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i already did it, didn't i? snafu

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are there hidden goodbyes in disguise?

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Easy come, hard go, then, life goes on

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obf

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what if its me

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two weeks, two long but too short weeks

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bought my shirt 21 days before the exam, that could mean something, right?

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the end is nigh, and tis the beginning of a new end

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the exams is so near yet feels so far, just like waiting for the first word shaw mendez would sing in his treat you better, like dude, we deserve to be treated better lmao

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instead of walking out, walk with Him

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it's saturday night, three days before moving out of this apartment and moving to a crappy boarding house. yeah ik that it is crappy but that comfort is compromise-able while these incomforts are unbearable anymore. cant wait, i guess?

it's saturday night, 83 days before the exam and i have a lot of backlogs to catch up and its already unmanageable. i really hope that we'll have a week off before the refresher starts. im way too far from okay. i will do fine, right?

it's saturday night, the night of Joji's concert and i am not there. i can buy tickets on my own but ma refuse to allow me to go alone, i wouldnt want myself to be alone there tho. i am here on my bed listening to half a heart by 1D writing this shitty update. shitty it is, not a question anymore

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major life decisions incoming ...

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-100th day

this was supposed to be written like 6 days ago, so idk why i am writing this now but i need to update my progress, so here goes...

most of my exams i kinda aced it but i am still not satisfied of what i can answer correctly. luck may have been on my side when im guessing the items that i cant solve/i have no idea about

habit wise, idk myself anymore. motivation was never on my side, maybe except when exam day is fast approaching. i have spent more time playing than studying fr fr. this aspect is what should i develop mostly

when it comes to my health, i really think im dying. my eating habits are at its worst, i am not socially comfortable most of the time, emotionally and psychology wise its really trash and i hate it. a lot of things come to mind... if only i could have other place to stay. i really dont like it here

for the aspect of the boards, i already have all (i think?) of the necessary documents. i just need to register a prc account and schedule an appointment on the 26 of this month (february). i still dont have the proper clothings to wear, but whatever

this is all for now :)

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why do i always feel like the world around just keeps on spinning and im here stuck doing idk

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Don't rule out the idea of something good happening just because you've become too anxious over the possibility of the worst happening.

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4 PRINCIPLES OF QUEEN BIYO

1. Believe in yourself. Excellence is knowing what is right from what is wrong.

2. Continue to learn, not just academically but from also from others.

3. Make a difference. Your presence among others must be obvious.

4. Humility and gratefulness. Use all that you have by glorifying Him and giving back to your country.

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of course it is only I who overthinks this situation we're both in