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seraspillow · 6 days ago

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The Hard Way. A disc of polished silver swings on a chain held between his thumb and forefinger. It catches the lamplight of the study, throwing slivers of brightness across the books that line the walls, across the planes of his face, across your defiant eyes.

"Just watch it swing, let your thoughts drift away. Each swing, back and forth, takes a little more of the world with it." His voice is smoothed at the edges like river stone, the kind of voice that could coax confessions from saints and secrets from the dead. It’s the voice he uses when he wants to unravel someone.

But you're not that someone.

You could break it. The thought is a sharp, satisfying little spark in the compliant quiet he’s trying to build. You imagine snatching the chain, the delicate links snapping, the watch shattering against the floor. The image pleases you.

You let out a soft sigh, shifting in your seat, "I’m trying," you lie, pitching your voice to a tone of put-upon sincerity. "It’s just… incredibly monotonous."

His fingers don’t so much as twitch. The watch continues its perfect, hypnotic arc. "Monotony is the point, darling. We're at the gate. Your mind is a fortress, and we're boring the guards to sleep."

"I hate when people do this psychoanalyzing shit, my guards don't sleep." you counter, the muscle in your jaw giving a single, tight twitch. "They drink way too much coffee." You cross your legs, the motion slow, intentional, trying to change the subject. You’re wearing one of his button-down shirts and nothing else, and you know the movement parts the fabric just so. A little distraction.

You see his gaze shift. Not irritation. Not yet. Just… assessment. He is a patient man. It is his most formidable weapon and your favorite thing to test.

"Your eyelids are growing heavy," he suggests, pushing forward, his voice dropping a semitone, a velvet blanket meant to smother your resistance. "Heavy as steel weights. It’s a struggle to keep them open."

You blink at him, wide-eyed and innocent. "Are they? They feel pretty alert. I think your watch is broken."

The corner of his own mouth tightens, flashing the barest ghost of a repressed smile. He knows this game. "You feel yourself sinking into the chair," he continues, ignoring you. "Deeper and deeper. The leather is holding you, pulling you down into a place of perfect stillness."

To prove him wrong, you push yourself up slightly, bracing your hands on the armrests as if preparing to stand. "Honestly," you muse, looking down at yourself. "No, no I don’t think it is. Can’t we just fuck like we normally do?"

You start to slowly undo the buttons of your shirt, one by one. That’s when the watch stops.

He closes his hand around it, the silver moon vanishing into his fist. The delicate chain drapes over his knuckles. The silence in the room is suddenly different. The ambient hum of the house, the whisper of the air vents — it all falls away, leaving only a thick, ringing tension. He slowly, deliberately, tucks the watch into his trouser pocket. The faint click of the case closing might as well be a gunshot.

He leans back in his own chair, opposite you, and the polished veneer of the patient hypnotist cracks. Beneath it is something harder, older. The hunter, done with the lure.

"You’re right," he says, and his voice has lost all its velvet. It’s gravel now. And steel. "This isn’t working."

A thrill, cold and sharp, lances through you. Ah. There he is.

"I told you," you say, unable to resist the final poke. "My guards don't—"

"Your guards are a fucking nuisance," he cuts in, his eyes locking onto yours. They’re dark, the pupils blown wide with a raw, predatory intent. The hypnotic focus is long gone. "You think this is about clever words and a swinging trinket. You think you can outsmart your own wiring."

He stands with a sudden, kinetic energy that makes the air crackle. He crosses the distance between you in two quick strides, and before you can process the shift from mental chess to physical reality, he’s there. He grips the armrests on either side of you, caging you in. He leans down, his face inches from yours.

"You don’t want to be coaxed, I understand." he breathes, the words a rough caress against your cheek. "You don’t want to drift. You want to be pushed. You want to be broken."

Any clever reply you might have dies in your throat, replaced by the hum of anticipation. This is the real induction.

"Brat," he snarls, the word a brand. He hauls you from the chair. The starched shirt rides up, leaving you completely bare from the waist down. He doesn’t give you time to find your footing. He spins you around and shoves you forward. You stumble, catching yourself on your hands and knees. The position is instantly, elementally debasing.

"You wanted to prove you weren’t sinking," he says from above you. "Fine. Let’s see how well you hold yourself up now."

A hand tangles in your hair, yanking your head back. Your neck arches, your throat exposed. Through the curtain of your own hair, you see the room upside down: the ornate ceiling, the dark beams, the smug, leather-bound books that have witnessed everything.

"Look at me when I’m talking to you," he commands. You try to turn away from him, but his grip is iron. He is the only point of reference now. His other hand sweeps down your back. It settles on the swell of your ass, squeezing hard enough to make you gasp. "You think you’re in control. This little game of yours, all these witty deflections. It’s a shield. But underneath, you’re trembling."

He’s right. A fine tremor has taken over your limbs. Your desire is sputtering to life. "Your mind is too loud, too stubborn. So we’ll just have to turn it off another way." You feel the hard ridge of him pressing against you through his trousers. A whimper escapes you, involuntary and needy. It’s the first honest sound you’ve made all night.

It makes him laugh, short and harsh. "There it is. The truth. Not so clever now, are we?"

He fumbles with his belt, the rasp of the leather a savage counterpoint to the earlier silence. The sound of his zipper is a shriek. You don’t need to see it to know. You can feel the heat of him, the sheer physical presence of his arousal. He grabs your hips, positioning you, his touch leaving no room for argument.

"You want to resist?" he whispers, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, "Go ahead. Fight me. It'll only make this better." Your body is screaming yes, slick with a desperate, traitorous wetness, but the brat isn’t dead yet. She has one last gasp.

You try to buck, to pull away. It’s a pathetic gesture, more a twitch than a real struggle, and he just laughs again. He pins you easily, one hand splayed across the small of your back, pressing you down against the floor. The tip of him, blunt and hot, nudges at your entrance. You’re soaked for him, ready for him, and the shame and the thrill of it are a potent, intoxicating cocktail.

"Beg," he commands, his voice rough.

"Fuck you," you manage to spit out, the words muffled as your face is pressed against the floor.

"That’s the plan," he says, and then he’s inside you.

There is no slowness, no seduction. It’s a violation. He fills you in a single, brutal thrust that tears a scream from your lungs. It’s too much, too fast, too deep. Your mind whites out for a second, all thought erased by the overwhelming physical shock of him owning you so completely. He doesn’t wait for you to adjust. He pulls back almost all the way, pausing for a moment to torment you, then slams into you again.

"See?" he grunts, his rhythm already punishing, "No thoughts. Just this."

He grips your hair again, forcing your head up so you have to watch your own degradation in the polished surface of the coffee table. You see a flash of your face — eyes wide, mouth agape, features slack with shock and burgeoning pleasure. It’s obscene. It’s perfect.

"You wanted to drop," he pants, each word a percussive beat matching his thrusts. "The easy way… wasn’t good enough… for you. So you get… the hard way."

His condescension is potent. Every degrading word is another layer of your carefully constructed ego being stripped away. He’s not talking to your mind anymore; he’s talking to the animal part of you, the part that understands nothing but pressure and release, dominance and surrender.

"Can’t… form a sentence now, can you?" he taunts, driving into you harder, faster. He hits that spot deep inside, the one that makes your legs tremble and your toes curl. "No witty comeback? No… clever observation?"

Your world is reduced to pure sensation. The relentless friction. The slap of his skin against yours. The burn in your muscles. The groans being torn from your chest. Your thoughts are fracturing, breaking apart like shattered glass. The clever girl, the defiant brat, is drowning fading with each thrust. All that’s left is need. Primal, unthinking need.

He leans down, his chest pressed against your back, his voice a hot rasp in your ear. "That’s it. Let it all go. Let me fuck it out of you. All the noise. All the bullshit."

You’re sobbing now, a messy, ugly cascade of pleasure and release. "Please," you gasp, the word a surrender. It’s the only word left.

"Please what?" he demands, his pace becoming frantic, his own control fraying. "Use your words...” A brief pause.

"Oh, wait. You can’t."

He hammers into you, a final, punishing series of thrusts that feels like it’s trying to drive you straight through the floorboards. Your orgasm crashes over you without warning, a violent, blinding burst. Your back arches, your body clenching around him.

For a long moment, there is only the sound of ragged breathing and the thundering of your own heart. He stays inside you, his weight pinning you down, a heavy, warm anchor in the chaos. The world is a blur of swimming colors. The hard edges of his anger have softened, replaced by the simple, profound reality of his possession.

He doesn’t speak. He just holds you, his hand stroking your hair, smoothing it back from your sweat-slicked forehead. His touch is gentle now. Possessive, yes, but gentle. Your mind is blissfully, beautifully quiet. The guards aren’t bored; they’ve simply been relieved of their duty. There is nothing left to protect.

He leans in and kisses your temple. His voice, when it comes, is the river stone voice again, quiet and low, thick with the aftershocks of passion.

"There she is," he whispers.

And you drop.

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