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my shaylaa.,..

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pet me im ur doggy

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I mean fuck I like blades, I like wounds, I like having scarring, I like bleeding, I like to cut

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ugh i dont feel like doing it -_- im gonna have ti findlong sleeved shirts ir just wear the school jacjet everyday ... ugh. i left so many things behind i hope i don't die thie yr

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i want him to see ym fresh scars and lick rhe blood off

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i need inspiratin >-<

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i wanna clear smth up..

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its becoming a daily thing again! Lol

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CUTCcUTCUTCURCURCY

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wehn my mood is BLEH i feel like i csnt do anything. i look itno everything adm I realize, i cant feel any livelihood. im inc lass and after i pretty much got blasted as a bit of a dissapointmwent and felt incapaboe of anything i looked down and sat in class and while yhey joked and layghed and were fuckih hspyp i couldnr feel anythibg other than tye wish to disappear and the realization that I am disappointing.

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give me strength to ignore the razor in my pencil case tomorrow ,

and to make me smart,

and um,

not special needs,

and pretty,

nd and nor fat too,

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UGJ I WANNA HIY ASTIRYO

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i sweattttttrrrttt.i csnt

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Ia JATE SCGOOL

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rhytjm heaven is actively keeping me alive i might fucking diere...

ughh

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going to the principals room and shoothgb mysels inf ront og hjm

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coulda sworn its been more than a day ... i think i just go inssne when i dont see my blade wtf