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symbolic meaning? yes, i'm aware, though i did not know of those specific meanings, very interesting :]

suppose i should have been more specific however; other than an exterior appreciation, do you have internal connection to the forests? possibly similar to your friend, golden cheese cookie and the cheesebirds, as she harbors a connection to those creatures past just external factors.

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"Oh, I see! My apologies, I misunderstood your question."

"In terms of flora, I seem to only hold a connection to my namesake - white lilies. I can grow them easily but other plants...not so much. With fauna, I think I've gained a connection to the butterflies in the forest over time. They like to follow me around, at least. I don't mind, they're good company and they're rather sweet. It's probably silly to admit this but...sometimes when I'm alone I'll talk to them. About my frustrations, my fears, my guilt. Perhaps they just stick around me because of my scent but I like to think that they're listening to what I say."

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[HI OOC 🪲 HERE TURNS OUT I DIDNT FINISH MY SENTANCE PREVIOUS ASK SORRY BOUT THAT </3]

Oop nw! Don't apologize! I didn't even notice

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aah, makes sense. the irony is quite funny too,, as if you were set up for failure from the beginning, as if that was your purpose, a prodigy too curious for their own good.

isn't it funny how coincidences like so can line up so well?

but to a different topic, what's your relationship to the forests around you? im assuming a cookie of flora, especially one as curious as you,

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[also mod !!! dont feel bad pls !! i also have inconsistent fixations n am jus glad yer doing good in general shjdfn]

"Oh, I love the forest! While I'm not optimistic about taking care of a plant myself, I do have an appreciation for nature around me, especially since my time with the faeries and being the Guardian and all. I've spend a long time in the woods in Beast Yeast. The flora really is quite beautiful and serene. It's calming."

"Did you know that different flowers - plants in general, really - have symbolic meaning? For example, lilies are purity, rebirth, innocence, and fertility. White lilies in particular represent sympathy and condolences!

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White lily! How many hugs do you want because I want to give you as many as you desire!

"O-oh! I...just one maybe sounds nice? I...don't remember the last time I received one."

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Will you be soaring over the sea, with the wind in your sails and a knife in your teeth, at the helm of a ship on its way to a distant shore? Bermuda or Thailand, an uncharted island? It's true that we're all getting older. What will they do with us, when they are through with us? Tell me, what are we sailing for?

"I have had to travel a lot in my life. I won't be suprised if I must continue to travel."

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hypothetically you have to choose between 100 dogs and 100 cats which do you pick and everything is provided for their care and also garlic bread is the bestest bread along with banana bread

"I think I'd choose dogs! Cats are pretty cute, though."

"Banana bread is delicious!"

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If you had to choose between unlimited bacon but no games, or games, unlimited games, but no games, which would you pick?

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"Ummmmmm...the second one? I think??"

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Bread 🥺

"Bread. 😊"

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B r e a d....

D a e r b

B

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"Bread!"

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BREAD

"Bread."

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Don't listen to the haters, girl! You deserve peace, love, and happiness

"Thank you...I'll do my best."

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B R E A D

"Bread."

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In your humble opinon...

B R E A D

"I like bread."

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If you could have any job, what would it be?

"Aside from being Guardian...? Hm...I've never really thought about what I'd do if I didn't have the responsibilities I do now. Perhaps teaching?"

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"GASP, A COOKIE! DON'T EAT THIS ONE THOUGH. HIIIIII!!!"

@milokitpines

"Hello."

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i suppose it does.

were you also philosophical as a child? did anything happen for that to change?

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"I suppose I've always had the mindset for philosophy, at least. For as long as I can remember, I've been curious about what a cookie's purpose is. What my purpose is. Things like purpose, morality, ethics...they've always held my interest. Some of my classes in the academy covered such topics. Not just in subjects like debate or philosophy; the sciences are all about ethics! Where the limit is with experiments, what does or doesn't count as "too far"...it's simply fascinating."

"There's an irony to all of that, thinking about it now..."

"...Thank you for the compliment. I wish I were better at receiving them."

"On the subject of my friends, Pure Vanilla Cookie and I grew up together. I've known him my whole life. I...was never very good at making friends in the academy. Bullying was...an issue, especially with how much of a shut-in I was. Pure Vanilla was the only one I could really consider my friend back then. As for Dark Cacao, Hollyberry, Golden Cheese...well, I wouldn't have met them if it weren't for that fateful day in the woods. I'll agree that we all have our own strengths, especially with our respective Soul Jams. But on "intellectual stimulation"...? I don't expect my friends to desire the same type of knowledge I looked for. In fact, Pure Vanilla tried to discourage me from it...for good reason too. Friends are meant to uplift one another, support one another and be each other's metaphorical rock, not necessarily be your soundboard for conversation."

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GUYS I FINALLY BEAT THE MAIN STORY

I SWAPPED DARK CACAO FOR PURE VANILLA AND IT WORKED ON THE FIRST TRY

I'M SO HAPPY

(The build)

I just have to finish beast yeast and I'll be back to running this thing!

If only the stamina jellies could regenerate faster... 😭

[heyo mod r yu hoki? not to be pushy but you deviated a bit from yer usual posting schedule, and i was wondering if you were taking a break or something :] no pressure to hurry up or whatever if you are as well!]

Sooooooo guess who lowkey forgor about this blog because of a new hyperfixation-

My badddddddd

Also my brain decided I need to finish playing the main story and what's out for beast yeast so I can get all the info out there that I can on this game (well the bulk of it anyway, ngl I do not gaf about the side stories)

And for the life of me I cannot beat 18-30, like no matter what I do

I've got awakened Golden Cheese AND Dark Cacao, Mystic Flour, Burning Spice, and Dark Cacao

It comes out to about a 1 million power and I CAN'T BEAT THIS LEVEL

I have personal beef with Smoked Cheese Cookie stg, me and my homies hate him/hj

If anyone knows how to beat this level (without suggesting hiring cookies I have pride...sorta) you will be my savior

Anyway I'll get back to answering stuff and whatever once I beat all the stuff I gotta

Sorry yall I be a lil bit stupid fr

Also I didn't see this until now bc Tumblr is also stupid

(Also also the aforementioned hyperfixation is The Apothecary Diaries and I'm in the middle of making an oc, thats how you know I'm in this fr)