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bullT boy 2021 art

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an older sketch page of a very cool looking guy!🩸

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i wish i knew more about my identity.

yes, i can research and do all the introspective things. but i overthink and ruminate very easily. trying to figure out my breed, pattern, and all of that was stressing me out extremely badly and i had to just stop, for the sake of my own mental health. but i feel sort of… left out, of some nonhumanity conversations. simple ones, at that. “what do you look like?” “what kind of breed are you?” i just.. don’t know. all i can be sure of is that im a mixed breed dog (some sort of mutt), and that im domesticated with a twinge of ferality in me. i’ve looked into some breeds and patterns, but nothing has clicked for me. i’m just … a dog. that’s it. i’m just a dog. but i wish i knew more than just that without absolutely overwhelming myself.

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I need a maw

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painted dogs

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reblog to give prev a bone 𐂯

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I can’t be the only nonhuman who actually feels lucky, rather than enraged, to be given a human life.

Compared to a real deer/coyote, I have so much more time to look at the world than I usually would. Additionally, I can build up the means to see more of it than I ever expected. As a real deer, I probably would never have made it to the Grand Canyon and both coasts in the same lifetime. Also, as a human, the world has been changed to benefit the life I was given. I know what cars are, and I know how to avoid them. I can always eat, even if it’s cold. If I get sick or hurt, I can take medicine. I snuggle in my blankets at night and I can use my phone to learn about what other creatures are doing.

For other deer/coyotes, the life I have is a pipe dream. Maybe it’s just because both of my theriotypes are hunted & hit by cars all the time, or maybe it’s because I’m not a spiritual therian, but as much as I wish I could see my antlers in the mirror, that discomfort pales in comparison to the warmth of a human life.

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painted dogs

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love love alterhuman4alterhuman. yes you are animal and so am I and we are in love

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corded poodle coat

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i’ve been having crazy strong urges to eat out of a dog bowl these past few days. also, both of our dogs got new leashes and harnesses, and i’m really jealous.

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a mouthful of summer's empty promises

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misery loves me

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Studies

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corded poodles