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throwing it back to lando kissing oscar’s paddle

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“I asked chatgpt” well I asked Ferrari and they said “we are checking”

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I don’t think they wanted to be painted

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OH MY FUCKING GOD- *gunshots*

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we moved past italo!oscar way too fast imo

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saw this guy today

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francesco_codeluppi: Carletto c'è sempre 👑

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okay land of landoscar i’ve had this in the drafts for i don’t know how many weeks now and i need to know if this is, like, anything

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It all boils down to the fact that Oscar does not know how to stop being in love with Lando.

It’s simple, really. Nothing to write home about, when Oscar allows himself to think about it. It’s been there, simmering, humming in the back of Oscar’s mind like a song that you cannot quite stop singing over and over again, for so long now that Oscar has kind of figured out how to tune it out.

Oscar is in love with Lando. He was in love with Lando, in a strange, dreamlike way, when Lando did not even know his name. He was in love with Lando when he was first hushed into a McLaren office and Lando was there, grinning softly, saying hey, I’m Lando, and Oscar had to stop himself from answering I know. He’s been in love with Lando for the entirety of last season, so much that the team orders in Hungary had him finish those last laps with tears in the corner of his eyes. He’s in love with Lando now, too, in a way that is both distant and desperate to be close at the same time, because as much as his head knows that they’re fighting for a championship, for glory, for the biggest of wins, his heart yearns, yearns, yearns.

Again, it all comes down to Oscar not being quite able to let go of this love. He’s tried, of course. He unfollowed Lando on every social media when Logan got ahold of his phone and raised a single eyebrow at the amount of notifications from Lando’s Twitter account. It lasted about a week, and even then, Oscar still went back to Lando’s profile to check for updates every few hours. He had done his best not to get his hopes up when he wiped his sweaty hands on his thighs before entering Zak’s office, because what if Lando was not the person Oscar saw in the media, what if Lando did not like him, what if Lando wanted Daniel, Carlos, anyone but Oscar. But Lando had smiled, had held Oscar’s clammy hand with surprising strength, his own hand dry and a little callous and bigger than Oscar thought, had said mate, I’m very glad we got you out of Alpine, and Oscar’s shoulders had dropped the tension right there, an immense relief running down his spine, Lando’s hand still engulfing his. He is still trying now, as he stands on the podium, gazes down at Lando, who is in second place most of the time, but is always grinning up at Oscar like he doesn’t resent him, like he’s glad Oscar is doing well, to let himself down gently before Lando can do it for him. He’s been staying two steps away from Lando at all times, not quite distant, not quite close, because Lando will burn him if he dares to approach, but Oscar will freeze if he strays away.

And at the end of the day, it’s simple. Oscar is in love with Lando. And Lando, who is wonderful and gorgeous and kind and has never said anything bad about Oscar, not even in Hungary, not even in Abu Dhabi, Lando, who Oscar loves, does not love him back.

Nothing to write home about.

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i went havoc in the tags i apologise

seeing this picture of them makes me think of mafia lando and his pretty engineering student boyfriend..

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prince vibes go hard

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Nettles by Ethel Cain is making me so unwell because of the Brocedes parallels of it all. HEAR ME OUT!!!

“To love me is to suffer me” / this one is self explanatory

“You’ll go fight a war” / Lewis continuing to race and win championships and get into title fights with other drivers. “I’ll go missing” / once again self explanatory but like Nico literally went missing from f1

“I’ve never seen brown eyes look so blue” / Lewis sometimes looked like an open wound, bleeding into the couches of the press conference rooms and his brown eyes are not capable of looking blue (the color) but they are capable of looking blue (sad)

I could go on and on but the entire song makes me ache because it’s so THEM likeeee “this was all for you” “knowing I’m half of you” “think of us inside after the wedding” “gardenias on the tile, where it makes no difference who held back from who” IT’S TOO MUCH

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i keep thinking about male athletes and then going “wow,…,…….,. he’d be such a pretty woman ……, …..” happy pride month

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You may be messy, but you’ll never be nico rosberg coming back from the dead only to return to the scene of The Spanish Divorce™ messy.

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OSCAR PIASTRI F2 Reaction Gifs Masterpost -> i do believe this is the entire set of oscar gifs minus one that tumblr refused to upload for a total of 29. enjoy!! obligatory "thank you prema for these" as well -> f3 version of this post is here

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WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THE 1000TH "LEWIS COMING PAST NICO IN THE PADDOCK, NOT LOOKING UP ONCE, WHILE NICO IS STARING AT HIM CAPTIVATEDLY" MOMENT THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY ????