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I like the full length because it kinda ticks in my hips a little bit since it’s a little long on me

which binder is better for people with big hips: the half one or the normal one?

If you plan on getting your binder on/off by stepping into it, I imagine a half binder would be easier. Half binders in general are easier to get in and out of.

But if you’re going to put it on and take it off by pulling it over your head, I don’t think your hip size would make a difference in which style of binder would be best for you.

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How do you move on and start dating when you wanna rip your own skin off? She gets me and sees the man behind the chest.

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A compilation of interesting cross-stitches from here

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Until we pick our next fulltime partner, we have decided to do a crash fundraiser with a local guy in Austin who needs our help in the interim. Elliott is looking to get top surgery on October 11, 2017 and has about $2000 left to fundraise. We want to try and make a dent in that goal – so help us #SupportElliott for the next month! Our goal is to help and impact as many lives as possible, so when we met Elliott we wanted to do whatever we could to make a difference. ❤️

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In a Heartbeat (2017)

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The following is St. Louis City Museum’s ten story slide. That’s somewhere I need to visit one day. 

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What do you do when you are 99 percent positive you will have to move back in with your parents? This meaning no more transition, no more good self esteem, no more sanity. Nothing good is going to come of this.

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I love this

Poem to my mom because I can’t come out yet.

Dear mom,

I know you love me. I know it’s true,

you gave me birth but I’m always blue.

I’m your little girl and you love me to death,

but it seems like I’m running out of breath. 

I am your child but I’m not a girl,

my chest makes me want to hurl.

You don’t want me to change

but I need to rearrange.

You think it’s insulting, you think I don’t care,

but my body’s not right and I just want some air.

My mind hurts, my body too

and that’s why I’m always blue.

(I just came up with it so it’s a little awkward but I wanted to get my feelings out. I’m staying in the closet for a bit longer.)

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Of all the strange things to happen in 2017, Smash Mouth explicitly supporting trans people during pride month is by far the most pleasant. Hey now, you’re an all star.

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Hey guys, Me and my Mum do our 5k charity run today for Poole Hospital Charity and she’s keen to do some fundraising. We’d love your support if you could spare a quid or two!

Thanks! New video soon!

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These crystal Poke Balls hold a 3D etched pokemon inside them that glows with the LED light base. From Etsy shop owner PokeMsterCrafter

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Usually I post about my struggles while transitioning but today I am in a fantastic mood so I figured I would share. People who know me know I am a gamer. Mainly Xbox one but occasionally I venture to my son's ps4. As many gamers know today was the gameplay release for Destiny 2. It was awesome. Like they can take all my money. Which the will end up getting quite a bit. That's just one of the struggles of having a multiplayer household. We buy two copies of most games since my girlfriend play's with me all the time. Luckily my son isn't spoiled enough to get his own Xbox one and games. This is just a really good day. I need something to get me through till my appointment on the 25th for my 4 month on T check up. I am nervous about it but this is taking my mind off of it.

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Pain depicted in art.

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Rough Times

Lately I have been really depressed. Like don't want to live life but don't want to die. I want to be alive but I don't want to actually live my life. I want to just sleep until the lain goes away. My aniexity has been on point lately. I worry all the time. It is exhausting. Now the lovely state I live in has decided anti-lgbt+ hate crimes do NOT qualify as a hate crime. Seriously wtf is wrong with people. Right now I am a man stuck in this body that I can't not change. I do not pass. I have been on T for a little over 3 months but top surgery is so far away. I am scared living here. I was so excited to see facial hair but I shave it because I haven't had top surgery. I don't correct others over my pronouns or name. I feel as if I am an inconvience. The worst is going on job interviews. These employers see Stephanie and I am too afraid to correct them to my preferred name or pronouns so I walk around with this nagging feel in my stomach like I just need to curl into a ball and hide.why has all this gotten so bad.

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Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.

George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones  (via wordsnquotes)

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The Suicide Orphan

by reddit user Cymoril_Melnibone

I’ve long been fascinated by internet horror stories and creepypastas.

I was young and impressionable when I stumbled across my first; Jvk1166z.esp, a story about a video game mod that went eerily wrong. That tumbled me down a dark and narrow rabbit hole into The Russian Sleep Experiment, then further lost me in the cryptid wonderland where all those other internet classics live.

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