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i accidently deleted my new daisy blog but she can be found at @selfruin again !

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this blog is an archive , daisy can be found here now !

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considering an archive to start things fresh? I just feel so cluttered and it’s getting in the way of me being here.

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i said i was going to write tonight and maybe later , but the first four hours have truly been non-stop??

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i dont need another blog but what if i wrote rhaen.yra ??

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starter call !

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Take the glory, give everything Promise to be dazzling.

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i'll be alive here tomorrow , i swear ! it's my first actual four days of being off.

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discord has been a little bit easier for me these days ! so if you're interested in a server for us to write in , just drop this a like !

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gonna update the aesthetic and then maybe a starter call ??

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PROMPTS FOR FEELING SAFE / EXPRESSING COMFORT * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary, send "reverse" for the reversal of action prompts. suggested by judgementdaysunshine

DIALOGUE PROMPTS

i haven't felt like this in a very long time.

i wanted to thank you for protecting me back there.

you stepped in when you didn't need to.

for once in my life, i feel safe.

this place gives me a good feeling.

i feel safe in your arms.

it's been a while since i slept through the night without any nighmares.

i could get used to this.

i won't let anything happen to you.

you make me feel safe.

you didn't have to step in and help me, but you did, and i appreciate that.

no one's ever stood up for me like that before.

my whole life has been filled with conflict and pain. not anymore.

maybe i'll finally know peace with you.

we deserve an easy life.

you're my port in the storm.

i can't tell you the last time i actually felt safe.

you know me. i don't let my guard down for just anyone.

something changed to make me feel this way.

you're safe here with me.

they won't come after you, and if they do? they'll have to go through me.

it feels nice, being here with you.

you make me feel like i can accomplish anything.

i can be myself with you.

we're looking out for you.

you won't judge me for the things i say.

just stay here a while, if you don't mind.

so this is what safety feels like.

i can finally breathe again.

nothing can touch you while i'm here.

you can go back to sleep. it's safe.

no one will hurt you anymore.

my life is in your hands.

promise me you won't abandon me?

i'll be right here when you wake up.

you taught me how to protect myself.

ACTION PROMPTS

[ lean ] sender slowly leans into receiver's shoulder and rests there for a while

[ sleep ] sender manages to fall asleep in receiver's presence

[ snuggle ] sender snuggles closer to receiver as they sleep

[ reach ] sender reaches for receiver in their sleep

[ shelter ] sender uses their body to shield receiver from danger

[ seek ] sender seeks out receiver for a protective hug

[ choose ] sender has plenty of options on where to sit in a crowded space, but chooses to sit directly beside receiver

[ reassurance ] in a tense moment, sender takes one of receiver's hands to hold

[ stay here ] sender guides receiver to a safe place and tells them to wait there while they deal with a problem

[ interrupt ] sender stops a confrontation between receiver and someone else, stepping between them and coming to receiver's defense

[ home ] sender shows receiver their new home

[ nightmare ] sender comforts receiver after they wake up from a nightmare

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tonight is my last shift until saturday and i'm so very in love with my job? i love the ladies i get to work with and so far my co-workers have been really, really sweet? so i'm hoping that means the rest of the week i can get back to being here and get used to my new schedule! i really thought the 12 hour shifts were going to be hard in terms of adjustment and i'm still having a little struggle missing my tiny humans and KC, but hanging in there !

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i miss your sweet messages on the dash! take your time, take care of yourself <3

hi anon ! you are such a sweetheart and i hope that you're doing well and taking care of yourself too. i miss being around here and getting to interact with you guys !

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i miss you guys and daisy very, very much ! i started a new job with training hours during the day and then my actual shifts are 12 hours over nights , so i'm trying to adjust to my new normal and hopefully be around soon !

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EILEEN 2023 — dir. William Oldroyd

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can’t a woman be a dirtbag in peace

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feral about billy daisy on this sunday afternoon.