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4 years ago today I got the news that my mom had physically left this world. I felt my heart break. Let me give you a little back story before I go any further. My mother had 3 children, me being the baby, and she was my best friend. It wasn’t always like that but over the years she became my biggest confidant especially during my pregnancy. I would call her just about everyday crying and complaining about something, little did I know she was on the verge of dying. My mother was such a strong and proud woman that none of us knew she was as sick as she was. Even in her last days she still gave her all. She would visit me every month during my pregnancy for at least a week at a time and she would bring gifts for my unborn child even before she knew the gender. I gave birth at the end of the year and my mom was right there but two weeks later she was gone. I had no idea how I was going to be a first time mother during such a heartbreaking time in my life, postpartum depression and losing my mom took such a big toll on me and I’m still recovering from that time in my life. I thank the universe for giving me my daughter, she has literally healed my heart in ways she will probably never understand. A big chunk of me went missing when my mother passed away but my sweet girl definitely fills most of that chunk. I miss my mom more than I talk about but I know that she will forever be with me.
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Date ideas:
•book store
•botanical garden
•museum
•picnic
•stargazing
•zoo
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Weight...
All my life people have called me fat and all of my life I believed it. I'm almost 30 years old and I'm looking back on old pictures and I'm trying to figure out where was the fat. Luckily I never had self-esteem issues but I can't believe people would really tear a child down like that. Now that I'm actually suffering with weight issues it's crazy and even now I'm probably not as "big" as I think I am but because so many people have told me I was fat for so long I feel like a fucking whale. I vow that when I finally get myself back I will never let me go and I will not allow anyway to tell me my weight is an issue especially when I'm content with myself.
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1/28/2020 To the man I loved for most of my life, I release you.
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“She wants everything from love and is always disappointed.” - Gustave Flaubert, Madame Bovary
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Reflection.
2010 I graduated high school, I mostly hated high school.
2011 I lost my grandfather to cancer. I explored my sexuality.
2012 I got my first job, I loved that job. I got into a somewhat serious relationship that of course didn’t work out. I lost my virginity.
2013 I left my first job and relocated to a whole new state
2014 I partied, a lot. 2014 was a good year. I got into a new relationship and it was pretty good.
2015 was a year of love.
2016 my significant other lost their mother to cancer, I got pregnant, I gave birth.
2017 was probably the hardest year of my life. I lost my mother, I was a first time mom, and I was DEPRESSED.
2018 I wasn’t okay but I was trying to be, my child kept me grounded and was really my only reason for living.
2019 I began healing, I’m better, I’m more focused, my heart is opening up again, and I’m learning to smile again.
2020 I’m ready for you. The previous decade threw me for a loop but I came out swinging and I’m still here. There is nothing I cannot handle, I just ask that you be good to me and everyone I love.
On my journey I’ve lost a lot of friends and even family but I know it’s all for the best. I know that no matter what I am going to be okay and those that genuinely love me will always be in my corner.
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My love languages in order from most to least important.
1. Quality Time
2. Acts of Service
3. Words of Affirmation
4. Physical Touch
5. Receiving Gifts
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