: none! Fluff galore!
Featuring: Draco, Theo, Mattheo, Pansy
Summary: As Hogwartsâs newest student, you generally keep to yourself, staying out of the spotlight. That is until you beat the famous Harry Potter in a classroom duel and win the hearts of a bunch of down-bad Slytherins, who jump at the chance to take you under their wing.
Please donât pick me, please donât pick me.
Professor Snapeâs looming eyes scale the shaking students in front of him, deciding who heâll choose to go next in your Defense Against the Dark Arts mock-wand battles. McGonagall has already made her choice, sending the famous Harry Potter walking proudly to the center, taking a wide stance.
Youâve managed to stay relatively out of the way since starting at Hogwarts, about a month ago. Since you stepped foot off the train, you decided to dedicate yourself to your studies, giving in to your introverted tendencies.
But youâd be lying if you said you didnât long for friendship each time you spotted girls skipping in the hallway together, or when the Weasley crew bursts into laughter at lunch, or when you spot the Ravenclaws studying in the library.
Suddenly, your head of houseâs voice penetrates the air, slicing through the anticipation like a swift dagger.
âMiss Y/L/N,â Snape announces, gesturing a finger to approach him.
Son of a bitch.
You look around, the color draining from your face as you observe every head turning to look at you. You make your way up to the raised platform, passed your professor, when an oddly gentle hand on your shoulder stops you short.
Snape kneels, lowering his voice to a mutter.
âBreathe. Forget his name. He is only a boy.â
You nod, swallowing your fear and taking your first steps toward Harry. You repeat the words in your head, closing your eyes momentarily and wiping the sweat from your palms.
He is only a boy.
âOn your marks,â Professor Lupin instructs, the both of you lifting your wands to position. Harry nods to you in greeting, which you return with eyes like headlights. You try your best to ignore your racing pulse and quickened breath.
What the hell am I going to do?
A sly, boyish voice from the Slytherin crowd behind you catches your ear, a voice you can almost put a name to. The phrase ripples in your head, echoing until it becomes a solid thought.
âCareful of that one, Potter. Sheâs lethal.â
You grin to yourself, the remark helping to relax your shoulders and straighten your posture. And for the first time since arriving here, you feel a confidence thatâs been waiting to unleash⊠you feel like a Slytherin.
Sheâs lethal.
In a split second, you choose a spell and devise the best handwork to perform it.
Yes, I bloody am.
Lupin conducts a countdown, and at the same time, you each send magic hurdling at each other. But youâre sharp, cunning, and quick. Maybe youâve only been here a month, but you know enough to identify his weakness on the spot.
His softer, disarming expelliarmus meets your driving, aggressive bombarda, as a fantastic collision of colors explodes in the center of the platform. Students yell in reaction, stepping a few feet back.
The blast sends Harry straight down, rolling over a few times from the forceful impact. You had directed it specifically to hit at just the right moment, as not to cause injury.
After a second, you find yourself still on your feet, the smoke clearing slowly in the air. But the second your house spots Potter on the ground, a roar like hell erupts behind you. A small smile returns to your face, along with a glimmer in your gaze.
You bow, then stroll over to your opponent, respectfully offering to help him back on his feet. Your face contorts in confusion when he stands on his own, shaking you off.
âGood match, Potter! Nice to meet you.â You extend your hand, finding your soft, yet direct voice.
âNot shaking your hand if you belong to those filthy Slytherins,â he replies, a pang of hurt hitting your chest at the rejection. Youâre lost on where you went wrong, all you did was follow instructions.
âShe sure as hell does!â
Suddenly, a mass of rushed footsteps approaches you from behind, the boyish voices multiplying as they celebrate your victory.
âTold you to be careful, Potter.â Draco mocks, sending a wink his way. A boy you recognize as Mattheo speaks up next.
âThe boy who lived- oh, sorry, I meant the boy who got leveled by a fourth year!â He snickers, taking a stance by your side. He looks to you, nudging your shoulder in encouragement with a gleam of pride in his eyes. His next words are just for you.
âWicked job out there, darling.â
The closeness of his face to yours sends a shiver down your back, his charming smile luring you in. Harry interrupts, his tone annoyed.
âRun from this lot while you can, Y/N.â
âPaws off, Potter. This oneâs ours.â Draco sneers, throwing an arm around you and pulling you close to his side. A blush develops on your face, remembering his sentiment from before your duel.
âThatâs too bad, a smart girl like you wasting your time with a bunch of snakes.â He spits.
Theodore, the Italian transfer from Rome, pipes in with his two cents. Heâs tall, and intimidating. His mere presence ushers other students out of the way.
âIâd tell you to eat shit, Harry, but you already did.â The diss earns an uproarious laugh from the group. Pansy stands behind you, resting her head on your shoulder.
âSomeoneâs a sore loser,â she says to Harry in her sing-song way. âNot every legend has a prophecy, mate.â She squeezes your arm, giggling to you and herself.
And to that, he storms away, his Gryffindor friends following after. You turn to the group, unable to produce words after their glowing display of support. They each take their turn giving you hugs and chanting your name, Pansy opting to play with your hair.
âI think youâre our missing piece.â Mattheo proclaims. âWe sort of need someone who-â
âCan save our arses?â Theo finishes the thought. âSheâs way bloody better at magic than we are.â
âI believe heâs referring to the several⊠ahem, situations, we get ourselves into⊠at times.â Draco says hesitantly, his gaze drinking in your every feature, admiring his newest recruit.
For the first time, you find yourself surrounded by people who like you. Who admire you, want you for themselves. Theyâre actually excited, thrilled even, to make you one of their own. You couldnât have imagined it unfolding like this, but youâre damn glad it did.
âShouldâve known she was the one when Draco was nearly drooling over her in Potions classâŠâ Pansy interjects. Dracoâs face goes wildly pink, unable to hide his bashfulness behind his pale complexion.
âWhat else can you do, new girl?â Theo inquires, his demeanor mysterious and intriguing.
âIn che senso?â You respond, using the very little Italian you picked up on your last summer trip. His face lights up, a wave of sheer attraction and awe written all over it.
He clasps your hand, holding it like a damn trophy. âI think Iâll marry you someday.â He confesses.
Mattheo pushes him away from you in order to regain your attention by offering to carry your books to the next class.
âAllow me, love.â Mattheo says as the boys continue to shove and trip over each other to engage with you.
You nod, shooting a puzzled look at Pansy while the boys gather your things and start to lead the group out. She pulls you aside, linking arms with you, the Slytherin champion.
âTheyâve all been pining since they first laid eyes on you, you bloody bombshell.â She jokes, revealing the boyâs truth.
âBut then you beat Potter, and well⊠that sealed the deal. Iâve never seen heart-eyes like that from any of them, let alone all of them.â
You catch Draco staring longingly at the two of you, quickly glancing elsewhere to play off his obvious infatuation with you. You smile and wave to him, biting your lip as he nods your way.
Pansy leaves you with one last thought before you all head to Potions, gesturing her head towards Draco.
âTheyâre all quite competitive. But that one⊠that one will end the world for you, Y/N.â
Lethal, you think to yourself.
Because heâs lethal, too.
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Ahhh this was so cute! My friends call me the grim reaper because I will threaten their tinder hook ups when they suck LOL so I thought this was appropriate đ€
npt: @noble-serpent @clar2aa @helendeath đ«¶đŒ
I couldnt help myself! She is soo cute!
Do this picrew how you would look like this chrismas <3
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VEEEEEEE youâre hyping me UP to dangerous levels rn đđ©”
So happy you like Y/N as an ass-kicking heroine type bc Iâm super into that angle right now!! đđŒ
Took some inspo from one of GOTâs best lines for this piece. âCareful of that one, she wants you dead.â âïžđ
I always wanted a backstory for how Y/N came to be with the Slytherin boys and always came back to this!
(New idea?? We make shirts with fanfic quotes?? Call themâŠâŠvee-shirts?!!!!)
Your review made me so giddy thank you sm babe!!! đ„° will PROUDLY continue to serve my slytherin community đ«Ą
Our Missing Piece
Pairing: theyâre all in love w/ you đ€ x fem!reader
Word count: 1.3k
TW: none! Fluff galore!
Featuring: Draco, Theo, Mattheo, Pansy
Summary: As Hogwartsâs newest student, you generally keep to yourself, staying out of the spotlight. That is until you beat the famous Harry Potter in a classroom duel and win the hearts of a bunch of down-bad Slytherins, who jump at the chance to take you under their wing.
Please donât pick me, please donât pick me.
Professor Snapeâs looming eyes scale the shaking students in front of him, deciding who heâll choose to go next in your Defense Against the Dark Arts mock-wand battles. McGonagall has already made her choice, sending the famous Harry Potter walking proudly to the center, taking a wide stance.
Youâve managed to stay relatively out of the way since starting at Hogwarts, about a month ago. Since you stepped foot off the train, you decided to dedicate yourself to your studies, giving in to your introverted tendencies.
But youâd be lying if you said you didnât long for friendship each time you spotted girls skipping in the hallway together, or when the Weasley crew bursts into laughter at lunch, or when you spot the Ravenclaws studying in the library.
Suddenly, your head of houseâs voice penetrates the air, slicing through the anticipation like a swift dagger.
âMiss Y/L/N,â Snape announces, gesturing a finger to approach him.
Son of a bitch.
You look around, the color draining from your face as you observe every head turning to look at you. You make your way up to the raised platform, passed your professor, when an oddly gentle hand on your shoulder stops you short.
Snape kneels, lowering his voice to a mutter.
âBreathe. Forget his name. He is only a boy.â
You nod, swallowing your fear and taking your first steps toward Harry. You repeat the words in your head, closing your eyes momentarily and wiping the sweat from your palms.
He is only a boy.
âOn your marks,â Professor Lupin instructs, the both of you lifting your wands to position. Harry nods to you in greeting, which you return with eyes like headlights. You try your best to ignore your racing pulse and quickened breath.
What the hell am I going to do?
A sly, boyish voice from the Slytherin crowd behind you catches your ear, a voice you can almost put a name to. The phrase ripples in your head, echoing until it becomes a solid thought.
âCareful of that one, Potter. Sheâs lethal.â
You grin to yourself, the remark helping to relax your shoulders and straighten your posture. And for the first time since arriving here, you feel a confidence thatâs been waiting to unleash⊠you feel like a Slytherin.
Sheâs lethal.
In a split second, you choose a spell and devise the best handwork to perform it.
Yes, I bloody am.
Lupin conducts a countdown, and at the same time, you each send magic hurdling at each other. But youâre sharp, cunning, and quick. Maybe youâve only been here a month, but you know enough to identify his weakness on the spot.
His softer, disarming expelliarmus meets your driving, aggressive bombarda, as a fantastic collision of colors explodes in the center of the platform. Students yell in reaction, stepping a few feet back.
The blast sends Harry straight down, rolling over a few times from the forceful impact. You had directed it specifically to hit at just the right moment, as not to cause injury.
After a second, you find yourself still on your feet, the smoke clearing slowly in the air. But the second your house spots Potter on the ground, a roar like hell erupts behind you. A small smile returns to your face, along with a glimmer in your gaze.
You bow, then stroll over to your opponent, respectfully offering to help him back on his feet. Your face contorts in confusion when he stands on his own, shaking you off.
âGood match, Potter! Nice to meet you.â You extend your hand, finding your soft, yet direct voice.
âNot shaking your hand if you belong to those filthy Slytherins,â he replies, a pang of hurt hitting your chest at the rejection. Youâre lost on where you went wrong, all you did was follow instructions.
âShe sure as hell does!â
Suddenly, a mass of rushed footsteps approaches you from behind, the boyish voices multiplying as they celebrate your victory.
âTold you to be careful, Potter.â Draco mocks, sending a wink his way. A boy you recognize as Mattheo speaks up next.
âThe boy who lived- oh, sorry, I meant the boy who got leveled by a fourth year!â He snickers, taking a stance by your side. He looks to you, nudging your shoulder in encouragement with a gleam of pride in his eyes. His next words are just for you.
âWicked job out there, darling.â
The closeness of his face to yours sends a shiver down your back, his charming smile luring you in. Harry interrupts, his tone annoyed.
âRun from this lot while you can, Y/N.â
âPaws off, Potter. This oneâs ours.â Draco sneers, throwing an arm around you and pulling you close to his side. A blush develops on your face, remembering his sentiment from before your duel.
âThatâs too bad, a smart girl like you wasting your time with a bunch of snakes.â He spits.
Theodore, the Italian transfer from Rome, pipes in with his two cents. Heâs tall, and intimidating. His mere presence ushers other students out of the way.
âIâd tell you to eat shit, Harry, but you already did.â The diss earns an uproarious laugh from the group. Pansy stands behind you, resting her head on your shoulder.
âSomeoneâs a sore loser,â she says to Harry in her sing-song way. âNot every legend has a prophecy, mate.â She squeezes your arm, giggling to you and herself.
And to that, he storms away, his Gryffindor friends following after. You turn to the group, unable to produce words after their glowing display of support. They each take their turn giving you hugs and chanting your name, Pansy opting to play with your hair.
âI think youâre our missing piece.â Mattheo proclaims. âWe sort of need someone who-â
âCan save our arses?â Theo finishes the thought. âSheâs way bloody better at magic than we are.â
âI believe heâs referring to the several⊠ahem, situations, we get ourselves into⊠at times.â Draco says hesitantly, his gaze drinking in your every feature, admiring his newest recruit.
For the first time, you find yourself surrounded by people who like you. Who admire you, want you for themselves. Theyâre actually excited, thrilled even, to make you one of their own. You couldnât have imagined it unfolding like this, but youâre damn glad it did.
âShouldâve known she was the one when Draco was nearly drooling over her in Potions classâŠâ Pansy interjects. Dracoâs face goes wildly pink, unable to hide his bashfulness behind his pale complexion.
âWhat else can you do, new girl?â Theo inquires, his demeanor mysterious and intriguing.
âIn che senso?â You respond, using the very little Italian you picked up on your last summer trip. His face lights up, a wave of sheer attraction and awe written all over it.
He clasps your hand, holding it like a damn trophy. âI think Iâll marry you someday.â He confesses.
Mattheo pushes him away from you in order to regain your attention by offering to carry your books to the next class.
âAllow me, love.â Mattheo says as the boys continue to shove and trip over each other to engage with you.
You nod, shooting a puzzled look at Pansy while the boys gather your things and start to lead the group out. She pulls you aside, linking arms with you, the Slytherin champion.
âTheyâve all been pining since they first laid eyes on you, you bloody bombshell.â She jokes, revealing the boyâs truth.
âBut then you beat Potter, and well⊠that sealed the deal. Iâve never seen heart-eyes like that from any of them, let alone all of them.â
You catch Draco staring longingly at the two of you, quickly glancing elsewhere to play off his obvious infatuation with you. You smile and wave to him, biting your lip as he nods your way.
Pansy leaves you with one last thought before you all head to Potions, gesturing her head towards Draco.
âTheyâre all quite competitive. But that one⊠that one will end the world for you, Y/N.â
Lethal, you think to yourself.
Because heâs lethal, too.
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Our Missing Piece
Pairing: theyâre all in love w/ you đ€ x fem!reader
Word count: 1.3k
TW: none! Fluff galore!
Featuring: Draco, Theo, Mattheo, Pansy
Summary: As Hogwartsâs newest student, you generally keep to yourself, staying out of the spotlight. That is until you beat the famous Harry Potter in a classroom duel and win the hearts of a bunch of down-bad Slytherins, who jump at the chance to take you under their wing.
Please donât pick me, please donât pick me.
Professor Snapeâs looming eyes scale the shaking students in front of him, deciding who heâll choose to go next in your Defense Against the Dark Arts mock-wand battles. McGonagall has already made her choice, sending the famous Harry Potter walking proudly to the center, taking a wide stance.
Youâve managed to stay relatively out of the way since starting at Hogwarts, about a month ago. Since you stepped foot off the train, you decided to dedicate yourself to your studies, giving in to your introverted tendencies.
But youâd be lying if you said you didnât long for friendship each time you spotted girls skipping in the hallway together, or when the Weasley crew bursts into laughter at lunch, or when you spot the Ravenclaws studying in the library.
Suddenly, your head of houseâs voice penetrates the air, slicing through the anticipation like a swift dagger.
âMiss Y/L/N,â Snape announces, gesturing a finger to approach him.
Son of a bitch.
You look around, the color draining from your face as you observe every head turning to look at you. You make your way up to the raised platform, passed your professor, when an oddly gentle hand on your shoulder stops you short.
Snape kneels, lowering his voice to a mutter.
âBreathe. Forget his name. He is only a boy.â
You nod, swallowing your fear and taking your first steps toward Harry. You repeat the words in your head, closing your eyes momentarily and wiping the sweat from your palms.
He is only a boy.
âOn your marks,â Professor Lupin instructs, the both of you lifting your wands to position. Harry nods to you in greeting, which you return with eyes like headlights. You try your best to ignore your racing pulse and quickened breath.
What the hell am I going to do?
A sly, boyish voice from the Slytherin crowd behind you catches your ear, a voice you can almost put a name to. The phrase ripples in your head, echoing until it becomes a solid thought.
âCareful of that one, Potter. Sheâs lethal.â
You grin to yourself, the remark helping to relax your shoulders and straighten your posture. And for the first time since arriving here, you feel a confidence thatâs been waiting to unleash⊠you feel like a Slytherin.
Sheâs lethal.
In a split second, you choose a spell and devise the best handwork to perform it.
Yes, I bloody am.
Lupin conducts a countdown, and at the same time, you each send magic hurdling at each other. But youâre sharp, cunning, and quick. Maybe youâve only been here a month, but you know enough to identify his weakness on the spot.
His softer, disarming expelliarmus meets your driving, aggressive bombarda, as a fantastic collision of colors explodes in the center of the platform. Students yell in reaction, stepping a few feet back.
The blast sends Harry straight down, rolling over a few times from the forceful impact. You had directed it specifically to hit at just the right moment, as not to cause injury.
After a second, you find yourself still on your feet, the smoke clearing slowly in the air. But the second your house spots Potter on the ground, a roar like hell erupts behind you. A small smile returns to your face, along with a glimmer in your gaze.
You bow, then stroll over to your opponent, respectfully offering to help him back on his feet. Your face contorts in confusion when he stands on his own, shaking you off.
âGood match, Potter! Nice to meet you.â You extend your hand, finding your soft, yet direct voice.
âNot shaking your hand if you belong to those filthy Slytherins,â he replies, a pang of hurt hitting your chest at the rejection. Youâre lost on where you went wrong, all you did was follow instructions.
âShe sure as hell does!â
Suddenly, a mass of rushed footsteps approaches you from behind, the boyish voices multiplying as they celebrate your victory.
âTold you to be careful, Potter.â Draco mocks, sending a wink his way. A boy you recognize as Mattheo speaks up next.
âThe boy who lived- oh, sorry, I meant the boy who got leveled by a fourth year!â He snickers, taking a stance by your side. He looks to you, nudging your shoulder in encouragement with a gleam of pride in his eyes. His next words are just for you.
âWicked job out there, darling.â
The closeness of his face to yours sends a shiver down your back, his charming smile luring you in. Harry interrupts, his tone annoyed.
âRun from this lot while you can, Y/N.â
âPaws off, Potter. This oneâs ours.â Draco sneers, throwing an arm around you and pulling you close to his side. A blush develops on your face, remembering his sentiment from before your duel.
âThatâs too bad, a smart girl like you wasting your time with a bunch of snakes.â He spits.
Theodore, the Italian transfer from Rome, pipes in with his two cents. Heâs tall, and intimidating. His mere presence ushers other students out of the way.
âIâd tell you to eat shit, Harry, but you already did.â The diss earns an uproarious laugh from the group. Pansy stands behind you, resting her head on your shoulder.
âSomeoneâs a sore loser,â she says to Harry in her sing-song way. âNot every legend has a prophecy, mate.â She squeezes your arm, giggling to you and herself.
And to that, he storms away, his Gryffindor friends following after. You turn to the group, unable to produce words after their glowing display of support. They each take their turn giving you hugs and chanting your name, Pansy opting to play with your hair.
âI think youâre our missing piece.â Mattheo proclaims. âWe sort of need someone who-â
âCan save our arses?â Theo finishes the thought. âSheâs way bloody better at magic than we are.â
âI believe heâs referring to the several⊠ahem, situations, we get ourselves into⊠at times.â Draco says hesitantly, his gaze drinking in your every feature, admiring his newest recruit.
For the first time, you find yourself surrounded by people who like you. Who admire you, want you for themselves. Theyâre actually excited, thrilled even, to make you one of their own. You couldnât have imagined it unfolding like this, but youâre damn glad it did.
âShouldâve known she was the one when Draco was nearly drooling over her in Potions classâŠâ Pansy interjects. Dracoâs face goes wildly pink, unable to hide his bashfulness behind his pale complexion.
âWhat else can you do, new girl?â Theo inquires, his demeanor mysterious and intriguing.
âIn che senso?â You respond, using the very little Italian you picked up on your last summer trip. His face lights up, a wave of sheer attraction and awe written all over it.
He clasps your hand, holding it like a damn trophy. âI think Iâll marry you someday.â He confesses.
Mattheo pushes him away from you in order to regain your attention by offering to carry your books to the next class.
âAllow me, love.â Mattheo says as the boys continue to shove and trip over each other to engage with you.
You nod, shooting a puzzled look at Pansy while the boys gather your things and start to lead the group out. She pulls you aside, linking arms with you, the Slytherin champion.
âTheyâve all been pining since they first laid eyes on you, you bloody bombshell.â She jokes, revealing the boyâs truth.
âBut then you beat Potter, and well⊠that sealed the deal. Iâve never seen heart-eyes like that from any of them, let alone all of them.â
You catch Draco staring longingly at the two of you, quickly glancing elsewhere to play off his obvious infatuation with you. You smile and wave to him, biting your lip as he nods your way.
Pansy leaves you with one last thought before you all head to Potions, gesturing her head towards Draco.
âTheyâre all quite competitive. But that one⊠that one will end the world for you, Y/N.â
Lethal, you think to yourself.
Because heâs lethal, too.
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obliviate - mattheo riddle
summary: when voldemort finds out about you and mattheo, he devises the perfect way to keep you apart.
word count: 5k
a/n: okeeey i know this is longer, but i actually adore it so much! kinda put my heart + soul into this one! extremely special shoutout to @pizzaapeteer's research on mattheo's favorite quidditch team, which provided a name i needed at the very end (hint hint!) âĄ
warnings: angst (but also fluff, pls, it's me), use of the cruciatus curse, voldemort being voldemort.
soundtrack: dancing to the sound of a broken heart - galantis

OBLIVIATE (v.) -- To forget, to wipe from existence.

You noticed before he did.
It was early; the morning sun was just barely sneaking past the curtains in the window that fluttered gently in the autumn breeze, setting his bedroom in a deep golden hue. Your limbs were heavy with sleep and you were settled warmly in Mattheoâs arms, you could feel the rise and fall of his chest at your back, his warm breath on your neck. Normally this was your very favorite way to wake up, but something was off, something had made your eyelids flutter open, a feeling, a foreboding.
You didnât want to wake him, gods knew he needed his sleep, so you squinted slowly around the room until your eyes rested on the very arms that were wrapped around you.
It was his dark mark, writhing against his skin.
Noâ you thought, but in an instant, Mattheo jolted awake, breathing heavily like he was coming out of a nightmare, or coming into one, and within a moment he was pulling his arms out from around you and you immediately felt cold for their absence.
âMattyâ you whispered, turning to face him and reaching out for him, but he was already up and out bed, pulling his clothes on haphazardly.
He turned at the sound of your voice, looking longingly at you for the briefest moment, tangled in his sheets, perfect in the morning glow, your eyes begging him not to leave.
âStay?â you asked quietly, and his stomach lurched. Fuck if you didnât have the ability to bring him to his knees with just one word; but his arm burned and ached with impatience⊠He wouldnât be kept waiting much longer and Mattheo could only come up with so many excuses as to why he was always late without exposing the truth, desperate to protect you.
âI have toâŠâ he started, but he didnât finish the statement, didnât want to say what exactly heâd have to do and thank the gods you never asked.
âI knowâ you sighed.
âI love youâ he said, leaning forward to kiss you sincerely, his fingers brushing your jawline, taking one last piece of humanity and goodness with him.
âI love you moreâ you whispered as his form disappeared in front of you, leaving you alone.
Mattheo knew the moment he arrived that something was deeply deeply wrong.
He recognized his surroundings at once: the Riddle family manor. The halls echoed with a silence so familiar to him and his childhood it felt like his heart stopped beating so as not to make a sound. Besides silence, though, he also felt the other hallmark of his childhood: loneliness. He was alone; not one in a mistakable mix of followers that he could slip into undetected, he was home, and he was alone, and he felt an uneasiness, a sickness settle over him as the hairs on the back of his neck began to rise and he turned to see his father stepping out of the shadows.
âTwelve minutesâ he said by way of greeting, avoiding Mattheoâs eyes as he approached him like a predator would its prey.
âTwelve minutes. From the time I summoned you, until now. What, pray tell, was so pressing, so urgent as to cause your delay?â
Mattheoâs mind swept quickly over the image of you in his bed, your hair splayed on his pillow, the smile on your lips and your soft whisper as heâd apparated, but he quickly dismissed the thought.
âSâearlyâ he said, kicking himself for how his voice waivered in its reply.
Voldemort nodded in mock understanding, like he was considering this, drawing out the silence between them, painfully so.
âSo not only are you late, but you are also lyingâ he said, emphasizing the last word, spitting it like a hiss, his black eyes snapping to Mattheoâs in way that caused him to jolt in reply, an automatic defense mechanism against the only living being capable of scaring him as Voldemort stormed towards him, entering his personal space as his voice rose.
âDo you remember what happened to Alexei Donovan when he lied to me?â he asked.
Mattheoâs eyes shifted between his fathers, swallowing, vividly remembering watching Nagini devour Donovan limb from limb.
âANSWER ME!â his voice boomed.
âY-y-yeahâ he stuttered.
âYes, my Lordâ Voldemort corrected him.
âYes, my Lordâ Mattheo repeated.
And then Voldemortâs tone changed completely, as he took a step back and a smile spread across his inhuman face, which was somehow more disturbing than the alternative.
âBut I am a merciful Lord, arenât I?â he asked, his head cocked, daring Mattheo to disagree.
âYes, my Lordâ he said.
Voldemort nodded in approval.
âYes, I am. And what a relief that must be to Ms. YLN at this very moment, hmm?â he asked, his eyes clocking Mattheoâs reaction as the blood drained from his face, his eyes blew wide and his shaking hand reached for his wand.
You watched the empty space where Mattheo had apparated like he might change his mind and come back, perhaps willing him to, before you laid back down, settling for his lingering warmth and his smell against the sheets when you heard footsteps outside the door.
You sat up, excited...naive you would think later, so fucking naive with the hope that he had returned, only to feel the blast of the door getting blown off of its hinges as you moved to cover your face from the flying debris.
Mattheo was breathing erratically, his chest visibly rising and falling with pure, unadulterated rage mixed with a fear so palpable it was like he could taste it on his tongue. He was desperately trying to rein in his emotions and failing miserably as his mind catapulted over every worst case scenario.
He spoke, finally, conjuring the only thing he could think to say as his brain continued in overdrive.
"Don't" he said firmly, threateningly, his voice level for the first time that morning.
His father smiled broadly without an ounce of kindness behind his eyes as they narrowed.
"You never learn⊠What did I tell you? What have I always told you? Thisâ" he said, gesturing to Mattheo's body shaking in fight or flight mode "âis weakness. Look at you!" he said with disgust, with disdain, "You're worthless. You can't decide what to you, your mind is divided when it should be focused; you're thinking of her when you should be thinking only of yourself!"
Mattheo heard every word he was saying, but all he could think about was you, about how to get back to you, how to stop whatever had already begun; but it was like chasing a train on foot that had long since left the station, no matter how badly he wanted to jump in front of it, it was far too late.
"So, one question remains" Voldemort said, circling him again. "You...Or her?" he asked, sneering.
Mattheo's eyes flicked darkly to his father. "Me or her what?" he said through gritted teeth.
"Surely you understand that I can't allow this relationship to continue with the way it's destroying you, and while the Carrows provided me with a lengthy list of ways we could enforce that" he said, smiling, letting the threat of his most devoted followers linger. "I have something much simpler in mind." He stopped pacing, snapping to face Mattheo fully, his robes flourishing around him.
"I will have your memories" he said proudly. "And one of you will forget their feelings for the other... forever" he whispered as Mattheo felt weak in his knees, like they'd buckle beneath the weight of what had been said.
"So, whose will it be?" Voldemort asked.
You felt excruciating pain in every limb, every tendon, every bone, and when you opened your mouth to scream, the Carrows took your words.
All you could do was watch them through the tears that poured out of your eyes in your silent struggle, willing, praying for Mattheo to come back, pleading with him in your mind; please, please, please you thought even as you felt your resolve and strength waning.
Mattheo's mouth had run dry and there was bile in the back of his throat at the impossible decision before him: Either forget the brightest light in his life, perhaps the only thing keeping him steady in an ever-spiraling world, forget the way your skin felt under his fingertips, the smell of your shampoo, how tightly you squeezed him when he hugged you, or the sound of your laugh, the way you listened sincerely to him with your full attention or rubbed his back when he couldn't sleep; forget the only and most sincere feeling of love heâd ever experienced.
Or worse, meet your eyes and not see a light behind them, the way they'd twinkle with adoration for him, watch you forget him completely and live life instead as your friend, a bystander, maybe even watch you fall in love with someone else... His stomach lurched.
...But in a way, isn't that what you deserved? To live a life free of all of this, free of him and the pain he caused you, constantly, every time he had to leave, every time he had to live this second life. You were meant for more than this, you deserved to be loved by someone who could give you everything in return.
"Hers" he spluttered. "Take her memories" he said quickly before he could change his mind.
Voldemort nodded obligingly before waving a hand, dismissing him.
Your eyes fluttered open as you lay in your four-poster bed, a soft smile on your lips as you saw the morning sun just barely sneaking past the curtains in the window that fluttered gently in the autumn breeze, setting your bedroom in a deep golden hue.
Your limbs were heavy with sleep and you were settled warmly in your sheets. You felt refreshed, though you had the smallest echo of a headache that you attempted to rub away as you got ready for the day.
You made your way down to breakfast, settling in amongst your friends.
"Good morning!" you said cheerfully as you took your usual seat between Pansy and Blaise.
"Good morning, babes!" Pansy chirped as the boys nodded, waved, and greeted you in various acknowledgements. You grabbed a pastry and pressed closer to Blaise to help him with the crossword puzzle in the Daily Prophet. You were deeply focused on the black and white print when Mattheo wandered in, sliding onto the bench across from you. His movement caught your eye and you glanced at him and offered a small wave before returning your attention to the paper.
And that was all he got.
A glance, a smile that he tried to hold on to, to see if there was even a glimmer of recollection behind it. But there was nothing.
The spell was strong. It had tied up every lose end. Your things were gone from his room, your pictures together wiped clear by the time he returned, even your hair tie had disappeared from his wrist. And when he crawled into his bed, and realized your scent was gone from his sheets, he pulled his pillow over his head to mask his muffled sob.
Now not even his friends remembered your relationship, he realized, as he looked around at them, all totally unphased by the fact that you weren't glued to each other's side. At once he craved the way Theo complained incessantly about your PDA, and Blaise teased him for being whipped. He would give anything anything for something other than the complete ignorance in front of him.
He'd never felt so alone.
A few days later, you noticed Mattheo was...off. Even moreso than usual. You were used to him being standoffish, reserved, a total closed book, but you sensed something different about him. You had never been close, but something about his demeanor kept catching your attention.
"Are you okay?" you asked him that weekend at the Slytherin house party.
You'd had to raise your voice to be heard over the crowd and the loud music and his eyes snapped to yours, almost in shock, before they began intently searching your face.
You looked back at him, confused, waiting for a reply.
"M'fine" he said finally, taking a long drink from his cup in an effort to occupy hands that desperately wanted to pull you into him and lips that desperately wanted to tell you a truth that didn't exist anymore.
"Lighten up, Matty!" you said, gently shoving him on his chest as you walked away, and he nearly choked on his firewhiskey, because there was only one person in his life that had ever called him that, and it was you, beginning the night you'd first time told him you loved him.
He watched you walk away and fade back into the crowded party, wondering, daring to hope that there was a way to get you back.
After that night, Mattheoâs attention on you increased tenfold. The following morning he'd squeezed his way next to you at breakfast, nearly knocking Blaise off the bench as he slid you your favorite coffee.
"Oh!...Thank you?" you'd said, surprised as you peered over his shoulder at Blaise and then looked down at the latte. "How did youâ?"
"âCan I walk you to class?" he asked eagerly, a smile on his face.
"Suuureeee" you said hesitantly.
Then, he wanted to walk you to every class, and he'd even offered to carry your books. It was kind, endearing even, but it felt misplaced, so out-of-the-blue that it caught you off guard and confused you.
"Mattheo, I really want to thank you for everything you've been doing for me" you said finally as you walked out of your potions class to find him waiting for your eagerly, like a puppy, a smile on his face. Your eyes shifted to the classmates that walked by, eyeing the two of you together. "I just want you to know, I'm not really looking for anything serious. We're friends, that would be a little...weird, you know?" you said gently.
A moment.
And then he felt a chasmic split in his heart that he didnât think heâd live through once, let alone twice. It had never occurred to him that there was a world in which you wouldnât fall madly in love with him again as your words brought a memory rushing forward...
"Is this going to be weird?â" you asked, breathless, until his lips cut you off again, crashing to yours as his hands pulled you further against him in the broom closet. "âDarling, I could not care less" he murmured against you, and you laughed as your fingers tangled into the curls at the base of his neck and he felt your tongue against his own. âMmm our friends are going to lose their mindâ you whispered, grinning wickedly at him.
"Matty?" you asked, concerned at the look on his face, pulling him out of the memory, even as he tried and failed to hold on to it.
His eyes refocused on yours as his face darkened.
"Why are you calling me that?" he asked abruptly, his eyes narrowing.
"What?" you asked, taken aback at his tone.
"Matty. Why are you calling me that?"
"Iâ" you started before looking up at him, confused, feeling the dull ache of one of your more frequently occurring headaches coming on. "I-I don't know" you said quickly, a blush rising to your cheeks as you pushed past him.
He turned and punched the wall forcefully, feeling his knuckles crack in response.
Weeks went by. Every second in your existence was a painful reminder of what he would never have again, and yet he refused to distance himself, desperate for your laugh even if was for someone else, your smile, even if he wasn't the one to put it there.
Sometimes he swore he saw the slightest recollection in your eyes; he'd catch you looking at him, and you'd smile when he caught your eye, but it was always friendly, never like the look you used to give him, with the glimmer of something sinfully mischievous beneath it that had the two of you tumbling into his bed between classes.
The whole situation was setting him on edge, making him more anxious and fidgety than he'd ever been. But, of course, no one seemed to notice, his friends either chalking it up to his normal idiosyncrasies or bewitched to ignore his unusual behavior.
Now he was staring at the book in his lap, reading the same line over and over and over again, his mind running ragged as you sat beside him. At this distance he could smell your perfume, could feel your warmth radiating next to him and his heart ached at your proximity.
He hadn't realized he was doing it at first, but his leg was jiggling incessantly between the two of you, his jitters working at the pace of his mind, his body's panicked response to being so tantalizingly close to you, so desperate for you and not being able to have you. Suddenly he felt a warm hand on his leg, resting there gently as fingers began to trace a familiar pattern on his thigh, causing his jittering to slow along with his heart, which had now dropped into his stomach.
He glanced sidelong at you, afraid to move an inch, terrified that you would stop. He noticed you hadnât broken your concentration on your book, perhaps hadnât even realized you were touching him, it was like your body was moving on autopilot to comfort him in the very way you used to, tracing hearts on his thigh before nuzzling into him or pressing a warm kiss to his cheek.
He held his breath with the hope that this might mean something deeper, that there was a piece of you that remembered him as he closed his eyes, and tried to focus on the pattern of your fingers, the simple touch nearly bringing him to tears as he tried to let himself live in the memory of you.
You were right at the very best part of your book, the plot finally taking off, when you felt the familiar ache in your head that very quickly turned to a throbbing that brought you back to the present moment, and made you realize your hand had been resting on Mattheoâs thigh.
âOh, gods!â you said suddenly, pulling your hand back quickly. âIâm sorry, I didnâtââ you started until you saw the pained expression on his face, his eyes closed, his head hung as his hand carded through his hair. Your headache was pounding in full now, enough to make you wince and touch your temple. His eyes fluttered open, looking at you with concern.
âYNâ?â
ââS-Sorry!â you said quickly, gathering your things and beelining for your room.
âHave you noticed anything⊠different with Mattheo recently?â you asked Pansy that weekend.
You were laying on your stomach on your bed, flipping casually through a magazine as she sat next to you, admiring her nails as she painted them a deep emerald.
Youâd tried to ask as nonchalantly as you could, but she looked up at you with an eyebrow raised in question.
âI donât know heâs been so⊠strange with me. Heâs wanted to walk me to class, and carry my books, he wants to hang out all the time and he somehow knew how I liked my latteâŠ?â you trailed off, leaving out the way your hand had ghosted over him, the expression on his face, and your recurring headaches that didn't feel like a coincidence anymore, flaring up every time you were around him.
A moment passed but Pansy didnât reply and when you looked at her you saw that her expression hadnât changed; she was staring blankly at you, not saying a word, which was extraordinarily odd to put it mildly.
This was the type of gossip that would usually have her on her feet, screaming, spiraling, devising a messy plan to get two of her best friends together, but you were getting nothing in return, less than nothing.
âPans?â you goaded, prompting a response.
Her head tilted slightly, abnormally in a way that was starting to creep you out as her blank stare continued and you slowly pulled yourself upright and away from her.
âLet it goâ she said flatly. âYouâre imagining things.â
You were taken aback and started to respond before she interrupted you.
ââI mean, you canât think that heâs into you or something, do you? He would never go for you⊠what would he see in you? What could you possibly have to offer the Dark Lordâs son YN? Heâs got girls lined up out the door for him.â
You felt tears sting your eyes as you sat up fully now. Never once in your almost ten years of friendship had she ever said anything like that to you before. You were hurt, but you also couldnât help but feel like something was very very wrong as fear fluttered in your heart at her dark words and unnatural expression.
Suddenly, your mind snapped black for a moment to another time you felt foreboding, felt fear in your bones, screaming silently with no one to hear you and you stumbled to your feet, wiping the tears from your eyes as your head throbbed so hard you were afraid you were going to be sick.
Pansy looked up at you, and smiled, unphased by the way you were shaking or swiping at your running mascara as she smiled. âWant to go to dinner babes?â she asked cheerful again, like she had forgotten everything sheâd just said to you.
âI-Iâve got to goâ you said quickly, as you made your way for the door, desperate to find the person you sensed was responsible for this all.
You made your way to the common room in slow motion, like one of those dreams where youâre running but not actually going anywhere. You felt flushed and feverish as your body began to tremble and the room felt like it was distorting itself. You looked around frantically and found Mattheo walking in your group of friends on their way to dinner.
âYN!â Blaise cheered, noticing you approach as Draco and Theo turned in concert, smiling widely at you with uncannily happy expressions.
But the minute Mattheoâs eyes landed on you, his smile dropped to concern and he quickly approached you, closing the distance between you.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked immediately, reaching for you before pulling his hands back awkwardly.
âCan I talk to you?â you winced as your headache intensified âPlease?â
âYeah, of courseâ he said eagerly, motioning to his friends, âIâll catch up with youâ he said, nearly ignoring them completely as he led you back towards their now empty room.
He shut the door behind you both and you swayed on your feet before moving between the four poster beds and sitting on the edge of his.
There were five identical beds in the room and he tried not to read too much into the fact that youâd known which was his, even though in this reality youâd never been here. And then he tried to calm the erratic beating of his heart of you being here, alone with him, in his room, shaking the thought from his mind quickly as he took in the pained look on your face, your eyes pinched closed as you rubbed your temple
He came quickly to you, kneeling in front of you, moving to place his hands on your legs and pulling back, never knowing what the fuck to do with them anymore around you.
âWhatâs going onââ he started.
ââWhat did you do to me?â you whispered harshly, your eyes fluttering open, your face scrunched angrily in accusation.
âWhat?â he asked, confused.
âMattheo, something is very very wrong, and you canât tell me you donât know what Iâm talking about.â
He stopped breathing. It couldnât be.
âOur friends arenât normal, people around us arenât normal, and I feel like my insides are on fucking fireâ you said, grimacing. âAnd it only happens when Iâm around you. Iâm not an idiot, Mattheo, is this because I turned you down?â
For his part he looked like he was about to cry, he didnât look threatening or guilty, just enormously sad as he looked up at you with his amber eyes and your headache split to a nearly debilitating degree and tears flowed from your eyes in pain.
âMy headâ you said in a muffled sob.
You felt his warm hands rest on your legs, the first time heâd let himself touch you in months and you felt another flash in your mind, him smiling down at you with a lopsided grin in a way youâd never seen him look at you before, with adoration, with longing, with love, but it didnât feel weird this time, it felt normal, so familiarâŠ
âYN?â he whispered and your eyes fluttered open to see his transfixed on you, scanning your every feature, his expression full of concern. âPlease hear me when I say I would never ever hurt you.â A lie he realized too late as he looked at you now.
âI-I know that?â you said shakily. âSomehow I know that but I donât know how else to explain this or how Iâm feelingâ you said, sniffling.
âFuck!â he muttered in frustration as he stood up and started pacing, running his fingers through his hair. He was certain that something was happening and yet he had no idea how to help you, the image of you crying in pain on his bed making him physically ill.
You sniffed again and said the next sentence so softly he swore he'd dreamt it.
âYou have a scar on your shoulder, hereâ you said, gesturing over your own shoulder blade, tracing the same pattern of the raised skin on his back.
âYou take your tea with milk and two sugarsâ your voice wobbled but was gaining strength as you kept speaking and he turned to look at you.
âYou write left-handed but play quidditch right handed.â
Your eyes squeezed shut, words tumbling from your mouth now, like a broken dam.
âYou always wanted a dog growing up and if youâd had one you would have named himâ"
ââZorynâ you said simultaneously. He moved to approach you, crouching in front of you again as he stared at you in awe, unable to believe what was going on.
Your eyes opened at his voice.
âAfter my favorite quidditch playerâ he said. âYN youâre the only person who knows that.â
âWhy do I know these things?â you asked, pained.
He opened us mouth but nothing came out.
âMattyâ you were practically beginning him to help you understand but he was too scared to be wrong, too scared to tell you the truth.
â...Iâm the only one that calls you thatâ you whispered, and he nodded encouragingly.
âYeah, you areâ he said quietly, gently.
You reached out tentatively, your hand trembling and touched his cheek and he let his head fall against the palm of your hand, nuzzling into you as his eyes fluttered closed. You sniffed again.
âItâs okay, love, Iâm hereâ he said tenderly.
âB-But you werenât thereâ you said, breathing heavily all of a sudden, panicked. âI-I was scared and I wanted you there and you werenât thereâŠâ and just like that your eyes blinked to his and memories came like an avalanche as you stood and he rose his feet beside you.
The first time he kissed you, the feeling of his warm palm in yours, tangling your fingers in his curls, feeling the gentle rise and fall of his chest in bed, the way heâd pull you onto his lap at breakfast and everyone would moan about it, him nuzzling into your neck, his arms around your waist and his hand at the small of your back in the corridor between classes. His lopsided grin as his amber eyes twinkled down at you and he whispered âGods, Iâm crazy about you, darlingâ
âI remember! I remember!â you said finally looking up at the real Mattheo standing in front of you, his face somewhere between sheer panic and shock and suddenly the inches between you were too much as you flew into his arms, wrapping yourself around him as he lifted you off the ground.
âFuck babyâ he said as you felt him shaking beneath you. âIâm sorry Iâm so fucking sorry. He made me. M-made me choose, your memories or mine andââ he choked up as hand came to rest on the back of your head, holding you closer to him ââI didnât want you to live a moment in any reality thinking I didnât love you.â
âItâs okay, Matty, itâs okayâ you murmured against him, clinging to him, to the moment.
âNone of this is okayâ he said back.
âItâs ok nowâ you reassured him.
He made to pull back but you squeezed him tighter, afraid.
âI donât want to forgetâ you mumbled into his neck.
âYouâre not going toâ he said through a laugh, the first time the sound had left his lips in months.
âLet me guessâ you sniffed against him, fighting the knowing smile on your lips, âbecause youâre unforgettableâ you grumbled at his cocky humor.
âWell, yeahâ he said, laughing genuinely now, even as you pinched him.
âBut more importantlyââ he said as he took a step forward to lay you down on his bed so he could look at you, could finally see the sparkle of recognition in your eyes that he had been craving. You were looking back at him like you were committing his every feature to memory, your stomach flipping at how beautiful he was, at how you could ever forget it, tracing the scar at his eyebrow, his flushed cheeks, his lips and noting the twinkle in his eyes.
ââYouâre not going to forget because the most powerful wizard alive already tried to make you, and it didnât fucking work.â
You smiled at him, resolutely. âI could never forget you.â
âThatâs right, babyâ he said as he leaned down to brush his lips against yours, lingering for just a moment, savoring it like it was the first time all over again.

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