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So, I'll be logging off here too, but to the people who want to follow me, I'll share my new account when it's ready!

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One of my two friends is now leaving the country 🧍‍♀️

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i downloaded TikTok to be hurt again

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If Seunghan doesn't receive any kind of compensation I won't be afraid of affirm that all that education South Koreans receive is meaningless because no decent lawyer would lose a case like this.

If those assholes can pay for flowers, they can pay for a reparation too.

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second day of bawling my eyes out

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Okay this was hilarious, my father was scammed (at least not for much) for the money he made me sent and I told him 20 times "ARE YOU SURE? DON'T DO STUPID THINGS"

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My mother just caught me filling my vape

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yo what happened I cried a little and told my friends but instead of getting support I got a "You're crying for a Chinese guy", WELL YES I'M SORRY I'M NOT CRYING BECAUSE OF A BOYFRIEND? I CAN HURT ABOUT OTHER THINGS TOO.

Idk, I got mad because of that now, I don't feel I'm getting support from them, and I know is not that important to them, but it's important to me, can't they just respect that? I always give my shoulder for their shit, doesn't matter how silly I think the problem is, and when they need support I go and try to cheer them up, I've paid for more than a hundred "I've had a fight with him" meals, and they can't even come to my house and have a walk with me? I tried asking for support and all I got was a "come here", but I don't want to go, I want them to come to me, I always pay the cabs, I pay the meals, I GIVE THEM MY FUCKING TIME, DON'T THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT MY TIME IS? I'm just so fucking disappointed about everything, I'm hiding their chat just so I don't get even more mad at them.

I didn't want them to compare my problem and call me dramatic, I just wanted a little support.

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This is so fucking unfair.

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This kind of people make me feel so disgusted. I can't believe some people have no common sense or respect for others.

I'm taking a break from this mess.

I need to gather my thoughts about this, but I don't feel good seeing riize content at this moment.

I'm sorry.

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Typical Sunday: I wanted to cut my hair even more but then I remembered that I already paid three haircuts and IN THIS ECONOMY I have to deal with this hair because there aren't 3 dollar haircuts anymore.

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ROWON KISSED A 50 YEAR OLD SPANISH WOMAN WHAT'S GOING ON

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People making my gf apologize are bringing some primal protective instincts in me 🧍‍♀️like why is my hand suddenly a ✊

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I just want to say to those ot6/ot5 that they would never survive in the real world, if they had businesses they would all go broke and if they tried having a relationship it would be heavy toxic but not in the let's have hot sex after a fight way.

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RII7E

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So,

I never thought much about how different masturbating could be for other people but today I saw a post of someone I follow asking people if they actually had orgasms (when masturbating) and my friend was telling me about how she doesn't really have orgasms but doesn't mind because she enjoys the act more than the orgasm itself, and I, even having no partner right now, can't imagine my life without good messy and earth shattering orgasms.

Actually, one of the many reasons I started my celibacy was because no one could give me a decent orgasm and i found it unfair compared to: 1. Men with me always had at least 2 orgasms; 2. Women always thanked me profoundly after being together for having multiple orgasms but could never make me cum, and; 3. I know giving/having orgasms for me it's painfully easy because I many times gave them and had them but I got tired of the dissatisfaction I had since, when I was with other people, I had to finish by myself while they were placidly resting beside me (they knew what I was doing, not like I did it while they were asleep or anything).

Whatever, I just found it curious how some people can't have orgasms by themselves or at all (in my friend's case it's because of the medicine she takes) while I can count with one hand the times I've had them with other people and I easily have them but I completely stopped having sex because I got tired of no one being able to keep up with me... Wait I think I could write a fic based on that.

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So it seems if you want to defend the boys you should go into weverse but wtf is that app🧍‍♀️, honestly I just want to tell those ot6 "bro go touch some grass, breathe real air and stop acting so pathetic, there are better things in life than being a hater"